Doby ❤️ he’s gotten so big… some would like to see pics … here is my baby…
In the beginning … 😮😮❤️❤️:
My little boy is growing up lol ❤️
His legs really long like mine lol… stretch 😄😄
His body is SOLID!!!! But everyday he more and more my baby ❤️
He is sooo funny ❤️❤️ also very heavy now. On occasion he be an asshole lol – but whatever – he listens and loves 💕 ❤️ I love him ❤️❤️❤️
As far as our weather, we under area flood watch because yes we have flooding. Currently it has paused raining … we will have one break from rain on Friday and then 40 days and 40 nights lol – kidding but yes for many many days
I am rained out… bleh … I need sun!!! I am dying for sun!!! 🥀
Here is my area info:
A lot of clean up of branches and trees and flooding in back road areas.
Monday they say be really bad … ok so we see
I would say we were taken by surprise on New Years Eve… we did not expect that much rain like that… and today was just boring rain, not pummeling
Here is another channels forecast :
Ugghhhh ..how much LOOONGER for spring???
God I need sun!!! And warm ness
California is USUALLY NOT this insane
And DO NOT even mention drought, come summer 😶 !!!! I do not want to hear that this summer!!!
Ugh winter … cmon … enough… I am ready for spring ugh please enough … I need sun and not be cold and wet all the time!!! I look like crap every single day …
At home look great … leave house and be drown rat 🐀
Things with military are going well.
But he wanna move really really fast and that is just not even a reality at this moment ??
I have a daughter I am raising… so … I’m gonna need understanding and no pressure with that
I enjoy seeing him yes … I like him and feel at ease … but work also kills me …
My life always just work and kids … so … is different to have someone suddenly in your life? I got used to not having that…. So is an adjustment – but would be that way probably for anyone while I am at this job.
And he’s like 40 min away… and storming
This week at work killing me!! But when is it not?
And I have daughter… so not gonna see him for awhile?? Not sure?
I like him and that’s fine with me… not that I don’t love being around… is ok to have life too? Happens
Meaning realistically – like tonight for example… I got so beat at work today!! Omg sooo busy and nuts and crazy… so I come home exhausted – it had rained all day
So ya know… I just wanna go home and get in my warm Jammie’s – and be all cozy comfy warm
… my job exhausts me and it’s winter and rainy!!! You lucky on a good day lol 😘✌️🤷♀️
And I work sooooo hard for years and years … to build and live HERE. So… my days of driving were over 🙌
But now I drive again – he’s worth it … but my job is so incredibly draining … so …. It’s just something to get used to??
I don’t wanna burn myself out completely – I would like to NOT become my own customer!! 😮
It’s just a very draining crazy job sometimes
We talk but this week with rain and then my week has been nuts – let me introduce my world
I don’t respond sometimes too … because omg I am in middle of crazy or something and sometimes I am only one there … so … is not because I don’t like… it’s just a crazy job and I respond first chance I get
So we learning
Well anyway – bedtime again 😩 I can barely keep eyes open they hurt
Since weekend storm maybe I get to hunker down and veg? 🙏🙏🙏 we see – I want to do nothing
😩 I just wanna be lazy for a day!!