Ok so… I am not really sure how I like the world right now? So much fighting always over everything – and just people suffering

I saw something that when they got to border they were asked which other country would you like to live? 😮😮 can’t even imagine the heart wrenching emotions holy moly how awful!!

So see … and then on top of that to leave behind someone you love because they have to fight – or to make your family go so you may fight and they be safe 😮😮

So it just bothers me a lot – breaks my heart they have to be forced like that 💔 that’s so wrong

It’s just ya know – kind heavy … is always in my thoughts and prayers 🙏

My grandmother is full Lithuanian … my GREAT grandmother came to the United States when Lithuania was still part of Russia / Soviet Union

Around 1913 ??

And then it was what? 1918? They free?

My family is from Kaunas – I don’t know them. I only know the last name lol … are you curious? Lol

I see their faces and I can see my grandmother and great grandmother lol – that’s kinda trippy

But anyway…I dunno 🤷‍♀️ my life keeps going so I will just tell you the events …

Ok well – I work alot and I am quiet … you see me coming in and out or leaving but – I pretty much hmm I stay hidden lol 🤷‍♀️ I am elusive 😄😘

When I first move in there this man who live next door and he’s really nice – maybe my parents age-ish ? So 15-20 years older ?? He’s very sweet…

Every garbage and recycle day, he puts my cans down for me and also takes them up before I get home ❤️ I have given him delicious oranges 🍊 to say thank you

I am either never around or around when have daughter – I would say I am ghostly lol 😘 just a quiet neighbor … seen occasionally briefly but not really heard from … yeah I am elusive lol

Yesterday he call me to say hello and to talk about heat and stuff lol

And then he call me again today to say he left some mandarin oranges on my front porch for me – the bag was too big and he would never eat them all he said – please enjoy lol ❤️

Also the solution I gave him yesterday was no go because we fricken live in California where they consider certain things seasonal – as if they had seasons or something in this area 🙄 annoying but whatever

My solution was one of those portable radiator heaters for time being at either Home Depot or Lowes? But like I said is seasonal item and we in spring not winter 🙄 whatever

It’s been cold at night 🥶

https://youtu.be/dW2MmuA1nI4

I have an extra one I was not using so I let him use as long as need… I told him to just beware because it was shorting my ?? Circuits? I kept having to go to fuse box 🤨

Anyway.. he’s funny – I’m not sure what to make of him just yet… he’s very sweet kind neighbor

He just has the one name I have a bias against lol .. is Satan’s name and all the others I know with that name hmm well is questionable!! I give chance as person because that is not fair for me to associate all people with this name lol – but we see

The name DOES put me on guard and I am extra careful lol

But he seems nice -so we go with that lol – he’s very sweet so far

I have a question … about yard care…

Ok so… I can’t not yank anything – so I am worried if I do gas mower I would not be able to do by myself ever … I don’t have the strength in my chest and I just couldn’t

So I worry how I would start it.

https://youtu.be/IKqV7DB8Iwg

And given this stupid war – gas maybe not best choice?

But then what is my other choices? Ok well I could do electric 🤨 … is it bad of me to make a face? Just because I be at mercy of the charge 🤨 … and my yard is large

https://youtu.be/vtPk5IUbdH0

But with electric I just push a button right? And it has to be cordless charging electric because I’m not gonna walk all around with cords – nope

I could get one from turn of century 1900 lol … with bag and powered by me – but I sort of see that going very badly so I just won’t waste my time or money

Another option is to just keep having someone do for me lol… which I just like a lot lol

But ya know .. do myself 💪 – should be fine

But what think on lawn mower ? Considering all aspects – it has to be easy because of my chest – so please keep that in mind when recommending lol

I could do some plants and things ?? Maybe?? I will try one at time – because I am plant grim reaper

There is only one plant I have kept alive for 2/3 years and that is the aloe Vera plant 🪴 lol – I am allergic to it – but I keep it alive lol ❤️

It somehow likes me or I care for it decently ? Not sure? But it never dies and gets bigger 😮

Well anyway.

Ok well today I am being lazy 😮😮 I have tons to do but my body is just like nope 👎

I just wanna be lazy!! But then part of me is annoying and makes me feel like I must do things ( which I should – but eh I’m not really motivated at all!!)

https://youtu.be/fLexgOxsZu0

Because I know week gonna hit hard – I wanna soak up all the energy possible

I should do things – I might – we see it’s already afternoon and I be lazy lol – I found a latch hook and got absorbed with that and also watching a mindless show

Neighbor guy see me this morning before shower 😮 🧟‍♀️ lol oh well whatever … I have no bra on because I am at home and I was hurting with the bra

I am not modest, because nope not really ? Is not body image – I’m fine with body ❤️ love own body

But is more I dunno… protective maybe?

Bra has been hurting lately? I have not put a bra on all weekend and 🙌 😮 omg so I kinda like that – doesn’t hurt and is good

I kinda don’t wanna wear a bra ALL the time but nope no way … must at work or outside of house nope nope nope

Technically.. can go completely topless like a man if I wanted – and not be arrested … because the way our law reads … it states showing areola which I do not have 🙌 hahaha ❤️❤️ I do kinda like that I can get away with something on a technicality lol – that’s a little humorous lol

I like having the option – but I would never lol

https://youtu.be/RQa7SvVCdZk

We see what I say in summer 😄 I’m kidding maybe

Ok well whatever – I think I will shower

You should see what is like around here – the Ukrainian flag 🇺🇦 is everywhere – on peoples cars – in their yard, windows etc ❤️

It’s very sweet – I like that

Usually it’s our flag all over the place lol 🇺🇸… but today I saw Ukraines flag 🇺🇦 everywhere 😮❤️

I now know your national anthem too 😮😄 cause that is also everywhere! lol

It’s kinda really cool to see such support ❤️

So … I don’t really have any time because I have to go to bed 🤨 … so I can actually wake up and do this all over again lol

Are you really tired lately? Just curious! I am more tired than normal currently. I think the world is exhausting me

Oh… and … you know how I do NOT do social media … ok well …. Today someone who does not know these small details about me … was talking to me about this woman who does not do either … but she’s way older than me …

I have reasons but is not same as her reasons … I am fine and good with technology – I just stay away

I have strong opinions about social media and media in general. I think is very bad but whatever – I am probably just old 😉

Well anyway – they telling me “it’s weird they don’t have social media” and “what kinda person doesn’t have social media?” (Lol) and also… “they should get with the times” 😄😄 (what’s wrong with 1985?lol)

I don’t always share the little details about social media unless it comes up – otherwise I avoid completely

I’m very quiet with it – unless you try to be my friend which I’ll never accept because I’ll never go on- I just want it there as is- just frozen. But I don’t wanna see anything, know anything, read anything – whatever … I don’t like social media at all …not at all… I feel is dangerous and if you don’t understand me then that’s fine

You know I’m just protective… so no, I do not like it. Very bad for mental health .

I just kinda wanna be left alone from it … but do you know how hard that is ? I hate it … because just everyone expects it – and you weird if you don’t lol

But again I have my own beat so whatever guess I’m weird – oh well … still no for many reasons … I am sooo good with it.

But the rest of the world omg … it’s just funny to sorta see ? I live my life free from that so I do not have any of it ❤️ just peace of my own which is nice.

You are kinda expected to just have 🤨 … but I don’t want to … I want to keep – but I don’t want to go on. I don’t want to use

It’s ok, I don’t mind what others do – I know what is ok for me and what I can handle. So whatever – I’ll be weird lol 💋✌️

Ugh ok … I have to go to bed 😩

Almost Friday

Oh… country boy text me… I just don’t think is good idea to see – I don’t really want to

How do I say simply??? Umm ?? I really like the way he is with me and how he treats me … he’s a good guy – yes.

I just have few red flags on couple things. I think too many obstacles if he isn’t serious.

There is something very very important to me… so either you can or can’t whatever – but that is a deal breaker if no

I don’t want to tell you what it is… and I don’t wanna tell you my reasons. Whatever just how is

Is private thing

Ok I have to sleep or I will never wake up 😩😩 I don’t wanna go to bed!!!

Ok gnite 😘

Well… I feel sick to speak about what’s happening.

What do you do if your leader is mentally unstable?? 😮😮 I do not know governments who are not democratic … what a nightmare 😮

What do you do??

Imagine … if you are Russian – if you speak out they threaten to arrest or punish… and the sanctions and cut off from banking systems is going to also hurt the Russian people. That kills me too because so many are going to suffer here. He’s mentally unstable 😮

What is he doing??!!! Omg – careful!!

If you are in Ukraine – you probably won’t see this but my thoughts and prayers are with you… my heart goes out to you – stay strong … the USA stands with you – fight – you can do it!!

I’m sorry to endorse fighting but let me tell you – if was you and someone attacking your country unprovoked – what you do? They have no choice.

Imagine – have to take up arms for your country 😮😮 how horrific – I’m so sorry they experience such brutality

Ya know maybe… you can be whatever kinda government you want – but perhaps we should require them ALL to take mental health evaluations every other year or something to prevent any insane people in charge of nuclear weapons??? For all countries – the mind is a very vital thing for a position as such. We are all human… no one is super human – sorry to inform

This is nuts! What world am I living in? This is insane 😮 seriously – who does this? Hold the world hostage with the pain and suffering of others 😮😮

Yeah it makes me feel sick

Anyway …

https://youtu.be/bxV-OOIamyk

I never ever ever want war or anyone being hurt – but I understand the love of their country, their land and their devotion to their people – look at the position they are in

I can’t even imagine going through what they are going through right now!! I’m soooo sorry 💔💔

Ok I need to change that subject… it breaks my heart way too much. I need a balance not that there is one for anyones pain and suffering – but mentally I need a balance so does not over take me… that is heavy… so I need to lighten little

So ya know … I don’t do a lot of electronics or techy things – I used to… but then I went 1985 and the world just exploded with all kinda of things … so I just like 1985 better lol ✌️

I am not familiar with smart things … I have smart TV’s … so I don’t need cable or services

I watch documentaries on YouTube or these funeral things lol 🤫 I like cemeteries – I find them beautiful and captivating – I like to read the graves and imagine life ? In that era ?

Is just peaceful places – final resting

Anyway … I was watching news because I want to make sure people are ok… when suddenly the tv said something like a really quick notification (like what you would get on phone) 😮…

And I just see it for quick second and it said you are now connected to blah blah blah

Ok well whatever … at first I was like “wait what?” Who? What is happening but then I thought …oh well only YouTube whatever lol let’s see what happens lol

Next day I turn on YouTube and it was connected to her YouTube and was all news 😄😄

She was like “HEY! Why are you using MY YouTube?” 😄😄

So I told her what happened night before lol

She said she was texting with friends and suddenly a notification popped down – would you like to connect to Tv? And she was going so fast she accidentally hit button for yes 😄😄 but also not sure what happened 😄😄

That was soooo funny ❤️

And then while unpacking … Not to age me… but I came across a Walkman my grandfather gave me when I was maybe 13?

It was the coolest thing… I had just discovered music – I went to stay with them that summer – I was his shadow ❤️ I was also his princess ❤️☘️

He showed me and then gave it to me and those headphone never left my ears after that lol ❤️

I found the Walkman ❤️ it doesn’t work anymore – but it’s just the memory I want – makes me feel him here.

Anyway ok I have to run 🏃‍♀️ I have so much to do!! Dang it!

I kinda feel bad for balancing because they can not. I just also understand the need to lighten or let mind escape – make spirit stronger for moment 🙏

Can we please have peace 🙏✌️

“Week IN MARCH”!!!!!

Well… what can I really say today??

Sad day in the world

That could happen anywhere – that could be your family there or you!!

How you do that to people ??

Can we please NOT have Armageddon???

Seriously!!

Fricken leaders playing with peoples lives!!

Welcome to 2022 … SEE …1985 is MUCH better!!! We shoulda just frozen time right then!!

https://youtu.be/Yq7FKO5DlV0

Look at this world 😮☹️

Anyway, not really anything I can say over today? Anything I speak about is insignificant to loss of life or war. So what I gonna say?

Very disappointed in Putin – Russia that is your leader… do you support that??

Shocking that “shit like this” can go down in 2022

https://youtu.be/WRmBChQjZPs

What kind of world do you want it to be?

Just very sad to watch such brutality against human beings unprovoked.

Yeah I don’t wanna say anything else – is too much. The world kinda sucks 🤨☹️❤️

My thoughts and prayers are with the people of Ukraine tonight 🙏 I’m so sorry for you ☹️💔 stay safe as you can ☹️💔 I can’t even imagine ☹️💔 peace and safety be with you 🙏🙏🙏💔

https://youtu.be/L7IP4UlXvG8

You know how all the time I tell you I am quiet … I am…

I will let people in, but I am guarded…

I am very careful with who around my life

I let a woman come close … only in friendship – nothing dirty …

But then just things I observe with behavior and it became heavy and I can’t … and I had a lot going on with the house and moving in.

Well so I take some pretty hard stances on things sooooooo… first … you wanna enjoy life with me – I have open arms …

https://youtu.be/99j0zLuNhi8

But on the flip side of that… I also feel if you don’t want to be there then don’t … if you can’t just enjoy life with me then don’t.

There are certain things that I can’t handle. I do need sincere, and non dramatic, and I am tired so… I do not do stupid shit and I do not like to be involved in any drama or gossipy things. Whatever … I just wanna go in – work and enjoy my days… and go to my new house ❤️ be settled

It was tense and odd… very heavy so whatever …

I would like to enjoy life …so you do too or not… whatever ✌️ peace

So I was busy anyway and I slip sliding away lol

https://youtu.be/ZNt5FnMK2sM

I just went quiet and worked all the time so whatever enjoyed life

But now they noticing something?? I do not know… also someone warn them about her? I don’t know who? So they now notice I kinda quiet … and they asking questions 😐

When and why did I go quiet? 😮

https://youtu.be/jz1Ga7GG0Uk

I just let people form their own opinions. I really am very busy at my location and also “in life” I don’t have time for fake friends so whatever

I learn who truly there and truly not so… I watch that. Definitely if they gonna be close in my life.

I’m just REALLY careful with that and also extreme heaviness, drama or pressure – nope… I am ok with life events because that happens – but when someone is causing that – I just can’t

So ya know whatever ✌️ I’m good.

But I also stay quiet and let others make their own choices … what might not be ok for me – might be fine for someone else.

So I dunno? They asking me questions today 🤨

Is just my own choice to just work and I am busy… I am very very busy at work!!

So I just don’t like drama so I be quiet and be careful ✌️ nope – can’t

Life events fine – drama no

Felt like too much to me so I just back off and be quiet and I was moving and had daughter for few weeks and was busy with work too – I had a lot happening and I needed balance ✌️ so I distance

https://youtu.be/087Bv3p4KLQ

It just so happened we have all been busy and doing many things so my quietness and distancing was not noticed ✌️ 🙌

This is where I got before I fell asleep last night

And I have to go to work now ✌️😘

Ok so… sometimes I come here and I write but when I finish writing – eh … I don’t wanna say what I wrote.

Either is too personal… and nope lol … or things I am not sure how I really wanna say. And even still doesn’t always come out perfectly 🤷‍♀️ whatever am human.

https://youtu.be/fZMRc-UyPm0

I don’t really listen to media or outside sources … I see clips of news either at work or quickly in morning if I can handle it … because everyone all angry all the time everywhere and tons of bad things go on … I hear quick for general info and then that’s enough for me. I’m just tired. I don’t want a lot of drama

Anyway so I stay away – I stay away from a lot of things. I can’t have so much drama all the time daily omg – that is why I hated Trump!!! I do not want that constant drama in my daily life 🤦‍♀️

I just want peace … and can Russia please stop … did we not have enough death with Covid ?

Stop flirting with stupid war… stop ✋ don’t be an asshole!! Back up.

Please do not do war.

Can we be level headed and discuss shit like grown adults who can handle that?

Well anyway … can you just please back up. We see.

The world loves drama… if there is no drama someone has to create it. Omg – whatever

I do like France’s President actually … I like that he is diplomatic and that he stepped up to try to help – thank you for that, appreciate 😊❤️

I like him … SEEMS to be decent human being… l like the effort and thought – that was really nice 😊❤️

Oh I have something funny for you…

So we deal with many priests … a couple of them are actually Irish lol … so they have that REALLY thick thick Irish accents when they speak English – it’s adorable… I love it soooo much ❤️

Well whatever – I speak English – I never really stopped to think about how an accent would be in different languages

Then we needed a spanish speaking priest and it was a Irish priest … so we giggled a little bit at first because how is that gonna sound?? What does that thick Irish accent sound like in Spanish?? Lol

The Irish accent speaking Spanish 😄❤️ oh it was even more adorable!!! ❤️ makes you smile

I just never thought about accents speaking in other languages … that just opened up a worm hole for me lol … cause now I just think of them all and what would be lol

So hmm 🤔 …

I guess is the same as English because we have people from all over world and many accents and each does sound different

I just never thought about that in different languages 🤷‍♀️ it just never hit me before … it’s because that Irish accent is sooooo thick lol (and my family is Irish with a few having thick accents) … so makes me notice… and America is many languages, but our big main ones are English and Spanish. Spanish has their own accents… so then when we had to mix Spanish with the Irish accent it just made impact lol

It’s very cool. Pretty adorable ❤️

And in other news 📰… since I am single woman and ya know I like safety and protection … so I just get cameras and alarm 🚨 … not that I have anything …but just because I am alone or with daughter – I just feel safer. Not that isn’t safe here – but ya know Satan and stalkers and shit lol … so ya know …

“Protection” lol or hopefully 🙏🙏🙏

So just helps a little. I work a lot and over summer she will be here alone

And I am alone sometimes so I just feel better

Also I can speak through the system using my phone from anywhere 😄😄 … “hello this is god” 😄😄

I’m a little excited because my kids won’t know lol – so I will do that lol … oh just fun little moments 🙌

Little entertainment for the first time 🙌

So alright… I be safe sorta 🙏🙏

So … Protection/safety ✔️ (ish) 🙏🙏🙏

I wanna say one more thing…

I know the world has anger issues right now… I think that is media and social media doing that… but anyway… it makes everyone so angry

People lose their manners or how to treat people – ya know …maybe sometimes stop and understand that you do not know what another walks through

Someone I don’t know made one of my friends cry… she has cancer … this asshole just yelled at her and said mean things to her… he didn’t know what she was going through – didn’t know she has cancer

It not really a convo you wanna say to whoever … when you say you have or had cancer a persons look changes and just I dunno? You share because is important to save a life with info if possible… but ya know not a convo opener lol especially with a stranger

Anyway… he went on later… on another day and was mean and rude again. When I say rude – he was awful and rude and mean!! Literally no reason and horrible to be that way to others 😮

That is evidentially how this asshole man treats other human beings in general 😮 very sad man

We all need that week in March – it’s approaching

We should just set it in stone yearly … once a year we take break from the bullshit of the world

But I don’t know if the world can even do that unless life throws a life threatening virus 🦠 🤨

And that’s another thing … everyone all scared and careful of a killer virus … but war, and everyone all tense and ready? 🤨 wtf is that??

https://youtu.be/ru3gH27Fn6E

Whatever just things

https://youtu.be/jH1RNk8954Q

Ok and I suppose that’s everything tonight

🙏❤️✌️

Ok so… first … careful… I do not like to be chased – please back up and please chill.

It’s really not that hard – just chill and maybe learn who am before you charge at me like a fricken bull 🤨

Holy Moly 😮🤨

Dude!! Stop ✋

I can not do this or handle this omg – c’mon!!!

He sending Facebook request after I already say no to that too and mentioned how I do not go on … I’m not fuckin approving that – fuck that!!

I’m not going on for any man – so back that shit up right there.

Who the fuck you think you are? Back your shit up … that is NOT how it works!!

Kinda offended by the nerve… so yeah watch your shit when approaching

And get the F away from me ..seriously what the F?

Am I being punked? Wtf??

First off I am quiet … so you need to step slowly. Do not instantly invade my space!!! Back it up

I am not looking for crazy and insane so nope

I’m really good… and he keeps saying how beautiful and now because is constantly …it’s ultra creepy like omg

Ok he can cut that out now!! So I am uncomfortable

I think he’s mental because no!!

Way way WAY too strong, too fast, too much … back your shit up!! Omg

What the hell people?

Relax… chill… zen

Cut the shit!!! Why??? Why??? Why is this way? Why can’t it just be all peaceful …I want to run away lol

Now I fully remember all the reasons I left civilization to begin with 😮😮 because I have the urge of wanting that back lol

Ok well I am adult – ish lol … I just don’t want to deal with this sort of stuff and I feel you should not force things – and I feel heavy pressure and uncomfortable with this one

Makes me little scared. Yeah. Not comfortable at all

I just want him to leave me alone 😮 it’s over the top. Too creepy.

https://youtu.be/7YvAYIJSSZY

That’s really rude… I dunno I am offended. First of all … do not suffocate me or come in really hard … I do not do well if you do that – and is instant NO. Nope no way!!! Back that shit up

Please give me space

When I tell you I don’t do social media – don’t go and request to be friend and no!! How rude… I tell him no …and he just goes and does that

He has zero chance at all ever!! Zero!!!

Back the F up!!!

Ugh 😑 I hate this.

Whatever – I am just offended and I do not like how hard he coming at me – I don’t like any of that!!! Please do not do that

I’m not interested in bullshit 😘✌️

I want to enjoy my life – and that’s not gonna let me cause all that shit is overtop! I do not wanna be anyones arm candy or whatever … nope

Not interested with anything superficial and fake

He just keep saying how beautiful – always 🤨… stop ✋ and then doesn’t hear what I say on top of that … so get the f out lol

Not that I don’t love a compliment … sure thank you very flattered … but then ok stop ✋ do not bring to level of creepy … stop ✋

If makes me think there is his focus and that he’s completely superficial and get the fuck away from me – no!! And it’s creepy – just don’t … in a special moment is fine … but please not every single time you contact omg stop ✋

This is definite no

😩😩😩

I miss the country 😩😩😩

I am not liking civilization much – I forgot all about it 😩😩😩

So… lol … women perspectives because society has gone crazy 😮😮

Dude seriously needs to back his shit up!! I am sooo not comfortable at all!!

Who he think he is? 🤨

And then also… this house omg – so much to do getting settled 😮 not just move in and be done lol … I actually have to be adult and do stuff lol

Not that I didn’t before but omg even more now

And all the kids have been with me ❤️

But I’m still exhausted all the time??

I do love the house … had my first bug… eww … luckily oldest was here so I let him handle it 😘✌️

And now I have to go shopping 🛍 for Valentine’s things so people can exchange those at lunch tmrw lol

I said “when is Valentine’s?” And she’s like “TOMORROW” lol … oh oh yeah lol … dang time is fast

But still NO on the massive aggressiveness – just don’t do that – I don’t like that!!!

Ugh … do we know how to be human beings??

That is questionable and debatable lol 😑

I am tired … so probably just because so much stuff coming at me? ya know – exhausted lol

March?? 🙏🙏🙏 please – one week 🙏

~sigh~

Well whatever 😑 let me know if that’s a thing because I definitely want that lol 😘

So anyway, ugh let me see if I can just order Valentine’s?? Lol.. I do not want to get dressed and go outside …

Ok I gotta go out 🤨 great … more seeing people in daylight 🤨 buying that stuff 🤨

Ok well whatever – is for chocolate so … ok fine – but that’s the only reason!! ONLY!! Lol 🍫

Ok fine whatever – going out 🤨 ugh

What is that all about today?? I was not ready for anything like that today at all! And who is he??

Confident fucker – slow your roll – you don’t know who you deal with lol 😘✌️

And you have to be careful with telling people same thing over and over – you can’t constantly say beautiful beautiful beautiful lol … that makes you sound like a smooth operator

https://youtu.be/4TYv2PhG89A

I don’t want that. Just talk to me like human being … you don’t have to come at me like that. Just be normal.

Right away I think “what is your purpose or motive”? Right away I’m watching your actions

I feel is I dunno – superficial or fake so 🤷‍♀️

Just a little red flag 🚩 type thing.

But that’s what I mean … all that stuff is just flooding in lately because now I see people so here we go 😮

Today when he met me… he immediately took my hand and looked for a wedding ring

Ok now see … you should not do that either

Just chill 🙌 … be zen… relax … don’t do bullshit

Omg

But yeah … 2022 is just rushing my life …

Before … I just hid myself way out in country… never saw anyone and I am usually hidden at work.

Now I am not so hidden anymore – I really forgot about this part 😞 that makes me feel little overwhelmed – I have that urge to run back to country 😮 I love it here … but I will have to get used to I guess “people” again 😮

I just like my life nice and quiet, peaceful and chill… no drama.. no nothin

So. I do not know how this whole people thing gonna go 😮 I miss being hidden away 😮

This will be … ??? … ok well it will be fine. Just makes me little nervous. Ya know. Whatever

My life was so silent and beautiful in country ❤️

Is beautiful here also… it does not feel so silent like the country. So I guess I am getting used to that too. Just many things.

I still love though!! ❤️

I’m just not used to people everywhere lol

Wow… I really removed myself 😮 lol … I know that I did … I just didn’t realize how completely I did that 😮

And then just technology and things also flood in.

Is not as peaceful

And also today someone else wanted my Facebook … ok well see – I do not do social media. Nope. I went silent … I literally fell off face of earth and remain there – I just like the peace without any of those things. And I don’t have time, and I need focus.

So ya know … and then to some Facebook is like “the thing” … ok well whatever – not me. I don’t like any of them… and that must have been this weeks theme because I also got asked for something else what was it??? I dunno some video chat thing earlier this week.

So … nope nope and nope – I do not give out or use those things. I like my privacy.

I just like to hmm?? Not be chased like I am game or whatever … or treated like?? I dunno … how would you feel?

And then is little embarrassing in front of coworkers and what am I gonna do? I can’t control any of it!

So ya know … people

I do not do that to men lol … hey babe… when’s our wedding? 🤨 I would never lol … omg

Or the other plethora of things men say lol

Who teaches you people these things?? 🙄😄😄

Don’t be overly suave and I dunno?? Don’t be saying stuff like that lol

Is kinda little bit creepy?? Isn’t it?? Cause also… have some respect while I’m at work. ??

That’s hard because it catches me in 2 worlds 😮 at work I am strong but then I am quiet personally. I just keep away. So that’s a little tough and then he wanna take me out on Super Bowl Sunday – nope … I have daughter

So I dunno – just want you to see perspective 😊

Here we go. I forgot about these things – I was hidden away so well for quite awhile ❤️

Ok so.

https://youtu.be/8SeRU_ZPDkE

https://youtu.be/ONzuVds6hPE

It’s fine – I’m used to it… but I’m just saying it is overwhelming

So yeah little overwhelmed there. Or a lot

I forgot all about that … but I end on those songs!

Ok boys here – bye 👋

https://youtu.be/UzWHE32IxUc