Cherish

I’m a little mellowed? Or tired or burnt out – pick one … also I’m just kinda shaken with a tragedy too though

Train vs car … was an adult and a teenager – the adult died instantly and teenager survive and is doing ok but in hospital. So that kinda breaks my heart a lot

Even to say what happens makes me teary – I think of that teenager and the loss they just went through and then literally being in car while being hit by train and survives – they will never unsee or not relive that moment for the rest of their lives 💔 will effect them

Was not their time – they are meant for something

But also – I can not imagine the mental strength that “teenager” will need. My heart to them and anything they need.

Anyway – never try to beat a train no matter how much time is ticking – don’t do it – not worth your life!!

Also I don’t know if was trying to beat it or – that intersection where the train tracks are … one car can be up front and then rest have to wait behind… but if they were sandwiched in between the 2 front and back cars …they would be right on the tracks – and nothing they could do.

Parts of the car are still there – just makes me sad

Be smart – use your brain – time is not worth your life and things can happen in split second and your whole entire world changes in instant – so be respectful of that – you never know

I hope the teen is strong 🙏 and I am curious to see how people will do 🙏 but we see

Anyway – I got sleep today. I am still tired because was not much – just little nap because someone has energy for days – I do not

And yup – he’s my shadow ❤️… he does the funniest cutest things … although I do not really get moments alone – including bathroom … omg

Totally like another child lol … I was trying to make dinner and he was tangling himself in my legs so … no ….

I put tv on YouTube and there was this TV for Dogs lol … huh let’s see… it was peaceful relaxing music with a black lab? And a white lab? Running through forest or beach or whatever … well look:

Hahaha he fricken loved Dog Tv lol … I did not expect that from Mr Energy!! Lol see how cute and funny quirky he is ?? ❤️

(Btw I still have to paint and decorate but not on my priority list) …also yes my tv smaller than area but I don’t generally watch any tv – and if I did would be on my phone 🤷‍♀️ I only watch tv when kids come over sometimes – depending on what we are doing

Yes I am aware I have not placed a photo in my frame yet – I will – when I have one perfect for that

And check out this photo – this one sorta shows you the people eyes. They will probably turn brown – but right now they a dark greenish blue ? And when he looks at you – they just seem like people eyes and not dog eyes – weird and I don’t want to explain anymore ✌️ he has gentleness to him ❤️ inside all the energy that bounces off the wall lol

His eyes are incredible ❤️ little people eyes

… and those feet 😮😳😱

Yeah we love him ❤️ he was meant for us … or we were meant for him? Or both? 😊❤️

Cherish what you have always ✌️❤️

Gnite – maybe 🙏🙏🙏 dear god please let sleep be a thing tonight 🙏🙏

Ps – now I have dog things and toys all over my family room lol … so weird because I am used to always picking up …but he wants to be in center with all his toys 🧸

If I pick up a toy to clean and put away – suddenly that is the toy he instantly wants lol … so I do not win that battle – and I let my little guy have it ❤️ he can have all his toys if he wishes lol – he funny with it ❤️