** written last night but fell asleep before posting **

So… this was a day 🤨😮

Ya take the good, ya take the bad… you put em both together, and there you have… the facts of life lol ❤️🙌

Omg was it a day!

I get into work my normal time and set myself up and just finished opening up the whole funeral home when MY boss shows up unannounced lol … but I am always excited anyway… and we’ve done amazing things – painting and looks amazing – we rearranging ❤️ sprucing up, looking at few new things

I was told to handle something. Ok. And if I don’t … the transfer someone out. Bleh ok

So I feel like these girls are my work family – and I believe in a supportive and encouraging – teaching atmosphere 🙌❤️

So I feel that while I am office manager and am supposed to just handle… I don’t want to lose either girl. I want them both!!!

We have the perfect work family – please don’t… 🙏… so… I called “work family meeting” I like unity ✌️

So I tell them situation – so… I will bring in the business … I just opened up a whole new world 🙌❤️ with my hotel deal ❤️❤️❤️

They give me green light to make partnerships where ever I want 🙌❤️❤️❤️

So what else is comforting ?? Ok food 🍱… but what??

I may approach the Spaghetti 🍝 Factory lol ❤️✌️

What is a comforting food you love …that I can get HERE in the United States ??

Ok food… hotel for out of town family… what else?

Wait – they tell me anything 😮

I see – ok I got this ❤️ woo hoo – let’s see how I do 💋✌️ 🙏 I have ideas ❤️

So anyway… I have pressure to make sure my girls stay!!! I don’t want to lose them – I lose one – and the other will follow. They have already stated this. My boss knows this – they prepared 😮 whoa!!! 😮😳

Omg!! Please do not implode!! Again lol 🤦‍♀️ so we gonna support each other and see if we can just make them chill out? Let us stand up for a minute – my goodness these corporations. You have a strong team!! Do not mess it up – we will work together so … 🤷‍♀️ we see what life brings 💋✌️

It’s like – I finally have a really good grip on the reigns … but here comes corporate “wait here are a thousand more things to do, let’s see how we can stress you guys out and work on programs that do not flow easily! You gotta log in everywhere! And constantly tells me … “hey… 14 more days until you need to change your password” 🤨… and every day it counts down 🤨

But … I drive the hour to work, because I really love working with these people ❤️ it allowed me to survive through covid… and ya know I just …

The unity and work ethic of my team we all flow and fit together really well ❤️

Every day they make me smile ❤️

We just got lucky we all enjoy each other and appreciate ❤️ we have amazing team!!

We truly care for our families!!

So if you want a strong team you have to allow that team to grow. Give me a minute to get a handle on things

So… they giving me a minute 😮

Alright well … it is always something

So whatever – 🙏🙏🙏

Today when I come home 😮😮 … there is both neighbors 😮 the husband and wife 😮

They said they had something to say

And they tell me this massive massive crazy drama where he got arrested 😳

😳😳

😮

So I just like peace a lot -I tell you this all the time and I forever will … I am silent and I am quiet and I just kinda wanna be left alone…

I stay (or try to!) far away from all things – but things like to find me 🤨 … where ever I go or be 🤨

I just like peace – ALOT! I severely just don’t want any massive things. I don’t want to be involved – I have freedom and I would like peace. That is it .

Safer when stay to self. I will know when I am comfortable

Today at the funeral home, someone who knew prior employees saw “me” for the first time and laughed because …

… the red hair office manager thing at this location lol … I had forgotten all about that until today lol

If life could just dial it back a few notches, that would be great ✌️😘

So… whatever.

There was one more thing but I just forget.

I be back in morning really quick – I’m so exhausted I can’t keep eyes open

Gnite ❤️🙌✌️

Ok … Tuesday 🙌

Today was a really good day!!

I had a meeting with a hotel – to partner with them 🙌❤️

Very excited to work with them. We went over details with them, they give us tour of hotel – which is beautiful!! It’s a huge chain!! ❤️🙌🙌🙌

Me and other office managers went out to lunch afterwards ❤️ I have such a great team ❤️

Anyway was amazing – I could not stop my smile from just being from ear to ear ALL DAY LONG!! It just wouldn’t stop!! I had no control

So that went amazing – and we got a deal ❤️🙌 ❤️❤️❤️ yay!!!

And that’s my outreach for 6 months lol 🙏🙏🙏🙏 I don’t think they gonna let me off hook like that, but I am asking lol ✌️😘 … you don’t know if you don’t ask – and I just made a huge deal ❤️🙌 yay!!!

Also 🤨 we are opening back up 😳 whatever… ok…

And with this job 😳 I think I have to be social 😳

Like join things 😝

I am not a join things kind of person 😝 I don’t like any kind of clubs 😝

I don’t want to join things like clubs 😝😝

But they say get our name out and ya know that is the business. You make connections – “network” and then they know you – so they think of you and refer to you.

You know people … you know the community

When they said that – for some reason that made me feel sick? Like just instantly nauseous ??

Just made me remember how many people were in my life prior to everything … and I don’t know that I ever want that again? Whew – I ran away from that… I still repel that.

I don’t know 🤷‍♀️

On one hand … networking can get you VERY far!!! Know people – is good to have all kinds of connections.

It’s really awesome – because your world opens up with networking and connections with others – remember that!!

It’s good to do. It can present opportunities 😘✌️

But then if I actually stop and think about it – whew… let me just do my own thing – I do fine – I just closed a deal ❤️✌️

Ugh 🤦‍♀️ I am just quiet – I kinda like being quiet.

I just like peace a lot. I just don’t want any problems.

I don’t know… because I can do it… I can network VERY well.

But do I want to? Am I ok with that? I don’t know 🤷‍♀️

I try to convince my mind that it would be good… but then it also makes me feel sick and the rest of me does not listen lol

I don’t want to have all that in my life – I really love the peace and the quiet. ❤️ I don’t want issues invading

I just like to keep to myself to avoid any issues ✌️💋 …it works quite well ✌️

So I don’t know – I will have to just take some time to absorb anything like that. Whew omg – please don’t make me do that!!

So I am not sure with that. It makes me feel sick.

So whatever – moving on…

Country boy – hmm… I just really do not understand him? We just so different – I would worry he would break my heart every day? I don’t know?

I am uneasy.

I know he means well, and I know he cares about me. I also care about him.

But I just don’t know.

I have this heartbreak feeling with that. 💔

I shouldn’t have that feeling.

But I think he would break my heart just because. ?? I don’t think he would realize it. I don’t think he would do it on purpose – but I think we “could be” THAT different that he would.

I like him a lot or he wouldn’t be in my life at all… I “sort of” trust him somewhat… because I have known him for a long time, and he was always and has always been really amazing to me – he is sweet and he is kind

He knew me before, during and after.

But I don’t know.

I will just have to see. I am not one that would be ok with moodiness. I would not be able to do that. So I do not know how he handles himself day to day. I can not handle large swings of moods.

I like really peaceful

I want to be at ease. I don’t know. I don’t know how at ease I am with him?

I am just not sure.

I shouldn’t have that question. I don’t want to feel that I would ever question wanting to be with someone.

I want to be comfortable and at ease with that. And if that’s not there – then it’s not.

He just has moments that make me nervous and uneasy. I don’t know. I don’t know him that in depth because I never see him lol ✌️

I thought telling him what I wanted would push him away cause ya know – if you don’t want that … ok no problem – bye 👋 I don’t know if he wants to be there or not? So ya know?

But then he still wants to be in my life. So I dunno ? I just don’t understand him and that’s why I say maybe we just too different? I want to be at ease and I need that for my own self

Anything or anyone who comes into my life, will be a bonus to the life I already love

I want to love my life always ❤️ I don’t want to question things like that. I don’t want that kind of thing.

I want to be comfortable, at ease, and happy 😊❤️

❤️

So whatever – we will see.

Remember the grumpy old man who is hoarder and I have known forever?

I talked to him on phone earlier and he says to me … “Trisha, once I cash in my millions, I’m gonna buy an island and you can have a house there and I will have a house there” lol 🤷‍♀️😄🙄 he makes me laugh cause “yeah ok” lol 🙄😄 whatever

But ok let me say this – 🤦‍♀️… sometimes I wonder if he is hinting… and nope!! No!!

I only say that because he will ask me – “sooooo Trisha, who is your latest beau?” 😳

I don’t really date at all. 🤷‍♀️

He knows this so I think he is only teasing – I am going to hope that’s it. 🙏

I can’t not tell? I just go with everything is normal and he is not being creepy. 🙏 he walks a very thin line there 🤨

Sometimes I have issues with guys … I try to avoid so that there will not be issues 🙌 there are ALWAYS ISSUES!!!!

There is one man I just met at work… 😮 … first off – no! Let me just state that up front, right out the gate

I don’t know if I can describe? He is completely disinterested in everything until sees me? And then face lights up, he lights up 😳😮 uh oh … he comes to life 😮

😮😳 the way he looks at me every time he sees me uh-oh

And then – he is really funny – he catches you off guard with his humor 😄😄🤷‍♀️

So I laugh – I can’t help it – he is funny.

But you should see the way he looks at me 😮 uh oh 😮😮

And … he’s always calling my name to get my attention 😳 and when I leave – goes right back to being disinterested lol 🤷‍♀️

But see …”issues” – all over the place already lol … and you want me to go out into the community? Are you serious?!

Alright well, I am having pain tonight. Is ok. Happens – I took some Advil so that should help.

I will get ready for bed and put some cream on too

Ok so next up is Wednesday – alright. 👍

But wait – there’s more..

I have some other things actually on my mind?? … before was just a shocking thing that was made out to be “nothing”, and swept under the rug – ok whatever … I did notice.. but whatever, wasn’t big deal – just noted, but not really thought of?

But then today… the one I thought would anchor another – 😳😮 mentioned something about a shocking thing on the same lines 😮

Because I never thought of that… I just be in the moment and love the moment – until you snap me forward and make me brace 😳😮 make me take notice of something

I remembered what was noted from the other one, instantly… when this one said something similar 😮 whoa

Alright so now my senses are alerted lol 🚨 interesting – sorry I am vague… hopefully you follow 🙏

Hmm… ok life, well whatever …

🤨

Gnite 😘❤️✌️

I am going to do my errands shortly 🙌 yay! Sunday night when no one is out ❤️🙏

Country boy 🙄🤨… so … here’s my thing with him… he is just not in my life… other than text messages so?? And that’s all nice and stuff but so??

And I don’t mind … but I also don’t want to deal with bullshit.

And I say that because … we will talk blah blah blah… normal stuff …

And then he will always say – “I have to see you soon”

And I always just think “yeah whatever”

Cause what he says is just “words” with that. I see him maybe once or twice a year if that.

So whatever. I don’t hold my breath.

I was going to put Beyoncé and “Single Ladies” … but no … because I also do not want a ring on it lol 🤨✌️

So ya know he being all sweet sure – and when I do see him he is sweet sure… but whoopie – you can just keep saying “I have to see you”

Yeah ok 👌 sure

You gonna have to do better than words … cause I’m just done with I dunno?? Whatever

You either step up to bat, or go sit on the bench!! ⚾️

I don’t wanna just hear words

And I don’t like the words without action – don’t say the words then. If you don’t have follow through then ok. Don’t say that then.

Well whatever

He always says that. But where is he? So ya know

And then at the same time sorta … I feel little nervous because what if he did the actions 😮

And then I think about all that and we are different… really different …

I don’t know – I worry to have sadness or heavy or something? And I want that one thing

And then if he came close I would have to kinda let go? And I do not know if I am totally ok there yet. I am not sure with him

Cause I feel like don’t say things you can’t do. And ya know – whatever – he shouldn’t keep saying that if he’s not going to do that. Just don’t say anything

If wanna text me fine… but ya know step up or step down ✌️

That is why I am not sure with him because he?? Just isn’t in my life so ya know – you don’t get anywhere with distance

I like distance but careful with that – it has a peace to it. ✌️

What’s the point if he not in my life? 🤷‍♀️ so eh whatever

Say what you mean! Or don’t say that.

So ya know – he walks a thin line right there

And that is why I am not sure if I do want distance or not – don’t say words I can’t trust.

✌️ whatcha want??

Don’t say it if you don’t mean it – I hear it a thousand times – whatever

Ok I’m off to run my errands ❤️ on a quiet (hopefully) Sunday night ❤️

I am little quiet lately. Just sucking in peace ✌️ a lot of massive things this week!

I feel like I am in deep thought about everything ?

Just so many things

And life … it’s going to change constantly – sometimes you make it change, and sometimes life changes it for you 😮 (I hate when life does that lol✌️ … unless it’s good stuff)

So… just taking in the peace or totally going to try to!!

Friday was good.

We had dinner and oldest showed us a little of his project and it’s amazing ❤️❤️❤️

Then 😮… they tempt me and bring Pokémon snap lol … how I say no? 🤷‍♀️

❤️ it is electric ⚡️

They need to stop bringing that! I can’t say no to that – I love that ❤️❤️❤️

I was all set to play some game and they whip that out and said “oh you don’t want to play Pokémon Snap?” 🤨😄❤️ well one fine twist my arm – give me the controller lol ✌️

But I love and want them, not Snap lol ❤️❤️ so they shouldn’t bring that every time.

I also got Girl Scout cookies ❤️❤️ I ordered them awhile back and they just came in ❤️

I was a Brownie and a Girl Scout lol ❤️ … I stopped doing that by middle school. It just wasn’t my thing … but it was very much teaching that you can do anything ❤️ teamwork, caring, helping etc.

Was good experience 😊❤️

And I always love their cookies – I know supports them, and I am a former one ❤️✌️

I gave my daughter the peanut butter ones ❤️

The ones I love are the Thin Mints ❤️

They only sell once a year, as far as I am aware? Usually back around March

Familiar and great memories ❤️ so yeah I buy their cookies 🍪❤️

Just our favorites ❤️

So yay! Cookies ❤️

I went to bed right after they left. I was just so exhausted.

I woke up by “internal” alarm same time I am supposed to for work 🤨🤨

And I was like “nope, not gonna happen” … threw something in crockpot for later and then forced myself back to sleep ❤️

I am just tired lately?

The painters came yesterday at work … oh I wish I could show you… ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙌

I can no longer call mine “ugly walls” 😮😮😮😄✌️ hmm new nickname needed?

Well one of the colors we picked was called “Dreamy white”

It is sorta a white color but omg it captivatingly beautiful – has a ever so light peach/pink/lavender tint depending on way light hits is ❤️❤️❤️ we love ❤️❤️

So we are now the dreamy one lol ❤️ dreamy walls lol ❤️ 🙌

Ugh my office is a mess though – we have to put back and reorganize – we are going to rearrange also 😘

I had a crazy week of things!!

A/C, cookies… kids… Snap… dreamy walls… lol also…

Monday my landlord had a conversation with me.

She has another property where woman might move out. Would I be interested? Wouldn’t be until September

I would get to stay here in country – I could wait for that ❤️

Or she also said there is another option also. Her sister is going to buy a condo in a nearby town (one town over)

But would want someone to live in for now – approx same amount for the other property she currently owns open in September.

So I love them ❤️ how could I survive without them – see they became my family ❤️ they don’t let me be alone ❤️

They know I looking to leave – they also know I do not want to. And ya know I just worry.

They have been amazing with me this entire time ever since I met them ❤️

Having them just dropped in my life like that was just meant to be. The timing was perfect and they HAVE been like family. I have felt so much peace and at ease/comfort with them ❤️

They are always respectful and really kind ❤️ I am very VERY lucky ❤️

They are very good to me always ❤️❤️❤️ I have the most amazing families lol …

I have the one at home – and then I have the one at work ❤️

Oh yeah… remember the rabbit story? They gave her the rabbit yesterday 🙌

She is just totally thrilled ❤️

I am little shocked – was not sure exactly how that was gonna play out

The rabbit is adorable ❤️

We have very funny and interesting stories lol ❤️

Today our temps dropped to 77… is overcast and possible rain 😮🤨 … and that is how people get sick… fluctuating weather like that! Now it seems chilly 🤨 like 20 degree drop and complete change in weather conditions

Whatever – not complaining was just swift 😳 is good though – no fires ❤️❤️❤️ 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Please let us make it this year with little, to no, fires 🙏🙏🙏

Ok I be back shortly – doing some chores ✌️

Ahhh Saturday ❤️

So far so good 🙏

Happy Saturday – stay safe ❤️

I’m good. Day was good. I have painters coming tmrw at 8:30am.

Bunny story still happening – it gets stranger by the day lol

Neighbor wife wants to have bbq on weekend

Nope I’m good. Thank you. I work literally ALL week long and I am exhausted.

The last thing I wanna be doing is THAT!! Nope sorry.

I do not want to socialize… I do not want to have company or be invaded – nope 👎

I’m good – I do not want people all up in my life – I’m good with that. I also do not need my life discussed with the neighbors either thank you.

Yeah I don’t want to be bothered on my days off. I am in country to get away from civilization – I do not feel lonely much, because I have peace ❤️

And if you don’t understand that… when I wasn’t lonely – I never had any peace

Now I have peace 🙌❤️ and supposed to be lonely but it isn’t … or I am just too blinded by the peace?? Cause that could be it also

When I think of moving to another place… or returning to civilization – I cringe a bit … I don’t know if I can do that

I don’t think so. Somewhere in country maybe … but civilization I just cringe.

I need space – California homes are on top of each other unless you are outside the city in country, or mountains, or whatever

I like to keep a distance

People will invade 🤨 I am quiet and silent … at work you wouldn’t know that and with my people you wouldn’t know either ❤️ I can just “be” and I fit in there ❤️❤️❤️

I just want to be quiet and private. I really don’t want to be watched / talked about – nothing.

I just want to be left alone

That is my home and the peace at my home. My balance

I don’t really like civilization much lol ✌️

Everyone fights – there so much bad stuff and conflict with crap – everything is bad news

It makes me sad to think – we all walked through covid together – all felt and went through similar things – held each other’s hands for ONE MOMENT!!

But yet no one can get along with anything!! Lessons were not truly learned

Every time I think – ok let’s try the news … nope 👎… it’s all horrific things!! I give up

***** written last night but I fell asleep 😴 💤 *****

Ok have to get ready for work at the moment ✌️ I be back Saturday – I’m gonna be too exhausted tonight

Have an amazing Friday! 🙏 … and weekend

Stay safe – be good to people!!

Ps I am still sleepy 😑

It’s gone well today – tmrw I need a FLEET of flower vans …all day day long flowers delivered to funeral home AND cemetery!! 😮 is flower wonderland 😮😮😮 whoa!!

It’s a heart wrenching case that made my heart bleed today … most of the time I can keep those emotions in check… and with coworkers – we balance each other ❤️

But there are some that just hit you just the right way and you get that lump and eyes tear up … I could feel my heart just bleed right there with her!!

All I could think in my mind – is holding him and that love you feel when you bring them into the world – you just see their faces

The one time – I loved someone before I met them ❤️ well 3 times lol ❤️

But my mind shot to that.

And then their lives – being their mom – how much I love them… how much they mean to me… how life would be without them there

And to give them life and to have it taken away before you 💔💔💔 that life span you made left before you

Not supposed to happen. 💔

So my heart just shattered for her.

And if you ever see my eyes tear up – never speak to me – I will burst into tears – so if you see signs of tears – do not speak to me, wait til they go away. ✌️

That one really hit me hard!!

If I have to make a motion or a sound – it’s all over – do not look or acknowledge the sadness lol … don’t speak to me at that moment and then we good lol ✌️

I could imagine MY sons, and how my heart would just shatter… I don’t know if I could handle that??? To lose a child? I don’t think I would be that strong. I would crumble under that. 💔 you just don’t know how you would handle until it is presented in front of you.

She was like me… she wanted to be by herself with her child. (Who wasn’t actually a child – but my kids are still and always will be “my child” – even when they 50 or 100)

She wanted no one with her – just to take by herself 💔 her with her child.

Yeah my heart just aches for the family 💔

Alright well let’s balance ✌️ … cause life is balance of extreme heartache with loss like that… but then on the flip side – you have life.

And life is going to happen – you do not get a decision in that. If you take care of self, remember to laugh and be kind – you will be better off

So… like I said let’s balance the sadness. That is because there is emotions attached to things – emotions are sorta good – I just don’t like anger ✌️

So let’s switch subjects …

I have a hilarious bunny 🐰 story 😄😄❤️

Ok so my location is in a neighborhood kinda lol … beautiful one ❤️ old old old

Crappy building whatever – we have a home 🏠 right next to us – two guys who remind us EXACTLY of the odd couple – they are not gay 😄😄 but they are hilarious lol they are odd

One is a talker – one is shy lol

About a month ago, a bunny rabbit showed up in their yard so they looked for owners but no one came forward so they said to us – does anyone want a bunny?

One of my girls offered to take it. So they say ok – she researches (no wonder I love my girl’s …so much …because she went all in learning how to be a rabbit owner!! 😮❤️❤️ that is how you should!!! Make sure you can handle.) she is excited

Every day they tell me when I get to work – oh bunny is missing “oh no” lol

And the whole thing really odd

Today I got to work and I see their door wide open – well that is not unusual for them. I gather my purse and bag and shut the car door and I hear “hi trisha” 😳

Hello… and then they like bunny gone blah blah blah

Same as every day lol

But then later they excitedly tell me bunny is back 😄😄 every single day these same convos and events happen – like I am living in Groundhog Day lol… I know how my morning will start 😄😄✌️

And then they tell my girl – well ya know we don’t know ? And they got kinda attached blah blah blah

One doesn’t want the rabbit – and one does lol 😄😄

And my girl is like “ if they want the rabbit then just say that” lol

Are they afraid to hurt her feelings?

But the way they say and do is funny but also odd 😄

They also do not remember conversations sometimes lol but whatever – they good neighbors

It’s just really funny.

I ran an errand yesterday for the funeral home – and while at grocery store – I hear “Trisha? Hey Trisha!“ 😳😳

😄😄 …so I look and it is one of them – they are nice guys lol – they are odd with a funny twist.

Good people.

And then on way to work I heard about this concert of music from my growing up years…

But I mixed it all up when I told them … I said Men Down Under

By accident totally

Way messed it up

They like what are you watching lol

No no lol

It’s Men without hats 😄😄

I LOVE this song ❤️

And guess who the headliner is?! Flock of Seagulls lol

❤️and this is where my music entered way back when lol …

I have never been to a concert – except my children’s concerts (two were in band – oldest and daughter – oldest was in a symphony for little while) ❤️ so if that counts then yes – but that is the only concerts I have ever been to.

I wanted to go to a concert when I was a teenager but my mom warned me because of THIS concert… 🤨…

So ok … I’m good. And then I was a mother very young. My interest was my children not concerts

But eh… I don’t think that is really my speed anyway? I do not like really large crowds – even before covid.

I love music – by my way ❤️

This was the concert I wanted as a teen : lol …

😄😄🙄

Oh the things you look back on and laugh about ❤️❤️

And ya know- the public was hard on Milli Vanilli … look what we make famous NOW!! – they did a good show… they took slack for lying, but didn’t get credit for how much we loved & had enjoyed them anyway – whoopie do they didn’t sing it – so what?

Always think of them with their songs – it was part of my childhood – they instantly flash me back to 15 lol 😮😳😄✌️

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Life is memories and moments – smells, songs and things… can bring you to a memory within a lifetime ❤️✌️

When I smell cigars –

I think of my grandfather ❤️❤️

Anyway… see balance – there was heartache and balanced with funniness – and memories … see how that helps?

And memories make you smile to have had those moments ❤️ you have to cherish things always

Balance 🙌 find your balance 😘✌️

Alright – so I’m gonna read for little while – gnite 😘❤️✌️

I fully cried for someone I didn’t know today. 😮

These are the things that hit you sometimes…

It happens – how can it not?

A mother lost a son 💔

She came to see one last time

💔💔💔

Ok I have to leave – I am still feeling those emotions

I be back later ✌️

I don’t have time to tell you everything … I have to go to bed.

But I have good news and good news ❤️🙌❤️

So let’s see some reminders for me…

AC things … home things … crematory things … oh the sweet elderly man who came to inquire about Preneeds ❤️

Also – some religions have these incredible elaborate funerals – with the whole 9!! Precession, limos, escorts, all of it. 😮

Is odd to see so elaborate after what we went through with covid? 😮

So many families we made cry because we couldn’t give the services they wanted – that was awful!!! 💔

But elaborate seems really weird after covid. I’m not sure what I think about it really ? I know some want that tradition closure and for some is religious thing – but after watching all of covid just bury us… it just makes me see death differently ??

Ok and I am too tired to think of the rest – I will try to remember tmrw

But tmrw I have services so we see – gonna be insane crazy tmrw 😮🙏 please go smoothly!

Ok Gnite 😘✌️❤️ be safe

Lol this is my favorite SNL skit for Mother’s Day 😄😄❤️✌️

Sorry – The blogger you are trying to reach is temporarily not available lol ✌️

Yesterday was my oldest’s 27th birthday ❤️ we had Boba Tea and actual Ramen 🍜 – lol because those are his favorites ❤️ he loves something called taro?? I dunno …it’s purple and yummy so whatever lol ❤️✌️💜

Today is Mother’s Day – I be with them all day today too ❤️ today I just get to be engulfed with my babies ❤️❤️❤️

So I will be back maybe tonight?

(“Iration” is one of my favorite bands!! Their music is just very soothing to me ❤️)

Ok back maybe later ✌️

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY 🙌❤️🙌

❤️ 💐 🌸 💐 🌸 💐 🌸 💐❤️