I don’t have much to say currently – just watching things

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I’m just kinda quiet 🤫✌️

I have stuff from work too.

So… very smoky still. I’m over it, whatever

I am tired of things like fire and covid.

I don’t want to have those anymore lol

That just goes to show you that “in life”… sometimes you just have to deal with things 😑

I took classes for work today. Just some stuff. I still have more

So… I have something on my mind …that, I think, I “might” be watching?? I am not sure if I am reading or knowing correctly.

I do not trust things with people and I tend to question motive – and with this one – I do not sense has honesty…

Instead I sense vendictiveness 😮 but I am not sure… because this person is doing with a smile 😮

Not against me in general – but the team, the job

Then people wonder why companies are not loyal to employees. It is a 2 way street.

But I could be way off – that is the vibe I am getting – I hope I am wrong, otherwise they just lost my respect – not that they care but whatever

So whatever – we see – that is your area where time will tell.

If I am wrong that is really good… I hope to be wrong!!! But I just have a feeling – it’s a very strong feeling 😮

So let’s see – show me your colors 💋 prove me wrong please!! I want to believe this person is good not bad

But I think the person has a bad streak. I don’t know we see

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I’ll just be quiet and watch. My boss is also watching so we gonna see how plays out.

I just have strong feeling something is not right.

But I’m just going to see if my gut feeling is correct or not. I am testing my systems lol

Am I reading correctly? My guard is definitely up.

So we see.

Ok I have to get to bed… tmrw I have to run errands.

I am laying in bed, and falling asleep – I can not lay down and do this – it’s like impossible … I just fall asleep!! I catch myself sometimes

Ok well….

Good night 🌙💤😘

It is little muggy, smells like smoke, and we smoky 😮😳

It’s like they coming from all directions 🤨

Today they should hopefully get a good handle 🙏🙏🙏🙏

30% contained currently

Good progress overnight and today should be calm, evacuations still in effect

Should be better by tonight – but whew that smoke!!

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There is a fire close to us 😮

It’s called The River Fire 🔥 😳

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And this next video is very long you do not need to watch it all… but omg it will show you the size of the destruction currently 😮😳

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As of this evening – it is 15% containment according to :

https://kcra.com/article/river-fire-placer-nevada-county-aug-5/37232523

I am in Placer County 😮

That’s a little weird being so close – do not come over here! 😳 stay away 🔥🔥

We did not sweep our forests lol

You are supposed to keep a specific distance between structures and tree lines.

Every year this is a thing.

We are hot, we are dry, we have had droughts past few winters… which are supposed to be all rain – so this decade is on fire with everything 🤨

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So yup, every year… but just not this close

Should be fine 🙏🙏 they catching it – I will have to check it tmrw morning to make sure they have containment

Otherwise – we be ready to run. 🏃‍♀️🔥

Work is work – currently just redirection and little bit drama so whatever. I don’t feel like talking about it …but it was not bad – it’s just month end… and things are going on 🤨

Stay away from office managers during month end. Lol I’m kidding little bit … but we are zoned lol

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Office managers during month end 😄😄😄 we get ready and then we zoned lol

Otherwise – I am exhausted. And I am on call 📱…

Also watching a fire 🔥 😮😒

When I move I won’t be in fire zone like this

So anyway… I’m really tired so I’m gonna try to sleep incase fire 🔥 or death 💀 calls 😑

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It will be fine though – I think we are ok? For now. Lol

Yeah “this decade” …it probably gonna be when the world changed lol

This song is probably better lol…

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😄😘❤️✌️

Good night 💤😴🌙🙏🙏🙏

Ha! My day! Lol … is it Monday? Oh wait – yes it is 🤨🤨

Ugh why does it have to be the worst day of the week?

So let me paint you my day…

When I left for work this morning early early … the neighbor outside in his fricken boxers doing I don’t know what? He is like “oh hi there” 🤨

I say quick hi and jump in my car – I can not get away fast enough

From the moment I turn phones over – boom it was on… 2 brand new calls and things all day long!!

Appts, deaths, releases, tons and tons of things.

Ok … and then I had to run over to other location with my funeral home phones TO MY cell phone! To meet with this AC guy

So he is supposed to give me bid for getting AC units working … I drive all the way over there to meet him!

He’s not masked – I had to make him put mask on!

Then… I show him the units and he just walks around them … whatever – I don’t know how you do things

This is why I call in professional

So anyway … I take him upstairs into apartment, show him the hub of all the units … he just looks …

Same thing outside – ok whatever

He was fast and my director says to me – huh he wasn’t here very long lol

Yeah I know 🤷‍♀️ I don’t know??

Then I get the bid… 🤨 … ok what did I ask for? To fix my units right? Right of the bat with first convo I am saying what I want with bid, what corporate makes me do to accept one, and then that payment info.

What did I fricken get?

Instead, I got a bid to come and do routine Maintenence every so often – what am I supposed to do with that shit? You aren’t going to have anything TO Maintenence – if it doesn’t work

🤨 the whole point was to give me bid on replacing and servicing all units to working order – I have several units out!! In fricken summer

Whatever – didn’t listen to what I said – “next”. I’m not gonna mess around.

If he can’t understand me right off the bat, forget it – I’m not dealing with that – would be nothin but problems

Lol – nope 👎

Ok whatever …next

So I go grab lunch for both me and my girl, not that we got a chance to eat it – we didn’t

And then I have her in a arrangement…

My preneed girl in arrangement

The phones are going off

The door Bell ringing – the stupid WebEx is dinging both my computer AND my phone … telling me I have meeting in 5 with one of the big wigs 😑 is market meeting (numbers)

18 of us on invite – 5 showed up 😮 I showed up through all that

Our whole team did! Is me, the other Charlie’s angel manager lol … and my boss

Only 2 others from other areas were on and the meeting would be useless … so I went through all that … and instead they are retrying tmrw 🤨

Trying to have a meeting on a Monday – are they insane? Not a good time

(Lol) god I haven’t heard that in forever

So whatever … and then we have to work late it …was that busy.

So I didn’t get out til late late late …

And then my girlfriend calls while I driving home- hands free … so I just listen while she talks 🤨😑 which is normally fine… but it’s just been a really long day!

Anyway… all she speaks of is sex sex sex sex sex … omg I get to hear every detail 😩😝 I don’t want those details!!! But I’m quiet, so I listen lol ✌️🙄 …it was just a really long day to have that.

I sometimes half listen because… some stuff, I do not wanna hear about!!

But whatever … fine… I tell her I have to go.

I stop to get gas because I need to… so I go into pay … and it’s busy… 😝

Ok whatever … and there is a guy in front of me and his card was just declined.

So he steps aside and let’s me go…

I was gonna help him out – but then the dude is talking to some woman on the phone and he’s like “you didn’t fill my card… I’m trying to get there, why honey, you got other plans? 🙄

Ok whatever – forget that

And he’s trying to gas up a Corvette from 1980 like he’s something

He was mega tatted – including his face and in the car with him was another woman 🙄

Whatever.

I come home and jerk man has his water right on my pathway.

He’s like oh sorry … it should be fine.

With my suede boots 👢 🤨 whatever

And then the wife is right there and wants to start talking to me about breast cancer

While she is talking about breast cancer- he keeps coming closer and closer to me 🤨

My daughter opens the door and calls for me … and I went straight inside

I work from early in morning too late at night and they jump on me the minute I pull in!!

Ok I’m done for the day. Lol … I throw my hands up 🙌 like that – White flag 🏳 – no more

Ok so … tmrw I have to be at other location – I just have to be there because of this AC thing. And he needs help.

So alright … batter up Tuesday 🤨😑

Oh and the other confidential thing… ugh. It’s not going the best… so far is ok I suppose – no one is fired… YET… But they on thin thin ice. Careful!! ☹️

That’s very difficult

Anyway I don’t want to think about that currently. 💔

Ok well I have to get to bed, I have to be up early – I just want to go to bed and start over

Good night

Ok well I made it through another week lol … barely … I just hang on lol

Friday went ok for most part, at first and then it went bad in another area with other people

And I was handling reports and AC stuff and then other things too. It just snowballed 😳

I did not see things coming and I can’t really talk about that here … because the things are extremely sensitive subjects 😳😮 and also kinda confidential

Thank you to https://leendadll.wordpress.com for letting me unload and talking through with me – appreciate that very much ❤️

I worry about my people and things. I want them all to be ok.

So I’m just gonna go with that lol

Oh please do not let this coming week kill me!! 😳 or my people! 😳

I have been learning many lessons 😳 lessons I don’t want or like lol … I hate life lessons and life always makes me have them lol

I am definitely rolling in the deep 🤨 not with love but with life 🤨 .. fricken life

I like when life is chill and peaceful not crazy and insane 😳🤨

But life likes to be funny and see what I can handle 🤨 it has to try out everything 😑🤨

Or it’s just trying to fit “everything” into my lifetime lol

So here are a couple songs for people, just in case you need to hear these songs 😘✌️ these are lessons 💋

Always know your worth and love who you are. Some in my life have no idea how amazing they are…

And then let’s see – I have more lessons for you…

Be careful with trust… if you lose that- it’s hard to get back.

And …

Be confident

And …

🤨

I just wanna be like this:

Lol … can I just have that? Ahhh dreams 🙌

Lol

So yeah … I get wanting things lol … but you be careful who you trust with that – I dunno … I am very careful… but not everyone is. Some are fine not being careful 😮😳

So I dunno

My parents used to love Peter Paul and Mary 😄😄😄

I heard those songs all through my childhood lol… a lot lol

❤️😄❤️❤️❤️❤️

Anyway… my parents used to live in Maine … and in later years ran into the trio at a restaurant lol 🙄😄😄

Oh my mom was just so thrilled with that ❤️ she was so excited to see them and they went over and said hi 🙄😄😄

I believe she got their autograph lol – she was so thrilled lol

Mary has since passed on, she died of leukemia in 2009

Well anyway … back to life lessons lol …

You can be whoever you want to be – but also watch true colors and please have tact 🙏

Yes I am being cryptic with the information and music lol

Ok I’m falling asleep 😴🤨

Good night ❤️✌️

So… today started quite interestingly.

My actual location was supposed to be without electricity today, that is what the power company told us.

So we were ALL expected to report to the other location i help….

One is on vacation – one is supposed to be there.

Tells me yesterday – she just gonna stop over and get stuff tmrw. Ok fine whatever

I am in at 7am and so is he, we speak every morning, so I know what he needs. And then we just chat about everything lol ✌️

So him and I are already working …

At 8:30, she texts me and tells me she is staying over there

So on the morning meeting I tell her we need her, and if you staying you must operate door and phones then

She thought she would just be there and relax while I do everything and that’s a no!

She did not want to be outside of her comfort zone…

She is not the problem with sales – she does decent. They are not looking at her.

She does not like to be a team player so…

So anyway … I’m am telling her to come to this other location. So she is flustered with my umm?? Firmness? Because no.

She’s not just gonna be hanging out doing whatever at the funeral home and they were supposed to be cutting power

In the corner of my eye 👁… I see my comanager just smiling 🙄

My girl was really mean to my comanager and still is… so when I pulled the manager card, my comanager is all smiley 🤨

But my girl listens – and shows up – it was a huge service!

She does not realize how much I talk to my boss. Or how much my boss likes me… because I work hard, have good work ethic and am loyal if you good to me. ✌️

Tonight I had book club… my boss was there and when I walked in, my boss says “these 2 girls are my stars” ❤️ me and the other manager

We like Charlie’s Angels but with 2 lol … let’s just pretend is like that lol – but we support like that – give a task – we handle. ✌️ we don’t question – we just do.

I support my team so ya know?

Well anyway that was the drama today … she did not want to be outside her own comfort zone … and I do not think she likes HIM

He is amazing!! I can’t say anything else because he is truly amazing – he is driven and all in… easy to work with…

I love his work ethic too! ✌️he is married, so not on market lol … but he is a pleasure to work with!! He is very smart!

She could not wait to leave!! She hated being there. The minute I said she could go, she was gone.

Tmrw will be more drama. Because Friday is the day. So that will be happening.

She will either switch locations to train or chose to leave herself.

I am going to make every effort to save this funeral home… that is on me and also my boss. So yup …I am gonna aim to save it.

If you do not want to be apart of that – then ok.

Otherwise I have one year 😮

Do I have skills? We gonna see 😮😘✌️

I’m gonna have to pull a miracle!!!

So 🙏🙏🙏 … if I don’t save it – it’s bad on both me and my boss… so yup we gonna be fierce

My boss is also from New England area and also has that fire spark 🙌 and my boss has the same birthday as I do lol

Anyway handling business as always.

The AC at the other location died so I have to get 3 bids… no one wants to touch this building because is so old. And also I have a 45 day hold on payment because that is how my company does those things

And it’s in the middle of summer, the ac repair people are really busy… and they all tell me people just quit or were fired 🙄🤨

And one woman today who told me that -also added because no one wants to actually work lol

But I have a company coming out tmrw – they will look and give me a bid… but they are backed up 3 weeks 😮

I have another coming to give me a bid on Tuesday. I do not know their time schedule yet.

I am at mercy – so just get me those bids and I’ll handle it

I need one more … I had someone come out to do for me… was same guy I pick for my location but job is massive and a lot of money – he is his own company …

While I want HIM to do, he refused the job because he can not do that 45 day wait period

My company wants to be paid before services rendered – yet does not do business that way when receiving services. I have that 45 day hold on the payment 🤦‍♀️ I hate that

Do you know how hard it makes it? I have to tell up front

But I’m workin it – I just handled the A/C’s at my location – I can do another somehow

Oh yeah and while I was at book club, the guy I help… text me – he texts me “thank you” all the time

And then he also calls me Rockstar lol … it just always makes me laugh because one of my girls is annoyed by it. She always rolls her eyes lol …it is just funny lol

But he always texts and says Thank you 😊

So yeah, I’ll work with that lol

Of course, I help him, we a team and he’s a pleasure to work with. ✌️

My book club is with another funeral home – I am in this circle lol – surrounded by death

The book we just did was “Reincarnation Blues” by Michael Poore

You have 10,000 lives to get life perfect.. to have the perfect life always … but if you do not get life perfect by 10,000 lives then you go into oblivion lol … every time he dies he meets death, and then he falls in love with her

The new book we are starting is “The Stars Are Fire” lol by Anita Shreve

Set in Maine during the real life disaster of 1947 – when a severe drought caused a series of massive fires that burned out of control for 10 days.

In Acadia National Park, 10,000 acres went up in flames, along with most of the mansions on Bar Harbor’s Millionaires’ Row. 😮

Also fitting since there are fires everywhere 🤨

😉

And lastly… the delta variant just forced us to wear masks everywhere again…. People had started to relax… As of midnight tonight it goes into effect for Sacramento county from the department of public health

Anyone visiting our establishment… must be masked -vaccinated or not.

Masks should be worn again

I’m so tired of this entire covid thing!! Enough!! Go away!!!

It’s like a yo-yo 🪀… vaccinate? Ok we good…oh wait- it’s deadly again, wear your masks even if vaccinated

On off on off on off 😬🙄

Arg!!!!! It’s fricken deadly, be fricken careful!

Ok I am exhausted and I have to be up soon lol

Good night 😘💤🌙