I am going to do my errands shortly 🙌 yay! Sunday night when no one is out ❤️🙏
Country boy 🙄🤨… so … here’s my thing with him… he is just not in my life… other than text messages so?? And that’s all nice and stuff but so??
And I don’t mind … but I also don’t want to deal with bullshit.
And I say that because … we will talk blah blah blah… normal stuff …
And then he will always say – “I have to see you soon”
And I always just think “yeah whatever”
Cause what he says is just “words” with that. I see him maybe once or twice a year if that.
So whatever. I don’t hold my breath.
I was going to put Beyoncé and “Single Ladies” … but no … because I also do not want a ring on it lol 🤨✌️
So ya know he being all sweet sure – and when I do see him he is sweet sure… but whoopie – you can just keep saying “I have to see you”
Yeah ok 👌 sure
You gonna have to do better than words … cause I’m just done with I dunno?? Whatever
You either step up to bat, or go sit on the bench!! ⚾️
I don’t wanna just hear words
And I don’t like the words without action – don’t say the words then. If you don’t have follow through then ok. Don’t say that then.
He always says that. But where is he? So ya know
And then at the same time sorta … I feel little nervous because what if he did the actions 😮
And then I think about all that and we are different… really different …
I don’t know – I worry to have sadness or heavy or something? And I want that one thing
And then if he came close I would have to kinda let go? And I do not know if I am totally ok there yet. I am not sure with him
Cause I feel like don’t say things you can’t do. And ya know – whatever – he shouldn’t keep saying that if he’s not going to do that. Just don’t say anything
If wanna text me fine… but ya know step up or step down ✌️
That is why I am not sure with him because he?? Just isn’t in my life so ya know – you don’t get anywhere with distance
I like distance but careful with that – it has a peace to it. ✌️
What’s the point if he not in my life? 🤷♀️ so eh whatever
Say what you mean! Or don’t say that.
So ya know – he walks a thin line right there
And that is why I am not sure if I do want distance or not – don’t say words I can’t trust.
✌️ whatcha want??
Don’t say it if you don’t mean it – I hear it a thousand times – whatever
Ok I’m off to run my errands ❤️ on a quiet (hopefully) Sunday night ❤️