Just looking … or so I say… pretty sure – unless we fall in love 😳

Ok … try NOT to fall in love 😳 I am very bad at that with furry animals

But we see – I be smart – ish 🙏🙏 we gonna see how smart I am lol

Ok … here we go 😳

My post later will be interesting or you won’t hear from me right away or maybe overly excited and right away?

🎲 roll it

https://youtu.be/8a8YSLdSU60

💋

I want to build someone’s confidence

https://youtu.be/cwLRQn61oUY

Every day they impress me… every day the grow into their position – I couldn’t be prouder!! ❤️

I believe whole heartedly in this person and I make sure to randomly tell them these things – to build their self worth 🙏🙏 because they could be incredible if they confident – I gonna teach them that ❤️✌️

I want them to OWN it!

They do… but there is a level of confidence I want to help with. They are not totally confident within themselves

So… it will just take some time… once they come into their own – they will hit it! ❤️ I know they will!! I see drive … let me give you the courage and strength

They are young… but that’s ok… they just have to find their own confidence. They don’t see themselves in confident way yet – but they will …

I gonna have a champion ❤️

https://youtu.be/HgknAaKNaMM

Be confident in your own self … know you can do it and do not listen to anyone who says otherwise. Believe in yourself!!

We are underdogs … is me and 2 others … but we kickin it! You have to walk in like you own it and then be confident with yourself and your words… I will train that

I see the amazing in them!! So I want THEM to see that

My champions ❤️✌️

And then tonight with my kids… we play this board game – called Find Planet X ?

A particular person was very excited for this new game lol … they start telling me about the game and show me the box – it had a name of creator on box and the name … yes I will play that because of that persons name lol ❤️😉😘✌️

It was cool but I didn’t understand really what doing at first ?? I have to download some app… then do research things lol and guess where Planet X is

Is the millennial version of “Clue” lol 🙌 … but with planets lol

https://youtu.be/qORYO0atB6g

It was fun – we had fun.

My boys bring over a dog recently… since Chico passed away…

At first they do to make me happy and also make this dog happy …

I love this dog! ❤️

They only bring dog recently… but now the dog is funny because when it notices the boys getting ready … the dog follows them and makes sure they remember to bring it with them. Otherwise it will follow to garage so can come lol ❤️

And then the entire time is here… it doesn’t leave my side – unless I go down hallway?? For some reason the dog does not like the hallway?? Interesting – that makes me have flashbacks to that Funeral Home movie trailer

But anyway… then dog doesn’t wanna leave lol – is an elderly dog ❤️

https://youtu.be/LuyS9M8T03A

❤️

I have other stories about tonight but I am too tired – I can not keep eyes open anymore!!

https://youtu.be/mrOWDPkYyP0

❤️✌️ good night 💤😴🌙😘

I have something to share…

It’s from a long time ago ❤️

My phone shows me things… every so often… it’s like “hey – remember this…?”

Sometimes it’s ok for it to do that… like this time is nice ❤️ I am ok with it THIS time. 😉

But… maybe it could filter out all my death and cancer? I really don’t like those memories – could maybe somehow understand that?? …those are BAD memories??? Where’s your fricken algorithm for that?? Weed out the bad shit!!

Don’t be like “hey … remember when your dad died” … ok – do I have to explain? Cause that really dampers!!! Can some genius fix that?

But anyway … this one is cute one

That’s my little one a million years ago ❤️

Now she knows everything 🙄🫤

But my baby ❤️❤️❤️… she was 3rd grade? 8 years old…

Does NOT look “8” anymore 😳😮 … 😳😳😮😮

But yeah this makes me smile ❤️

I was FOREVER telling her “stop eating your hair! You are gonna get hairballs!!” Omg that woman! She does not eat her hair anymore 🙄👏👏

But wow. 😳 time 😮 … so fast!

My baby ❤️

https://youtu.be/KZeI9I875Ig

Ok so here is something…

Once again, everything around me popping off… 😮😳 ok … here we go…

So let me ask you something ? Hmm let me think of how to word?

Ok … if you work… and you are at a job… and you do love your job – do you still throw out resumes?

And then… what if you can make more somewhere else – do take that? Is money?

So currently I am ok… but I will need to be better

But I love what I do and who I work with – but it is stressful and a lot for a little … and tons of stuff – I do many jobs!

So my problem and the thing I struggle to learn is… loyalty and then also… to whom am I loyal… as well as… I always just think of my team, and also … the evil I know?

So I dunno 🤷‍♀️ would have to be worth it …but I find stuff I qualify for making tons more

So … what would you do? Do you send out resumes always and climb like that?

So I dunno

I’m afraid also of mass exodus – and winter is coming … and here come all the wage/cost of living fights

Ugh

So what do? 🤷‍♀️

Anyway… I dunno there are many things around me happening – like I said “popping off” ugh

Whew so ok

I don’t even know about stalker today… I didn’t pay attention because I in meeting literally all day long …

Morning was worth it and good into

But afternoon was things “I don’t do” … so I said – I don’t do any of this at all… why are we going through this?

So you can help us retain them and help them… that is not what reason is they leave … reason is pay and appreciation – we all work REALLY hard

Umm ok … well I have many jobs as is … perhaps teach them so they know their jobs and don’t need help. I help them with adjustments and checks and many things …

I have a thousand jobs to do already?! And I have not had any training what so ever on things she is speaking of – so I retain nothing from the afternoon

Morning was good – afternoon not so much

And I have so much stuff to be doing and handling – you don’t even know!!! omg

They don’t want me doing that – because I am doing the other things!!

How am I supposed to retain something I never do?Never use … never trained in to start… and then did not release until just after 5pm and we all get stuck in massive traffic!

I do love… but they are gonna have problems!! I am afraid of mass exodus – Omg 😱 …so then no dying!!!

Ok … this is 3rd year … is always dramatic like this once a year – because company really needs to appreciate the workers and we so under paid, low staffed and overworked

And … I dunno but I always think of our market like the Wild West?

It is not a market for the faint of heart 😮😳

Not everyone can handle! It takes special kind, seriously though – especially this market! And what we do!

This market is Wild West – we fast, hard and tough … but also it has problems – just with staffing because of their pay and what need to do. The more problems we fix – the more pop up… with buildings and equipment, or staff or many things – and then always things with homeless people which would be fine if they not violent -but ya know 🤷‍♀️ is city

They have violent fits or will lick windows – I don’t even know? I am at new location that does not have that lol

So is always something – so I just call it the Wild West …you just never know what gonna happen that day 😳😮

https://youtu.be/auhwI00iKWg

I am just overthinking things – but how do you think on things? How do you handle your job stuff?

And as far as fire …

https://youtu.be/Z1HQSFkVrPk

I have friends in Forest Hill 😳😮 I know Forest Hill!! 😮😮

I have one friend who sees the fire from her back yard – she show me photo today at work and Omg you just see the scary orange 😳😮 I’m like ummm can stay with me if need, but she has someone to go to.

I also heard another fire started in another nearby area but I have not even looked. oh wait I see…

https://youtu.be/vVtTbNlBesw

… and over by Santa Rosa … I guess there was small earthquake today? …

https://youtu.be/Z1Z7MOwel24

I am too far inland and was smaller earthquake – I did not feel ✌️

But upon someone asking me if I was ok from earthquake lol … I was like what? We have earthquake? So I saw that…

But then I also saw another one from yesterday – down south 😳😮 – way smaller – but still 😳😳 … the ground is slipping we are subduction zone 😳

So Cal earthquake was only 2.6 so hardly anything – there is no video that I could find.

So burning and shaking – a big one gonna be coming 😳 here are your warnings 😳

Like I tell you – Wild West 🫤

So how are things in your corner of the world? Lol

Ok… you ready for another Monday? 😮😑

Do we have to keep Monday? Can we just drop it? 🙏 make it part of the weekend and won’t be so bad lol 😘✌️

Ok so… my brain is spinning after today … oh my goodness 😳

Ok first there is a whole stalker situation happening? You have to be very careful with me… you can not stalk me!! Or not respect my personal space … oh my goodness please do not do that!!!

So that is a current thing I am trying to handle … ugh like I need that right now!! Bad bad bad timing!!

https://youtu.be/7YvAYIJSSZY

And then… tmrw they make me go to training .. all day long – when I have tons and tons of work to do!! Omg you do not know all the work I have!!

And I have to spend all day – this better be worth it or I gonna walk out – I have too much to do!! So better be informative, correct and teach me something!! I be so mad if waste my time!!

This sooooo better not waste my time!!!

And you can tell me – oh give them a chance – don’t go in with bad attitude … ok well I have a ton of work to be doing … and we have been down this road before and they say incorrect things and then that causes problems cause we have to reteach the CORRECT way

So my faith in them for having decent training is little to none. If you gonna teach – know your shit, or we will eat you alive ✌️

https://youtu.be/mk48xRzuNvA

So we see …

Totally better not waste my time!!!

I be so livid – I am missing so much work – I have FULL board!! So make sure you know your shit!!

And … how funny is it that I found family lol across the ocean over here in California – from BOTH sides – he shares my blood – we freak each other out with details 😮

It’s crazy! I can not wait to meet them!! ❤️

I found my mom and my dad in another 😮❤️

It’s really nuts!! 😮😮😮

And then I think about everything … how everything lead me to now … and I already lost my family… and the last of them is my mother

And then they lose someone and I am losing mom so one bright sunshine through the clouds ? They have loss and me too!

See how life brings people into your life when you need ?

Something to just perk you up! ❤️

I lose my family and my Irish went with them … kinda… and then floods back with this? I normally don’t want to remember because hurts to have lost them. I just work a lot … so my focus and my mind is on others – they make me stop and take notice

They perk me up having both sides! – because of the family connection!! I can not wait to meet and talk to them more ❤️

I’m so thrilled and excited ❤️👏 I just have to remember – I do funerals … tone it down!

But I’m really excited to meet them ❤️ I wonder if he looks like me? Or my brother ?

How closely related could we be? 😮 how crazy is that. See what life does?

I am also taking away some of their pain with excitement too ❤️ they are also stunned

It’s just nuts 😮😳 … tell me life doesn’t do things for reasons!!

https://youtu.be/oMVe_HcyP9Y

And then lastly … I learn of something big but I am not allowed to say yet – nothing big for you … but for me … yes. And then that makes me think also.

Should be announced maybe Wednesday ?

Omg and here comes winter – god help me 😮😳

Whew ok so Monday

Do we have to have a Monday? Does that have to be a thing ?

Ugh Tuesday is not gonna be any better

Better know your shit!! That’s all I can say!!

Also … in regard to the fire:

48,000+ acres … 10% contained 🙏🙏🙏

https://youtu.be/ljEt8RyG35o

Why are PG&E crews being allowed back into a crime area? Wtf? Not like there anything left

Like letting a murder check your evidence for you. That’s awesome – being VERY sarcastic

https://youtu.be/ZHrV51GOPkE

My daughter begged for a dog today 😳🤨

It is a Doodle… Ok first of all… I am not a fan of Doodles … WAY to much fricken energy, way too big (big poops 💩) and they always get really dirty – need baths all the time

Yeah no ..too much!! Plus I can’t afford large dog and I have freedom currently and that’s not a dog you can just be like “come with me” … and bathing … food… vet… license …

I do not really like Doodles – that energy – I am NOT that type dog person … it is a newborn puppy so she is in love – she already naming it and everything … I say no.

Omg

I tempted only because of her pleading and want for love… but I can not afford. I tell her no.

I have friends who have these dogs … I just am not a fan

I do not want large dog and then not like it!! And be stuck. I am also not cleaning big people poops so no

I want to love my pet – is not the right one… no.

I do not have time, patience, money or energy for anything big … little maybe … medium and big no

I am exhausted coming home and I don’t want barking problems or massive things – I definitely do not want my house destroyed – crating would be a MUST for medium or big… So is best if not have big or medium

Is too big responsibility to get breed you don’t like in first place – I would definitely not have time for big

He cute – but no. I just definitely do not want a Doodle

I can do small… if she want small – I could make that work. Chihuahua or mix of only. But still has to be right one!!

I can afford small and it’s easier with small.

So answer on the Doodle is no. Not the right one.

Need something calmer and smaller ❤️😌

For minute there – I think about – and then that is what I thought 💭

Ugh also do not tempt me with animals – that is very hard to say no to. But I don’t want not meant to be, and it does not feel ok or right.

I can not do any kinda crazy, and have no energy for big energetic dog – and I don’t want my house in shambles or totally messy

I ask my brother and sister in law what they thought and they hilarious …

My sister in law love animals and they have many, they keep getting more lol … so of course she say “yes, I love all animals”

And my brother says “no this is how it starts, then you have way too many animals “

😄😄 so one extreme to the other lol …did not help me at all

But I just think it best to say no at this moment. So my answer was no. That was hard though – he is cute – just not my type

https://youtu.be/zwzMy7WfGlY

I would want to find a dog who would really love a home ❤️ one that needs love? and I am definitely more at ease taking slowly with these things – not spur of moment – although sometimes that does happen

Or my favorite word is just no?

Because that guy come water again this morning… I did not answer … and then this afternoon he come back and there is a package on my porch…

He ring doorbell… but nope – I am not dealing today

My security system shows him standing there with my package in his hands – looking at it… he did put down – but still

Now I am highly creeped out … ok look I need space … back up – stay away!!

Want nothing of sort thank you very much

Please don’t be stalker – that creeps me out so badly

Please stay away get away

I am not at all interested. Not even slightly.

I will deal – but not on days off – I am taking my relaxation. ✌️ this is MY house that I pay for and can do as I wish in – so no

Little rude… also I am not accessible like that sorry. 👎 nope

These are things I don’t want happening. Nope 👎

https://youtu.be/k0BWlvnBmIE

So no dogs today!

Sorry but no

https://youtu.be/xo1VInw-SKc

And as far as the fire goes…. this is from a year ago ⬇️ but still stands true – for me… they are corporate killers. But that’s ok in California evidentially ?

https://youtu.be/dDcbX4ifRVM

Our fire is the Mosquito Fire and once again something with PG&E equipment- are they paying for this then?? Will they be held accountable THIS time?????

Is almost 34,000 acres – zero percent contained 😮

Here is latest on fire:

https://youtu.be/b10k907ngVk

Every night the wind shifts downhill so every morning we wake up all smoky … then by afternoon it switches to up hill and clears the smoke a little – the smoke is still constant though

Now the winds pick up – they better hurry 🙏

https://youtu.be/MfZL-w35xgg

We on alert to maybe help locations there so we see – we gonna take their people for them – so far is ok – but we on alert for that 🚨

We are their closest help

So just pray they get this handled soon and quickly!!

🙏🙏🙏

You just never know what life does 😮😮

Whoa 🤯 shockwaves

I will have to be somewhat cryptic because it involves work…

So I helping someone… their name is my name, but they spell it wrong lol …

Anyway… I talk to person and we speaking and I looking something up and making small talk…

So I tell them my maiden name and then they immediately ask … 1 or 2 … they are 1 … spelled wrong … I am 2 spelled correct lol ✌️😉

Then they say – well we from County Mayo… wait me too! And then they kept saying things and all I could respond was omg me too! We are both related to Grace O’Malley 😮❤️ (that’s probably where my fire comes from lol ✌️👏👏)

And THEN he say other side … and that’s MY MOMs side omg … from same area there too

He shares my brothers name 😮 only his middle name is my mothers maiden name and that’s his other family name too 😮 holy moly

So now we both all freaked out cause what the chances omg 😳 🤯 damn that is crazy!!

I just found family at work 😮 because of what I do… and they probably family from a hundred years ago 😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😮🤯

But he has both sides of me 😳😮 my mom and my dad 😮 omg

And then to meet like this all way over here

My mind totally blown!! Completely 😮🤯

https://youtu.be/co6WMzDOh1o

https://youtu.be/1A6__HssHW8

💚 ☘️ 🇮🇪 💚

😮 imagine that 😮

Such a giant world …but yet so small 😮