So ya know – I dealt with Satan stuff today.
I’ve been quiet 🤐 I went – I stay strong – I say my things and leave it at that. I do not believe in or trust the government or the courts. Broken systems so whatever – also California.
Anyway… so coming home I was quiet 🤫 – I just wanted to be quiet and left alone to just “be” all quietly lol … for peace cause that stuff is not peace.
So… since I had day off …because I was not sure of my mental state after that crap – I took the day so I wouldn’t worry about work, and I was not sure how I would be. I needed the mental health day anyway – I need to go again on next Wednesday as long as no services. 😑
Well since I get home and just wanna be silent and I don’t wanna be doing yard work taking up my weekend… I thought I would do that really quick – I would maybe try doing yard stuff sectioned out… front yard today and maybe the other yards I have will get their day too ?? Lol
But I figured I would get front all nice 😊 would take me away …and I be focused on that to readjust self
So I mowed and edged, pulled some weeds
And then I got my blower… I have a second story about “a blower” 😄😄… I will share after this one… anyway … I got my blower and started to blow stuff … I was almost done …
When this neighborhood man comes over to me quickly lol … I know who he is …. He is a friendly neighbor and recently at work, they tell me “hey, someone asking about you” … what??? Who?
They said his name and knew who he was right away lol … he is a CHATTER lol … FULL of stories
Oh no 🙈 ok well he’s very sweet so ok … but I was not really in condition to be having lengthy convo out front … I’m all hot and sweaty from yard work, and dirty… 😝 yuk
So not exactly the day for me lol – I was just trying to do stuff really fast before dinner and things – also so I don’t waste the weekend, and not have me think about today or these satan things.
He comes running over and tells me he asked about me at work lol, and wanted to know if they told me lol… yes they did
And then I got to hear a bunch of combat Army stories … he is a army vet… comes from long line of military family members – he’s very proud to have served – his family was immigrants to this country’s long time ago (as were mine, once upon a time) he’s very patriotic 🇺🇸 also very energetic and talkative lol
And he keep saying how much he loves redheads. 🙄 he says that to me over and over through all of the convos
Then he asks me if I know someone across the street – lol … no I do not. I typically keep to self
He asked me if I was seeing anyone, I say no. And he says – why such a beautiful woman as you not have a man?? lol
Let me just start by saying – I don’t need no man … so that’s not a necessity. Lol… why do I not have a man? 🙄😄 what kinda question is that? Is that needed? I only want to want that… so you have to make me want you lol
But I politely said because they all wanna go fast and are gonna HaVE to be good person so – I am careful
So he starts telling me all about this neighbor who is now suddenly outside watering his yard lol
And then the guy goes inside and this man is still telling me all about him.
And then the same guy who was just watering …pulls up next to us in this little sports car lol – looking kinda suped up… he pulls up and is like “hey what’s up?”
And the guy talking to me says, ahh she might need help with some stuff
Wait what? 😳
And the sports car guy give me his card.
He has the smallest cutest little dog with him lol … meanwhile Doby is in my yard and jumping up and down like a crazy maniac lol 🤦♀️ (my front is fenced so he jump cause he can see still) 🙄
Ok so anyway … so this guy across the street – what was that?
And this other man telling me how great he is lol – wingman much? Lol
They don’t know how old I am – I don’t broadcast how old I am lol – I don’t look or seem my age
Ok well, we see … he’s hot – but that means nothing- he also looked young … I do not think they realize my age ?? They going by looks- but they don’t know lol … but I also don’t know his age and he looks young lol 🤷♀️
My words are definitely older – yes – all the time lol … I am your cliché or olde time saying person lol … today I said to my daughter, what’s good for the goose – is good for the gander lol… and she laugh at me and says “MUM, no one says that” 😄
Ummm I do, your mother does lol 😁 – she always says my words are not used anymore lol … what?? Yes they are – I use them lol
Lol … I have a funny personality 🤷♀️ I am always saying old cliché sayings and quotes lol – I love them ❤️ and they ring true 🔔- you will see my dear, and remember my little words – one day you will be your mother 😄😄😘 one day she will say these things too lol – or she will share stories about how I said all these things and laugh ❤️ either way ❤️
The army gentleman kept going on and on about my red hair and how beautiful lol … he says everyone wanna know who’s that girl, cause I usually lock myself away
I don’t want any problems
So I’m just careful cause I don’t want satan again – and I’m not looking to waste my time and not be real… careful … approach with caution ⚠️
How you gonna handle that? Lol
I like the peace and no drama ❤️ … I don’t want pressure or problems – so ya know, that’s a tall order and must be confident and handle people always coming to me – cause that’s a thing
So yeah – you wonder why a beautiful woman not with a man? … then he asked me …do I go out and socialize to meet someone? lol
No, I do not. Lol … I work and come home and shut the world away …. Nice and peaceful – every so often someone will ask me to dinner and sometimes I will, if I think ok I will give a chance …
But ya know – I don’t do 0 to 60 – so nope 👎 and also there is a lot I can’t handle – like also don’t fall in love too fast – I am whirlwind of life … don’t get swept up – enjoy life and just know me – take your time – then I see if you sincere and who are
Otherwise yes – I am a beautiful woman without a man 😄😄😄 he speak like that was abnormal lol … nah, I just got used to loving peace lol ✌️😘
My second story about the blower, is that we got one for work. One of my coworkers is all about that blower 😄😄😄 so that makes me laugh – every morning there with the blower like a new toy 😄❤️ is funny
So anyway…
Was a rough day – a lot of emotions I don’t wanna deal with and want to forget and have nothing to do with. ✌️
But that neighbor and all his war stories and then constantly talking about my hair and then who’s that girl cause I keep low profile on my own time – only at work, do I draw attention on purpose. ONLY for work that’s ok…
Ohhhh and I didn’t tell you – they want me to take a photo so they can put all our photos on the internet – nope 👎 … they gonna get kick back with me on that – nope 👎 – not happening … keep dreaming 👎 … so that’s a no
I keep private – many around my neighborhood don’t know who I am. I live and work here so is difficult to keep privacy and balance with work.
Also other people have red hair too btw… I am NOT only person with red hair – but he acts like I’m this rare unicorn 🦄 😄😄 it’s cute cause he’s a little old man who evidentially loves redheads lol
Anyway – he took my mind away so I’ll allow it lol
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Yes – take my mind away from bad things 😊❤️ you just have to catch me somehow to do that lol
I typically be little elusive, except at work lol – today I got caught being outside
But good luck lol ✌️
Cause until then – I usually do all that by myself 😘✌️ enhance life …not destroy it lol
Today was ok… but it’s only the beginning of Satans second coming- ugh
So alright satan again.
When you don’t face your demons – they keep coming back to haunt you….
But I don’t want to face this demon
It’s been so amazing for the time I have not had to give satan any thought – my life just blooms without him … is sooo much better when he’s NOT in my life – I wish I could ice him out but the government and courts forces me to have him come back anytime he wishes – I hate him – not a man
So whatever – there it is ✌️😘
That’s my shit lol
Everyone has some shit in their life 🤷♀️✌️ satan is mine
Ok – well I keep falling asleep and waking up
So I have few hours left of night – I’m gonna take that and I be back briefly in morning for responding to as much as can ✌️
I wonder how my staff did for a day without me – this morning my GM text me and say your people not in meeting – I said … I will fix that tmrw and sent this meme :
😄😄 see how funny we are? Lol … but also serious 😘 they never do unless I am there so we will fix this today lol
But I wonder how they handled the rest of the day??
Ok few more hours – I’m not sleeping well this evening – I don’t really wanna eat much either – I try but then it makes me feel sick- so whatever – for now is fine. I’ll deal with that later – it’s just nerves
Ok back in few hours 💤 🙏
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