Oh do I have stories today! 😮😮😮

I seriously need to start taking notes because so many things happen!!!

It was like a Monday 😳😳

Immediately!!! As soon as phones roll over – I have emergency at funeral home outside my AOR (Area Of Reference) is a good 20/30 minutes from my location – so I fly over 😮 I had to leave right away!!

Handle that come back, the minute … the very minute, I walked back in the door – my director tells me : 🤦‍♀️

Trisha, we have no internet, we can’t get into email, and the printer is down 😮😮🤦‍♀️

Omg – that means we can’t do anything at all 🤨 everything just halted 😮😮 I don’t have time for halting!!! We live on clock at work

The internet was down for over an hour – Market wide 🤨 so this entire Northern California area of my company 🤨

And screw the fricken printer – usually you call a tech and talk to them first – but F that!!! I’m not doing that. Especially when we have no staff and we trying to do everything – no get a tech out here and fix the shit!

So I just went right to service request … tech came out and it’s a Konica Minolta getting an trouble code of C- 9403

🤨 the tech says “oh I’ll have to look that up – I don’t know that one”… and it ends up being some light or light board

I believe the scanner light thingy is gonna blow?

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Ahhh 😌 …just breathe … lol

Meanwhile I have the whole ac thing at the other one and … had to do funeral home things which can be really really sad, and today it was!!

Meant to be, but also sad 💔 sometimes it’s hard because the loss is devastating – but then at the same time… sometimes loss is a peace? Do you understand that?

In the way that, the person will not or no longer suffer …and be at peace 🙌✌️❤️

Anyway, so many things popping off all day long and then I had to call someone in

I needed to be in 5 places at once 😳 impossible!! So I had to call in help – normally I do not have that option … today he did as favor for me ❤️

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It my favorite guy ✌️ he will always help me – if he avail 🥰

So then I had to meet with my other manager … but her phone kept going off with work calls… we had quick snipet convos … and we didn’t have time to REALLY have good, uninterrupted, badly needed meeting!!! So good enough for now … because I had fires everywhere today – literally and figuratively 🤨

Speaking of fires 🔥…

We sooo smoky!! Dixie Fire still Burns… 35% contained … 662,647 acres of Northern California … that’s ABOVE me… and then …

We also have the Caldor Fire 🔥 which is BELOW me 😮 about 45/hour the other way 🤨

I am in the middle of the 2 🤨

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So all that is going on…

Let me just tell you please be careful with covid … please don’t trust someone else to protect you – know the information for yourself and please stay safe – it’s coming back and those variants are not good – please listen ✌️🙏

If we had done better from the beginning with everything 🤨🤨 maybe it wouldn’t be so bad – but is not going away… it’s here and this will be how it is.

You will also need booster soon. That will be coming – enclosed indoor areas … vaccinated or not -Please wear a mask 🙏 please

And then… “outside” – with distance precautions observed, you can be maskless, if you wish and are careful.

There are many still unvaccinated and also… even with vaccination – please be careful ok? Please and thank you 😘✌️

It’s exploding in this area again – here we go 😮

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And school starts tmrw – 😳 – God help us

So ok.

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Ok. Well. With life you also need death. And welcome to the new reality of life.

Whatever – I’ll wear my mask – get all the shots … stay away from people.

It’s just schools are germ places … so just have concern there – and winter is coming – ok well. Hopefully be ok. 🙏🙏

Please just be safe for you and your family or those you love.

Just wanted to make sure I say that to you – listen to me or not.

… oh and I have a very funny story to today as well 🙌 lol

Remember the playboy guy?

I was talking to another who tells me he says “same” to her – ahhh and busted lol 🙌 good night lol – total kiss of death ☠️

That was fastest challenge I ever won 🙌✌️😘

Also this other person tell me things about how they were 😮

I do not mind staying away from dating things. I know that I would not be able to handle anything sexual with anyone, unless I feel ok with it, and I do not.

Not because of my self esteem – that is just fine – not really issues there – I can be cocky lol 😘✌️ but in good funny way

And I don’t feel like I have to be same as anyone else or do as others do.

I feel like that is mine to decide how to do… so I do that. I do things the way I know I be ok with.

I am extremely careful because I just don’t want the hassle of going through bad things so… easier to take time and be smart and just know your worth 😘✌️

And I don’t have time anyway – I am fine with way is for now.

But it does seem like everyone else goes sex crazy 😳

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I’m good with quality over quantity 💋✌️ so I’m fine as is.

I just have zero interest unless someone is amazing – I just don’t wanna deal with anything else ✌️ 🤷‍♀️

That’s where I am right now with it… so whatever

And then… I swung by the grocery store on way home and I had a package 📦, plus all my work things … I had so many things!!! Too many things for me!!!

On the first trip of many, bringing in groceries, my neighbor guy is out and suddenly the neighbor woman sees me from her chair and excitedly says … “Trisha” !!!

As she runs over to come talk to me about breast cancer again 😞

And ya know I just can’t

The only reason I was able to escape is that they ordered DoorDash and it came for them.

After a day like that…breast cancer, is the last thing I want to think about ☹️

She leaves in a week to go to Alaska for 3-4 months… leaving creepy husband guy here by himself 🤨🤨

Oh wonderful 🤨

And then we round out my night with a big giant spider 🕷 🤨 – handled but just saying – I had to do that 🤨

Are we sure it wasn’t really Monday? 🤨 …that totally felt like a Monday not a Wednesday 🤨

School starts tmrw 😮 here we go

I “sort of” took tmrw off, but working from home…

And at 5:30pm tmrw – I have to do a WebEx job interview 😮 … my first for both – interviewing someone and on WebEx with it 😮 the things you can do today lol

Oh please let them be good 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Ok off to bed …

Good night 🌙😴💤❤️

Ahhh shopping 🛍🤨

So why do I dislike shopping? Lol … for oh so many reasons… which one do I wanna start with? Lol

I got lost in a shopping mall when I was about 3… I remember that… I was walking along with my parents and they were talking … as we walked by the clothes – I put my hand out to feel all the fabrics lol 😘✌️

And then I felt some amazing fabrics and then I wanted to feel them all lol … meanwhile my parents didn’t notice, and kept going and then when I realized they were gone – I was scared and cried.

Some ladies took me into the department area right there and gave me juice and cookies lol – I was happy – I totally remember that – there were 3 ladies lol … I remember being really scared and then happy with the cookies lol

They said my name over the loud speaker lol and my parents were all scared lol … but by then I had cookies 🍪 lol

Guess which department I was found in? Lol … was the lingerie department of Sears 😄😄😄 I just liked the feel of all the fabrics lol … my mom always reminded me of which department it was lol

Anyway… then malls 😝🙄 ugh

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Ugh immediately those songs make me remember being 15/16 yrs old!!! 😮

Anyway… malls were just weird we always went to them though

When kids were little shopping was hard sometimes so bleh

Now I’m just too busy.

I preshopped just incase we did not find what she exactly liked lol

She wears my stuff anyway… so I figured… I would get things I think she would like and it would be appropriate – but if she doesn’t like them – I do lol 🙌✌️”forward thinking on all avenues” …

If she likes the clothes I picked – then I rock ❤️🙌

If not, I like them too so whatever lol

She got a few things tonight 🙄

But while we shopping – this woman let’s me do all the shopping 🤨

We get in there and I am shopping and she’s just wondering around aimlessly 🤨🙄

Hey! You have to look through and find what you like

Cause she moans that they have nothing 🤨🙄

So then I have to say – look… how about this? But then I always pick something that somehow has an issue lol

Ok well see that is why I do not like shopping lol

I shop for you …but you never like what I pick lol

I threaten the kids with that at Christmas and on birthdays lol …I ask for gift lists… I have to keep after them for lists … until finally I threaten “ok fine, then you will get MOM gifts” (meaning gifts that I pick out for you lol )

I do educational or practical gifts or really awesome things, that… in MY thought process, “I think” you will love or need lol

They prefer to give me lists lol 😄😄

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But yeah… I’m not the biggest fan of shopping – I do not like the people all around me in closed area… it’s a production lol… and online I can’t really try on without having to return 🤨😝 which I hate the most lol

But whatever – we had to. Thursday is big day ❤️❤️

So anyway … late night – worked all day …

Am exhausted 😴 work is “work”… many things – always things 🙄🤦‍♀️ but it was not Monday 🙌

Ok I’ll be back tmrw

Good night 💤🌙

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We have to go actual shopping for clothes … I already did but she won’t like that – so I take her tonight … she doesn’t know I have back up shopping lol 🛍 🤫

Ok I try to be back if not too exhausted – I have things 🙌 … fricken always lol

Ok shopping 🛍😝 (hence the back up shopping 💋✌️) that way I got stuff whether she finds or not lol 🙌

I am compelled to be prepared lol I have to

Ok I have to run ✌️😘❤️

I feel quiet. Really quiet. Maybe this will help?

We have some staff issue things going on…

And then that one guy who thinks is challenge 🤨🙄… but isn’t and doesn’t hear what I say. 🤷‍♀️ it’s not gonna be a challenge ..but whatever knock yourself out lol – not happening

There is one other 🙄😑 …none of these people are close enough to even know who I am!!!!! They literally know nothing about my life or who I am!!

This other one is a little spooky to me sometimes ?? Is because he is only infatuated … but he thinks he is completely in love

He is not. He doesn’t know me, I do not know him … he just thinks I’m really beautiful and then he builds me up in his own mind to be this amazing love of his entire life 🙄🤨

Is not true. Is only surface, shallow and imagination

He should not even be interested in me at all… he needs to not be!!

He tells me constantly that when he hears this song :

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He says when he hears that song he thinks of me 😮

No no!!! 😑

I don’t want something being all about sex… if that’s all that’s offered then no and I don’t trust it either

However 😮… there is another one who I CAN NOT have, and is untouchable, not my type and not avail … and not even an option …

But the way he is though – he’s amazing … 🙌❤️

You have zero anxiety when with, you know you can trust his word and his words are solid. He dots his i’s and crosses his t’s

I don’t worry about anything at all with him… we keep it all business and is great like teamwork!! We have same perfection ocd quirks lol … we both work very hard and it’s just a pleasure to work for him

I like that a lot! Would totally fall for that 😮 very lucky is off limits lol

I find maturity and emotional intelligence REALLY HOT 😮

And yes I know sex is important … I don’t have problem with it… as long as I trust you… but yeah you gotta make it that close first …

I do not see worth in that without connection so whatever ✌️💋 they don’t know their target

And why is it always sexual? Lol … if you want stimulation you must not forget all of the aspects – if you forget the mind – you are NOT getting the body lol 😘✌️🙌

I watch the motive and the demeanor. Behavior

I love when I have no worry – I want to be at ease and relaxed… and that’s pretty hot – cause it’s a peace to me …

That makes me want that lol… so ya know – people just do it wrong lol 😘✌️

But anyway lol … no with the playboy one 🤨… whatever 🙄 … not happening lol

And then this other one who swears I am his love of life?? No

He is just …I don’t even know??? Blinded by what he perceives to be beauty so he just constantly professes he in love with me?? 🤨

Ok. No. 🖐

He doesn’t know who I am, I do not know him… he just only has fantasy in own head. That’s it

So hell yeah I keep a distance

I handle ✌️ I keep massive distance – totally avoid.

So anyway – “reasons I am apprehensive” 😘✌️

Just saying

So yes I like to hide away from all of that 🙌

I usually just be quiet – maybe that will pass – but nope

So whatever

I like just having peace

And I do not even know when I be ready 😮😮😮 because that gives me slight heart attack feeling lol

And I’m just not ready ..until I’m at ease with someone and it lines up well, and is good match?

I’m not into the way they are coming at me – I don’t like that

And then I am silent and pull back. Have major caution ⚠️

I think best way to have a chance… is to go through the mind first

You don’t get the heart or anything lower… if you don’t have the mind lol 🙌

Ahhh see … start your way at the top and then work your way down lol 😄😘✌️

“Life Explained” 😄 lol

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Anyway. Whatever – like I said … “No” 😘

Friday was good. Lots of little tiny drama things but manageable sorta – hopefully 🙏

Kids came over and we talked about things and one of the things we talked about was corporations lol …

My son works for a corporation also (different one and kind)

Just similarities in how all corporations do and where they fail ✌️

We had fun though – we all had some funny stories

And they show me this:

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lol

Also… I have this guy who is REALLY flirty with me …

I keep him at a distance and also I am extremely careful with all that!! 😮

I am a playful flirty person sorta … but also very straight lined? I am very careful with things and I like peace lol ✌️😘

And he is extremely confident and must think girls fall all over him – because he’s pretty sure of himself there 🤨

He acts all nice… but I don’t like the way he looks at me – like I am dinner 🤨 … he comes in real close to talk to me too 😮

And every single text message is a flirt 😮

I am fine with flirting as long as that’s all it is…

But he thinks I am challenge to him 🤨😑

Problem is … in order to have a challenge, you must also have the possibility of winning, which he does not

But he thinks is challenge 🤨🙄

I tell him no and he tells me I wouldn’t regret it, HA! Yeah ok

So that tells me that I will absolutely regret!! Nope 👎

Whatever 🙄

He’s a playboy 🙄 there is no way. He doesn’t have a prayer

I’m good right there … when you can step to me as a person then we can talk … when you act like I am meat, you don’t stand a chance ✌️ lol

He is like a wolf when around me… and then ya know the texts

That is still a no.

Anyway I have to run

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Yeah that’s a no lol

I just don’t want that like that. So no … I am not a challenge because that’s a hard no!!

I just keep saying no all the time lol 🤦‍♀️

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I have to drive all over the place today 😝 … I wore a new shirt 👚 that has a zipper down the front. I just bought it, haven’t worn til today.

Wrong day to wear lol

When I drive… the zipper 🤨 rubs my scars with every single bump!! Things bounce, and I try not to have it do that but nothing I do helps!! I’m gonna have to stuff tissues or something cause I can’t deal!!! Lol

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No!! No bouncing!!! I don’t notice it normally – only today with the stupid zipper rubbing my scars – not the smartest choice today 🤨 I didn’t know was gonna do that!! I didn’t think of that 😮😮😮

So today … I have wardrobe malfunctions lol

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Luckily NOT that bad 😮😮😮😳

So I am thankful for that!!! I just have to deal with the zipper … noted for future buying purposes 😘✌️

So … shhh 🤫… my pants are falling down all morning 😮

My clothes have been doing that 😮 uh oh

I’m sure it’s fine.

I have to be careful with it that way. Is just as hard – it very easily comes off and then I have trouble – is not ever good when does that! 😮

I eat, so that’s not the problem.

Probably stress – yeah pretty much that. I’m thinking that

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🤫 no lecture needed … I already know

I’ll handle it ✌️😘

Ok well, work is work. Many things going on 🤨

Just ya know … drama stuff … if it’s not one drama, it’s another

And they get crazier and crazier!!

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So… the thing is… you don’t know who talks to who. So that song goes right there ✌️😘

Anyway… I just don’t say a word. I just listen.

So whatever – just gonna be cryptic there lol ✌️😘

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Feels a teeny tiny bit like that lol 🙄 just because it’s a nightmare lol

But it also feels like “Groundhog Day” 😮😮😮 … like every day 😮😮😮

For example… every morning I get there early… I get situated and start to work, and then I have been having a lot of death calls come in past 2 days. So every morning my day starts with a couple deaths…

Then the day just unravels from there – many many things going on but I keep having same experiences like the day does not change … 😮 … and it cycles around months later and same things keep going on?? So that’s weird

And then someone trying to pin point me lol … meaning catch me… I have the 2 locations – I am busy – he is busy…

I need him to do work for me but we can not match the schedules up very well. When he is avail – I am not …and Vice versa

So whatever lots and lots of things I have some heavy stuff too but I’ll just put this here:

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So anyway … I’ll end with that 😘 I have to get to bed. Early morning

Good night 😘✌️🌙

I left early today. I wasn’t feeling well… I have woman things 🙄🤨 🤦‍♀️ ~ groaning ~

And work is alot… we literally have no staff and the staff we do have is really spread thin.

Lots of changes and things happening. This is not gonna be easy…

And winter is coming 😮

I always think of 2 things with that… “winter is coming”

I think of that show that literally said that FOREVER!! Game of Thrones lol 🙄😄 (I’ve seen it only because my friends would make me watch when I went to their house lol)

But I always remember that show constantly saying “winter is coming” 😝 … ok I get it!! Lol

That’s like the worst sentence ever!! Like a threat that looms lol

And then I also think of last year and what happened last year with winter 😳😮

I have a bad feeling it’s gonna be tough winter again 😳😮

I be positive but … winter is coming lol …

That in itself sucks – that sentence just says it all lol

But also covid could be bad again, because of anti-vacc’ers 😳 we seeing it coming again so be careful, even if vaccinated – please be careful

Today anti-vacc’ers were protesting outside local hospitals 🤨🙄 whatever – I’ll see you soon then ✌️💀 💋

And I saw this truck today 🤨🙄 had the normal American flag 🇺🇸 … and also the American flag with the thin blue line… and then had TRUMP 2024 flags too 🤨🙄 all flapping in the wind as he drive 🙄🙄🙄 loud and proud he was lol 🙄😄😄 whatever

Yeah fricken AS IF!!! Trump 2024 🤨… no fricken way – you ready for another show? Lol ..no way in hell that man ever be at the helm again… f that shit!!

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All hell will break loose again 🤨 you wanna start that again?? Jeez!!! This guy… I swear!!!

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Anyway… then work having little staff and many changes I do not know what will happen 😳😮

… but winter is coming 😳

See how threatening that is?? Lol … and I didn’t even mention the coldness 😮

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Whatever 🙄😑

In other stories…

We still have the fires going… the one near me, they have 68% contained – which is good – but hurry up! 😮

And then there is one HUGE one few hours from me… the Dixie fire … 🤨

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I hate PG&E. I really hate them. I haven’t liked them since the movie Erin Brockovich in 1993, because of that movie. But was based on real events

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They are a bad company – how do you do that to people?? How?????

What if it was someone YOU loved… what if it was you??

They fined… and continued on

And here we are 🤨 … their equipment causes many fires, they are sued constantly, always in trouble, can’t fix their shit fast enough or just don’t … they need a state take over – end of story. I’m tired of them and their killing.

They can’t handle it and you’re harming people?! How many times does it take? How many unnecessary deaths? Look at that destruction?

This company 😝😝😝 I do not like them. All I can say is – state take over please 🙏🙏🙏

I feel mother bear instincts with that. 😘✌️ I don’t like them.

Neighbor guy works for them. I do not like to speak of his company around him, because I have nothing nice to say. 😘

I stay far away from him anyway ✌️ he creeps me out too

Let’s change subjects – thats a hot one for me lol – no pun intended 😘✌️

Oh and this was funny and made me smile… I recently told someone about Jefferson California lol 😄😄…

You will just have to Google – 🙄😄 whatever

But if you watch this video til the end … look 👀 … it’s the flag 😄😄 omg

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It’s on the side of the red building! Lol

I couldn’t understand what they say… only some words… they are speaking English though … I couldn’t hear them very well, the mic 🎤 wasn’t good… and they had an accent or a mumble? I could hear small bits and pieces lol

I know they don’t want to leave – willing to face the fire 😮😳 careful!! 🙏

Is only 22% contained – and wind speeds picking up with triple digits 😮 we gonna be in big trouble

Anyway. Ok well that’s what we have to deal with so that’s life. And death I suppose 😳

I am feeling better – I came home early and just went right to sleep. Slept for awhile. About to go back to sleep 😘✌️

I just could not grasp the day today at all!! Whew – I just didn’t feel good.

Ok well what day are we on? Ohhhhh it was Monday!!!!!

Ok well good, it just turned Tuesday thank god … lol … so I have to get to bed again.

Good night 💤🌙😴😘❤️