Life

Ok … Tuesday 🙌

Today was a really good day!!

I had a meeting with a hotel – to partner with them 🙌❤️

Very excited to work with them. We went over details with them, they give us tour of hotel – which is beautiful!! It’s a huge chain!! ❤️🙌🙌🙌

Me and other office managers went out to lunch afterwards ❤️ I have such a great team ❤️

Anyway was amazing – I could not stop my smile from just being from ear to ear ALL DAY LONG!! It just wouldn’t stop!! I had no control

So that went amazing – and we got a deal ❤️🙌 ❤️❤️❤️ yay!!!

And that’s my outreach for 6 months lol 🙏🙏🙏🙏 I don’t think they gonna let me off hook like that, but I am asking lol ✌️😘 … you don’t know if you don’t ask – and I just made a huge deal ❤️🙌 yay!!!

Also 🤨 we are opening back up 😳 whatever… ok…

And with this job 😳 I think I have to be social 😳

Like join things 😝

I am not a join things kind of person 😝 I don’t like any kind of clubs 😝

I don’t want to join things like clubs 😝😝

But they say get our name out and ya know that is the business. You make connections – “network” and then they know you – so they think of you and refer to you.

You know people … you know the community

When they said that – for some reason that made me feel sick? Like just instantly nauseous ??

Just made me remember how many people were in my life prior to everything … and I don’t know that I ever want that again? Whew – I ran away from that… I still repel that.

I don’t know 🤷‍♀️

On one hand … networking can get you VERY far!!! Know people – is good to have all kinds of connections.

It’s really awesome – because your world opens up with networking and connections with others – remember that!!

It’s good to do. It can present opportunities 😘✌️

But then if I actually stop and think about it – whew… let me just do my own thing – I do fine – I just closed a deal ❤️✌️

Ugh 🤦‍♀️ I am just quiet – I kinda like being quiet.

I just like peace a lot. I just don’t want any problems.

I don’t know… because I can do it… I can network VERY well.

But do I want to? Am I ok with that? I don’t know 🤷‍♀️

I try to convince my mind that it would be good… but then it also makes me feel sick and the rest of me does not listen lol

I don’t want to have all that in my life – I really love the peace and the quiet. ❤️ I don’t want issues invading

I just like to keep to myself to avoid any issues ✌️💋 …it works quite well ✌️

So I don’t know – I will have to just take some time to absorb anything like that. Whew omg – please don’t make me do that!!

So I am not sure with that. It makes me feel sick.

So whatever – moving on…

Country boy – hmm… I just really do not understand him? We just so different – I would worry he would break my heart every day? I don’t know?

I am uneasy.

I know he means well, and I know he cares about me. I also care about him.

But I just don’t know.

I have this heartbreak feeling with that. 💔

I shouldn’t have that feeling.

But I think he would break my heart just because. ?? I don’t think he would realize it. I don’t think he would do it on purpose – but I think we “could be” THAT different that he would.

I like him a lot or he wouldn’t be in my life at all… I “sort of” trust him somewhat… because I have known him for a long time, and he was always and has always been really amazing to me – he is sweet and he is kind

He knew me before, during and after.

But I don’t know.

I will just have to see. I am not one that would be ok with moodiness. I would not be able to do that. So I do not know how he handles himself day to day. I can not handle large swings of moods.

I like really peaceful

I want to be at ease. I don’t know. I don’t know how at ease I am with him?

I am just not sure.

I shouldn’t have that question. I don’t want to feel that I would ever question wanting to be with someone.

I want to be comfortable and at ease with that. And if that’s not there – then it’s not.

He just has moments that make me nervous and uneasy. I don’t know. I don’t know him that in depth because I never see him lol ✌️

I thought telling him what I wanted would push him away cause ya know – if you don’t want that … ok no problem – bye 👋 I don’t know if he wants to be there or not? So ya know?

But then he still wants to be in my life. So I dunno ? I just don’t understand him and that’s why I say maybe we just too different? I want to be at ease and I need that for my own self

Anything or anyone who comes into my life, will be a bonus to the life I already love

I want to love my life always ❤️ I don’t want to question things like that. I don’t want that kind of thing.

I want to be comfortable, at ease, and happy 😊❤️

❤️

So whatever – we will see.

Remember the grumpy old man who is hoarder and I have known forever?

I talked to him on phone earlier and he says to me … “Trisha, once I cash in my millions, I’m gonna buy an island and you can have a house there and I will have a house there” lol 🤷‍♀️😄🙄 he makes me laugh cause “yeah ok” lol 🙄😄 whatever

But ok let me say this – 🤦‍♀️… sometimes I wonder if he is hinting… and nope!! No!!

I only say that because he will ask me – “sooooo Trisha, who is your latest beau?” 😳

I don’t really date at all. 🤷‍♀️

He knows this so I think he is only teasing – I am going to hope that’s it. 🙏

I can’t not tell? I just go with everything is normal and he is not being creepy. 🙏 he walks a very thin line there 🤨

Sometimes I have issues with guys … I try to avoid so that there will not be issues 🙌 there are ALWAYS ISSUES!!!!

There is one man I just met at work… 😮 … first off – no! Let me just state that up front, right out the gate

I don’t know if I can describe? He is completely disinterested in everything until sees me? And then face lights up, he lights up 😳😮 uh oh … he comes to life 😮

😮😳 the way he looks at me every time he sees me uh-oh

And then – he is really funny – he catches you off guard with his humor 😄😄🤷‍♀️

So I laugh – I can’t help it – he is funny.

But you should see the way he looks at me 😮 uh oh 😮😮

And … he’s always calling my name to get my attention 😳 and when I leave – goes right back to being disinterested lol 🤷‍♀️

But see …”issues” – all over the place already lol … and you want me to go out into the community? Are you serious?!

Alright well, I am having pain tonight. Is ok. Happens – I took some Advil so that should help.

I will get ready for bed and put some cream on too

Ok so next up is Wednesday – alright. 👍

But wait – there’s more..

I have some other things actually on my mind?? … before was just a shocking thing that was made out to be “nothing”, and swept under the rug – ok whatever … I did notice.. but whatever, wasn’t big deal – just noted, but not really thought of?

But then today… the one I thought would anchor another – 😳😮 mentioned something about a shocking thing on the same lines 😮

Because I never thought of that… I just be in the moment and love the moment – until you snap me forward and make me brace 😳😮 make me take notice of something

I remembered what was noted from the other one, instantly… when this one said something similar 😮 whoa

Alright so now my senses are alerted lol 🚨 interesting – sorry I am vague… hopefully you follow 🙏

Hmm… ok life, well whatever …

🤨

Gnite 😘❤️✌️

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  1. Gah… your cryptics baffle me!!

    No comment on country boy.

    I hope the company rewards you for all you’re doing for them!

    As for networking, I find it pretty easy to limit interactions to msgs and an occasional mtg.. no need to become BFFs with people.

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  2. I had to laugh Trisha! Sorry about that, but when I don’t understand what you’re saying, I laugh. Sounds like you have a lot of fun anyway. Keep it up, try to stay relaxed if you can. Tell your neighbors to stay at home. Enjoy your peace and quiet your way not someone else’s way. Have a great day Trisha!😀😺🌞

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    1. Lol – no worries

      I do have a lot of fun with them ❤️

      Relaxation is on day off.

      They leaving for some trip somewhere?? Utah? Some family graduation.

      They leave tmrw ✌️

      Then be peaceful for little while. 😊

      Oh I know that – I only do my way … I will tell it how it is. I am very direct if I need to be. But mostly I just stay to myself and stay away from all things lol ✌️😘

      I lost my family – battled Satan – beat cancer …

      So yeah I earn the right to say, do, feel – whatever I wish for my own life… Lol ✌️💪

      Hope you do the same 😊✌️ have a great night or day yourself ✌️🙌❤️

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      1. Hey, that’s great, you get some peaceful days without your neighbors around for a while.😁 I wish one of my neighbors would go away for a while too, like all summer!🙄😂😹
        I have another neighbor, she sits on her deck nearly all day, her place is higher up than mine so she can look right down at what I do whenever I’m outside.😳🙄 I can hear her on the phone with a friend (she talks loud) telling her everything I do!😂😹😲
        I can’t even be outside without someone watching me.😒
        Then there is the bear that keeps coming around.🐻 He has me scared now,😬 I’m normally never scared of wildlife. But this bear has charged at me 5 times now.😳😲🐻 That’s too scary. No one will do anything because I feed the birds and they say that attracts the bear.🤔🙄 So I stopped feeding the birds. Now if the bear kills me maybe they will do something about it!😠 I hope the bear doesn’t kill me however.🙂😟
        We finally had some hot weather, hot for us anyway.😎🌞 Temps in the 80s with humidity at 75 to 80%, which is high for us. Now we’re getting lots of rain and cooler.😬⛈
        Oops, guess I’m talking too much. Enjoy your Friday Trisha! And a nice quiet weekend!😀😺🌞

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      2. Neighbors 🙄 … this is why I like to be out and away. I like my space and privacy.

        I like to just have peace … I need it for my soul? So I just kinda keep to self and stay quiet. ✌️

        I don’t want neighbors to be right up on me. I definitely need space from things

        😮 I hope the bear doesn’t kill anyone 😮 that is scary that he charge you! Wow 😮😳 be careful – maybe get yourself some bear pepper spray? They sell that at sporting good stores – here anyway … make sure is legal in your area …

        (Although I will carry human pepper spray because I am not gonna be attacked by humans at night or anything ✌️ I am single woman – you better believe I have that) so actually …I don’t really care if legal or not… I don’t trust the courts, I don’t trust the government, and I don’t trust anyone else to protect me. ✌️

        Probably best not to feed the wildlife … not just for human safety reasons but for their own survival? They have to learn to hunt and find that? Cause if you not around they still need food.. they need their natural instincts

        https://www.nps.gov/subjects/bears/safety.htm

        Definitely be safe – those neighbors better help you if something bad happens !!! What awful neighbors if they don’t!

        I’ll have to get over and read your stories 😮 I have missed a lot here!!

        We have had THE MOST BEAUTIFUL week!! Temp has been perfect 70’s/80’s the sun shines, is bit windy at times… and then last night we even had rain!!!!! IN MAY 😮😮❤️❤️

        Has been beautiful, perfect and comfortable ❤️❤️ I wish all summer could be like that with those temps and have rain 🙌❤️

        It’s very unusual for us – but we are LOVING!! ❤️ want to stay like this 🙏❤️

        Totally hoping wishful thinking is a thing ❤️🙏😄✌️

        Have a great weekend Steve 🙌✌️❤️

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      3. Yes, I carry bear spray, it’s stronger than the kind sold in the US.😬🐻 This is made in the US but not legal anywhere there. It is just barely legal here, I had to go through a police check, they know I carry it.🙂 But I’m only allowed to carry it in certain locations. I also carry pepper spray for dogs, wolves, coyotes, just in case.😲
        Feeding birds is okay, it’s actually a good thing to do, it really does help them. But if people feed in winter they need to commit to feeding all winter. It’s a good way to introduce kids to the beauty of nature. I spent 30 years studying birds with our Canadian Wildlife Service and the National Audubon Society.🐦🦉🦆🦃🦅
        But there is certain wildlife people should not feed such as bears, wolves, coyotes, any dangerous animal.😬🐻🐺🦊🦝
        We had temps in the 80s as well, for several days, now it’s cold and rainy, very rainy! It’s only 40 today, too cold for this time of year.🥶 Glad to hear you got some rain, maybe you’ll get some more.😁
        Thanks Trisha!

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      4. Oh wow!! So you are informed of your wildlife ❤️ good! Just don’t make too close of friends with Bert lol

        We have coyotes here – I just stay inside when they come around but I think they are mostly scared of humans and dogs ?

        I just stay away anyway – their screams are enough 😳

        Nope so far no more but beautiful temp and day today ❤️🙌 78 degrees today – beautiful and sunny ☀️ 😎

        Tmrw 86 😳 and then we climb into next weekends 90’s 😮😳

        Have great Sunday 🙌

        Sunday Sunday Sunday lol

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