So I dunno.
Day to day… I conflicted lol ✌️
I am probably just way over cautious? Maybe? Either way – I gonna learn a lesson. 😮😳
Also… I’m probably gonna be little tough ? Only cause protective. ✌️ sigh … you have to be!!! Seriously!!
You do not even know.
So we see… just takes time to know who someone is.
I am not sure – we will see – this should be interesting.
He text me earlier hoping my day was better than yesterday (it was) … and he say he bogged down with hurdles this week and can’t wait to see his little redhead … hmm 🤔
I texted back I was at store – which I was… after work me and the new girls went shopping 🛍 I adore my new girls!
I just get few things cause someone text me a list 🙄 I was gonna get shoes for self, but didn’t – they were platforms which I do love… but when I wear heals I tower over people omg … I do not like that!!! Omg my legs
Yeah I do not like to be tallest woman… I am normally 5’7” … but in heels 👠 … or platforms omg I sooooo tall!!! I can see over the clouds lol 😘✌️ pretty much ✌️ I don’t like it
So I decided against – I do not want to tower everyone – no I stick out enough – I am good. Ugh 😑
We all dressed in black and all sleek… there were 3 of us 😊
But just women in black lol ✌️
We forget what we wear after work – we don’t think of it … and someone stop us and ask us why we all in black suits shopping lol … she ask us where we work? We say Funeral Home
And she just recently lost someone. And kinda shared with us … that is touching to us, see with grief people are vulnerable … it hurts so they just come to us. They just wanna unload their soul, she say maybe she come visit and bring coffee lol – she was sweet woman – young woman.
I gonna have some community event to bring people to my funeral home. Don’t be afraid – we can give you information so you informed – there are many interesting and helpful things we can share.
And anyways – with the way the world likes to capitalize on fear … in todays world – isn’t it a good idea to just have this information or be informed about death – we are more than happy to make time to answer questions, or we are also kinda grief counselors but not really / it just happens with the job.
She also thanked us for what we do 😊❤️
Plus we see a lot of human emotion, so we are ok – yes please come talk to us – let us inform or help you 😊❤️ don’t wait until you devastated to know things
Anyway very very sweet woman – is kinda nice to always see humanity in this way? ❤️ where it isn’t anything but that loss – very honest and very human emotions – nothing else – just raw
Also today… something about a family caught my eye so I ask them a question? And then they brighten up and tell me all these wonderful memories ❤️ they came in sad and left laughing and smiling 😊 … and that is how you make it through grief 😘
We do for that ❤️ when you can give peace ✌️ I had no idea was connected to wonderful memories – I love too… and it just brightened and opened them up ❤️
Well anyway… so we shopping and that happen.
Then I get home, made a fast dinner and text him…
I dunno how I feel with this… is sending up my red flags – but then you know – it’s me… I am overly cautious…
Oh and then today… so… I speaking to someone I hire as contractor… and I talking to him about what I want done, can he do it and we discussing …
And then he says to me… ya know, you just have the greatest attitude … you are very nice and very friendly
Oh. Well thank you
And then he says … you married? 😩😑🤨
No, I used to be married to satan – but now I am not
If you gonna ask me that question, that’s what I gonna say lol
And then he says how is a beautiful sweet woman like you not married
Ok 😳 well because – I was married to satan, I am not now, and I rebuild my life. I am cautious with my time.
But see!! I tell you so you see – it’s always a thing
I steer the convo back to work and now I will be conscience of that.
Ahhhh do you see why I protective?
I think that guy is harmless, but it sends up my protection mode. I gonna be cautious and know to keep all business!
Yes. It’s flattering yes. I get it. Thank you … I just cautious and with business – I’m sorry I keep strictly business ✌️
And then so as far as guy goes…. I don’t know… I will see…just matter of time to show who is – so we see – I gonna give a chance – we see with concert guy…
You can not be insecure, I am not gonna do that … I’m sorry – if I want you – you won’t have to worry… you don’t have to really worry anyway… but I don’t have the energy to baby anyone …
I don’t have insecurity with men – just caution ⚠️ I don’t trust but not insecure – I will walk if not good
I’m thinking that I see this weekend? so we see
I want to be at ease and relaxed and not on guard with things. So when someone can do that – then that’s what I want ✌️… also add a fire – I do like that too 😘 … but let me be a person… that is gonna be a prerequisite so … we see
I don’t mind someone being their own person – I be supportive and all that – I be your cheerleader 😘
But you have to get to that point so we see – I want honesty sincerity and humanity so we see – rare ✌️
Cause listen – I handle my own self. I do not need a white knight to save me… I’m good.
If you sincere I will see. I don’t wanna be owned or anything bad. I want to still have my life – I still want my people, and what I do, and my family ❤️
I am just hard in this area. I don’t know how to not be hard because I am not given chance to be soft ✌️ I always have to be guarded!!
I want amazing life so… i want to be at ease and happy and always love life … I know life has punches and hard times, but I mean in general …
I can give that to self just fine… so… we see
So don’t bother if you not gonna be able to handle.
I rather know to start – why waste time?
But ok I will see – I’m totally not sure what I doing 😮 … this is not my thing – I have been out of commission for very long time – so yeah – I gonna be protective
Sometimes I have moments where I wanna believe the best- but we see ✌️
I will give life a chance – we see
You are tall 😳 yes tall people stand out. They just tower over everyone and others have to look up. It’s funny sometimes.
You told that you all were in black, I instantly got reminded you work in funeral so that’s why haha. Direct connection.
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Haha yes… I do not like towering over people lol
I usually do not do heels 👠
Yeah lol – there were 3 of us all in suits, didn’t think about that making us stand out 😮 but it did
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You and the girls need to make up a sign listing what is off limits (in the non-public end of the home!) 😉 Bet you could all have fun with that one! 😉 It’s Friday Eve, so, hang in there just a bit longer!! 🙂
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We have non-public areas secured already. Is prep room and some of the offices
Public is lobby, chapel, arrangement rooms, and urn release room
Public has many areas lol
Ahhh I know and I work so many hours I get half day tmrw ❤️✌️ ahhhh Friday ❤️
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Enjoy your long weekend!
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Haha we see lol … make it or break it right? Lol
We see – will make for some interesting stories maybe? Lol
So alright we see 😳🙏
Enjoy your weekend also 😘✌️ hopefully you nice and cool
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Thank you and yes, 26/27 (or 79deg) here, so, a good summer’s day! 😉
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Oh that’s nice weather – on the perfect side
How are your storms ? Lol
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Weather heating-up and still no sign of rain, unfortunately!
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No sign of rain in my area either and we still all hot
Been pretty mild summer though – but we still not done so we see
I wish cali got summer rain – I love love love summer rain ❤️
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We have some forecast for next week but we shall see! 😉
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I love your “we see” there we go 👏
We climb and flirt between 90’s and 100’s right now… no rain in sight for us – fire maybe? Lol 🔥 😳
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Let us pray; no fires!!!
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🙏🙏🙏 always 😘
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You need an aspie in your life, we let people be themselves, we be us, you do you 🙂
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You are in my life lol ✌️ sorta … here lol
I probably do already have some in my life? Pretty sure
I do same except I get overwhelmed if come at me too much too fast lol
I am not a little red corvette lol ✌️… usually 😉
I do have wild side which is probably tame for everyone else lol ✌️ but is there sometimes
I also let you be you – while I be me lol 😊❤️
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Ooh a little red corvette! I am partial to corvettes – racy!
I am talking cars of course 🙂
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Yes! Would be very cool to drive!! ❤️
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Totally! Top down and even more cool 🙂
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Lol … yes top down is coolest 😎
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