Technical Difficulties ✌️

That’s me in the blue with white shorts, and one of my elderly ladies ❤️ That was right before my breast cancer.

I have so much on my mind – I think I’m stressed? I have to organize my thoughts

My funeral home called me this morning and I have to take a law class next Wednesday. It’s at another funeral home – but that will be kinda cool…

I’ll be able to do more things ❤️

I do really love that job… I think? I love my coworkers and I like the job itself – however, I’ve been working this job only since February… and then the virus hit. So I’ve been able to be locked away?

I have done some services and handled people… but every single time someone finds out I work for a funeral home – they say the same thing… you don’t seem like the type to be at a funeral home…

I don’t look like I belong at a funeral home, and I’m usually always smiling and laughing?

But it’s just a different side? I think I like it. And I’ve been eased into it so I like that ALOT

I’ve been given a moment to kinda melt into it. So I’m kinda of excited for this law class.

I’m kinda building with this, and I love the title I have – so if I stay with it, I will be able to take that and go higher?

So… next Wednesday – law class ❤️

Then next Friday will be dooms day. 😝 Next Friday makes me feel sick- I can’t even think about it.

I am preparing but I have no faith in it. I just hope, but I always hope and it’s always bad. I don’t have help through it… but ya know – I handle how I can. But thinking of next Friday makes me feel sick? I don’t know if I be ok enough even for Friday night? So we will see how I do next week 😮😳🙏

So anyway, my mind is jumbled with many things. Just a moment in time though. I am strong… I hope 🙏 I think? I pray!

Today is hot again. We be about 102 today 🥵

Notice 2020 not on there… cause it’s too fricken hot!!

Yesterday I wore a sundress to try and stay cool… I love this dress 👗 – is sooo nice and airy/cool… but I have never worn it with the new boobs 😳

I have no feeling in my chest… so I can not feel when I have wardrobe malfunctions 😮😳 … luckily no one saw cause I would have been mortified…

But I am sewing straps on that so I don’t have to worry. ✌️

I have this headache? I don’t know if it’s from the heat? Or the stress or what? Everyday it comes… only recently. For maybe like a week? It’s probably the heat? I’m thinking is the heat. Well maybe the heat with the stress?

I’ve been feeling quiet lately anyway.

I have to do more preparing today so that definitely makes my head throb! 😝 it makes my stomach turn too…

I keep thinking I can do this, but I’m scared I just can’t? So we will soon find out.

I will be back later 😘✌️

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      1. Thx. I hope u also stay focused in school as well.
        I plan to sell items online on Ebay. Much easier, and I will have plenty of time 4 anything.
        I will start at 18 years old.

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      2. Well I am way older lol… but I have to take classes for school still and then also my funeral home has me doing some classes too! I am excited for that ❤️

        Always learning – life is kinda like school too – you still learn ✌️

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      3. Hahaha… yeah math haunts you – you must know math lol ugh 😑

        That’s ok – I do alright..

        Except when my kids ask me for homework help lol… it’s been a long time and then I will show them how I do it… but they aren’t allowed to do it the way I show them

        We have something horrible here called “common core” – they have to learn a specific way, which I don’t like because I feel as long as they come to correct answer – does it matter how you get there?

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      4. Lol… well we would definitely have better education for sure! No offense to schools or teachers – but it is lacking.

        You seem very educated! And I love your drive!! Keep going!

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      1. Idk, summer time. I usually do some school, at least to keep me learning. Idk what will happen during the summer.

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      2. Is it not summer for you yet? We are pretty much in summer… even if our schools never stopped, this coming Friday would have been their last day. Summer would begin this Friday

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      3. I mean, technically I will have summer off as well as school. Lol. I’m home schooled so I can do what ever I want, best of all no Homework.

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      4. That’s awesome!! I love how focus and intelligent you are. Is way better than public schools if you are able to do that!!

        The kids at my school, we mainly homeschooled. The ones who came into the school only took a class or 2 … ones their parents needed help to teach with – math, biology, Language arts

        They were really amazing kids and soooo smart!!

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      5. Im proud.
        I will start Algebra 2 soon.
        I’m not the best at math, but I do good.
        I recently finished Algebra 1. Very easy.

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