So funny thing lol … I am in California … I am using my own internet at my house… but I am on a work computer “laptop” …using “work network” for security.
So that makes me LOOK like I am located in fricken New York, NY … but I am on other side of country – just the IP address is registering me in New York 🤨🙄
So that means I get to talk with the fraud departments for these job posting sites so they can ask me questions of verification lol
Fricken work computers
At first I didn’t know what they talking about ?? What you mean I am in New York? Umm no?
It’s the IP thing, I have no idea.
But that was funny and made me feel like I’m trying to be criminal lol … but that is very good they check and verify!!
I sleep in and didn’t set alarm … I woke up at 7am and the first thing I think of is …omg I overslept 😮 …but then I remember is day off so I go slow lol
And then at 8:30am… there was drama on the group text, lol 🤦♀️
My phone was going off and was someone being put on blast by another 😮… and good morning lol
Then … at 5pm there are issues turning phones over and oncall things 🤦♀️ … but it is solved now.
Ahhhh day off lol 🙄
Tmrw I am working from home. 🙌
Ok so lots of things with work so we see 🤷♀️😳
I have to post ads for employment – I want people ✌️ for multiple locations – interested? MUST have hustle
We have a inside joke at work about a pretend goat.
It started with me and the guy I work well with lol … at first was just the 2 of us being dorks with it …
He said something about a goat, and I live in country, so I said goat was 🍀 “good luck” 🍀 one day lol
Well if you mention you have the goat, when you are oncall – things seem to go fine
But then we don’t wanna believe superstitions – is only joke/playful type thing lol …
But we haven’t been mentioning lately lol
So yesterday I sent out the message that the goat escaped lol
We want our goat back lol
😉🙏😘
Just funny
Yesterday that guy I work well with was exhausted from all the calls too and he is tired
We fight so hard
Yesterday he said to me – if no one cares, then why should I care? 😳😮
He is a rock to me… solid… so for him to waiver, made me feel little nervous. I just hope goes ok
I am a little nervous
And I have no idea what I come into this morning!
I have to run to another funeral home close to my home, grab something from them… stop at my bosses main base and drop off … then go to my funeral home.
I called in reinforcements for today – so should be manageable 🙏🙏🙏
Just nervous after yesterday 😳
Ok I get to go later today because of running around 🙌
I sleep very well – just like a teenager (I was gonna say baby – but they don’t sleep lol)
It started last night… my first call was at 10pm last night … and then I had 2 at midnight… and then 8am it just started going off 😮
In the morning … I came in and think: “I’m so exhausted… I only have 3 hours sleep – today should be fine – maybe I leave early?
Well that thought did not last long. 🤨 I had it for a moment
As soon as I switched the phones over, I get another first call… and then my director walks in and we trying to go over cases
I have a NON covid case that is really weighing on me?? It is because I can not process the amount of pain and anguish this family must feel – their pain is intense!! And I can not process the loss and how it happened – I can not process the level of pain that family has!! Omg 😳 I wish I could say!
So anyway… I know all loss is devastating, but this one is, above and beyond, devastating! So I can not fathom, what would be like, if I were in their shoes 😮😮 💔
The pain that radiates off them is intense too. So my heart breaks because is severely devastating loss.
There are moments when you come across a case and it will strike just the right nerve. Those are the hard ones because you want to cry for someone you do not know.
Well anyway… shhh 🤫
So I had that going on – plus I already had 3 from overnight – it was the beginning 😳
And I answer – is another first call – phone rings again and she takes it and it’s another first call … and then again and we could not answer at all!!! We were already with families and no one was avail to answer the phone
We went as fast as we could – many were covid … there were some non covid… but ALOT were and many were delta variant.
So that was just a lot. 😳
I called everywhere for help – please send anyone!! 🙏🙏
Please stay calm tonight 🙏 no dying!!!
See all you have to do is stay safe… precaution. Do you care for life or do you enjoy pain? Right? Cause seems like that to me
People just be like “la la la – it’s nothing” … ok no… it IS something!!!
So half of me wishes people would just heed a warning ⚠️ even just to be cautious is good. 😷 masks, 💉 vaccines – you have better chance 🙏
We need to suffocate it but it might be too late? And people don’t listen.
Ok please let this just be a fluke and not keep going … please let this be some sort of freak thing 🙏🙏🙏
Ok maybe it was just because it was Monday and life likes to make my Mondays all insane always 🤨
Every week I think 🙌 gonna be a good week and so far past 2 weeks been kicking my butt
And … I have zero of my own work done because I can not do my work 😮😮😮 I am busy doing other work!!! 😮 … because we don’t have the staff
I have emergency alert 🚨 out for help … so we see what they do if stays really bad.
Winter … I dread winter 😳 don’t try to convince me otherwise – only when we reach spring will I accept be ok lol ✌️
I just do. I’m sure it will be fine though, we can handle this right? It will be fine …
Do you ever wonder what if you died? Sorry to be morbid -(I was with death all day) – you just think of things, when you see and is in front of face all day! 😳
So I don’t know? What if that was me? 😮 I am fully vaccinated and wear mask always!! But I need booster soon. My last shot was in March.
So … I always think of the Christmas movie “It’s a Wonderful Life” it’s in black and white and is a classic.
I used to not want to watch it because it was old and in black and white lol …
But I give a chance and just watched it… because they played, and still play it, every Christmas holiday …
The story is beautiful …It’s about a man who believes no one cares about him. He is so sad he wants to take his own life.
An angel man stops him from taking his life and instead shows him what life would have been like for the people he made impact on if he had never been born.
The world was darker and worse and bad… because of the lives he had touched with his kind actions and words – because of him the world was brighter
When the angel gave him his life back… the man appreciated his life, and what he had in his life – he never took for granted again
And every time you hear a bell ring, an angel gets their wings 😉✌️😘❤️
Anyway I just like the story, because he sees his worth to the world finally. ❤️
So death makes me think of that… the people you impact. ✌️
If I died – I don’t know
Ok well anyway – I need sleep omg I need sleep!!! My brain is done for the day
I am so exhausted 🥱
I don’t even wanna care about songs 😮😮 omg see how tired – that never happens!!! Ever!! I always think of music… my music was silenced by today 😳
It exploded not just with me and my funeral home – ALL of them in the area also exploded!!
Omg you don’t even know!! We had our asses handed to us by death today!!
Ok so fricken listen – covid – delta … is gonna kill you unless you vaccinate – I am watching 20 & 30 year olds come in!!
I see kids the age of MY KIDS!!!
So suck it up and get your damn vaccine or say goodbye then.
So you tell me – you wanna lose the people you love or you wanna die ? Cut the shit and get your shot – unless you wanna play Russian Roulette – is only a matter of time and guess what?
Winter is coming – you fricken ready?!
I’m not joking or being funny – I being very serious. Please don’t die… is serious!!
You wear that mask and get the shot!! Seriously please
It was one right after the other constantly all day sometimes at same time 😮
Wtf
My boss even said OMG was there a massacre somewhere or something that we don’t know about?! – because it was like that!!!!! 😮😮😳
I had to pick up a decedent today from the crematory… omg they are inundated 😮 bodies everywhere 😳😳😳
Is not just my funeral home – is the entire area!! I called everyone looking for help because we were having soooo many… and they all struggle!! 😮😳
I be back I have more – I just left at 7:15pm 😳
I am not home yet – almost
Please be safe you just don’t listen please listen please please please!!!!!
Politicians are gonna lie to you, governments whatever – lies and you never know what to believe
But I am telling you covid roared today 😮😮 that delta 😮 … it buried us!!! 😳 please listen to me. 🙏
You have free will but I’m telling you please vaccinate and mask. 🙏🙏 you have no idea what I saw today!! Please
Just all of the sudden like that it went boom 💥 🤯😳
I had to take a personality test today for a work thing I am training on.
It’s to pin point my communication style and teaches me how to recognize things in others 😮
So my style is largely “analytical” 😮 (I never would have thought that!) lol … but I am very precise and take note and make sure I have things handled … I am very logical and clear with structure, procedures and rules … I just never would have pinned myself as analytical lol 🤷♀️ I am extremely accurate though lol … oh and there’s the planning thing too lol – ok fine maybe am analytical lol … it’s not bad – I just didn’t stop to think about it lol
Ahh the things you learn about yourself 😮 lol
My secondary side of style is:
Amiable
Ok well yes on that one lol
They got that one lol
I am mostly those 2…
I am also slightly expressive … not as much as other 2 ranked but is there. I am more careful with my expressions.
And there was one other category that I did not fit very much at all… it was called “driver”
I am not a “driver” type lol 😄
Drivers are driven hard – get results and steamroll over anything or anyone in their way.
I am definitely not like that.
It told me about all the personalities and how they react when backed in corner, and how to interact with each for positive result lol
So that would be why I work so well with that man lol … I am analytical so I am all about precise and correct information – assess the situation
He would be a driver – with a secondary of analytical
And then my amiable brings laughter and brightness to the table lol 🙌😄
But ok I see now…
Now I’m gonna be walking around analyzing everyone lol 😄😄😄 – sorry in advance lol – just checking out the new skill lol ✌️💋
My favorite guy would be expressive and amiable lol
Oh no …see now I am analyzing everyone lol 😮
Maybe you shouldn’t teach me these things lol
My boss is driver with secondary expressive 😮
Yeah see now I am thinking of everyone’s personality lol 😮
Now that’s in my mind lol
Very interesting course though – I did not expect to be analyzed but that was cool 😎
She is not a girl who should wear eyeliner. Lol … she is beautiful without that… but also …she just rubs her eyes without thinking and then it be all messy lol
She is not used to make up yet – she really doesn’t need though but whatever
I put a little on her so she could feel confident and beautiful for herself ❤️
And we leave to go to school.
Well first of all – it’s still kinda dark at 6:00am lol … so whatever … we get there and news crews from all the stations are setting up for the news story.
Our area has not had a new high school since 1907!!! 😮😮
So that’s a huge story. My tiny town that grew – now has 2 high schools 😮
Also… the high school is only taking in Grades 9 & 10… freshman and sophomores… so that’s also a small smidgeon of the story – there will be no junior or senior class this year. No graduations until 2024
My daughters class will be the VERY FIRST class to graduate from the school after ALL4 years 🙌 ❤️
My daughter is a 9th grader (aka Freshman) ❤️ CLASS OF 2025 🙌❤️❤️
As those 2 grade progress through school – the lower grades will then follow them up through the school
The school is absolutely beautiful and enormous 😮 so I’m sure the news was also showing off the new school. We are really proud and excited about it lol
And then back to school after covid isolation and distance learning, coming to brand new gigantic high school campus – another huge story.
And then of course just the first day of school in general lol
So was all over our local news today lol … but they were setting up when we got there …
We were first ones there other than the news stations lol 😮🤨
So I said ??? What time is school start?
At the time I asked that – it was maybe 6:30? And she tell me 8:30 🤨🤦♀️ I forgot a detail 🙄 I entrusted her with that detail, and she is my daughter… and I do like early …so the apple didn’t fall very far in this aspect lol – but time judgement is a thing lol
Whatever – so I made her take tons of photos lol ❤️🙌
And I also had brought my work laptop 💻… so did a little work while we waited lol ✌️
I used my phone as my hotspot 🙌❤️ (drains my fricken battery though 🤨)
Then time approached – and she saw her friends. Everyone ran at each other 😳 and they jumped in each other’s arms practically knocking each other over lol …
Then the whole group of them (about 8) are just hugging and jumping up and down with squeals lol ❤️
I still worked from home today – holy crap wait til I tell you all this work stuff!! 😳😮 many things … just like always lol – always something omg omg lol – yes it requires 2 “omg’s”!!
Just wait for that – I might make different post for that thing entirely lol 🙄
Anyway… school gets out at 3pm… so I had already planned with her to come late… that way I don’t have to deal with parent traffic ….which I was suddenly reminded of how much I completely HATE PARENT TRAFFIC… ughhhhh 🤦♀️
It’s the worst of the worst kind of traffic!! I need a emoji pulling out hair lol 😵💫
Anyway – so I went late and was STILL clogged 😮😮🙄🤨 but it was first day and all crazy anyway so whatever.
I parked and she came over… big smiles on her face 🥰❤️…
I said “let’s go have pizza 🍕 and you tell me all about everything” 🙌
So we did and I got to hear all about how amazing her day was! ❤️❤️
She saw old friends and even ones from elementary who were split to different middle schools.
And then she said something in a funny way??
She said “… and mum I just made new friends everywhere today – I would just strike up a convo and then we be talking”
Lol …well yes, that is normally how it works lol 😄😄
And so she tell me about this one new girl she met … I hear the whole story and then I asked … what’s her name?
And she says “I dunno” 🤷♀️ lol 🙄😄🤷♀️
So she is just loving school right now lol 🙌❤️
First day – lol 🙌❤️🙌
I hope she loves high school – I hope her experience is amazing – I am afraid of watching the first heartbreak 😮 – boy better run lol 💋✌️
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