Status …

So today June 12th 2022 … would have been my parents 51st wedding anniversary …

My mother had been intubated… since Friday – today we took tube out. Swelling has gone down since removing but her tongue is black and blue so not sure what brought that on?

Her heart is operating at 35% … they running kidney tests, and tmrw at 1pm for a eeg to check her brain function … we speak to cardiologist (heart doctor) tmrw morning and we see how much time we have:

I have spoken to work and they know what going on … at a moments notice I be going back to Texas,

I will get flights lines up this week and see what able to do… they are expensive

I may ask if I can work remotely from a location there or my brothers house.

We are using one of my funeral homes when time comes / we are global… so she will have 75% discount because she is my mother 😭💔😭😭

So we see what happens – I will know more tmrw

I have been crying alot … I wish someone was closer so you could be with me through this 😭💔 cause I not do so well – it is my mom 😭💔

I have support … country boy been supportive, work has been supportive and whatever I need they do…

And my kids too… very supportive… I have wonderful gracious support ❤️

Many friends and my oldest offering to help me if needed – I am blessed with who is in my life ❤️ I am so thankful for my people ❤️

That is why I tell you so much – make sure you have good people in life! For moments like this

So … I really don’t know anything else in the world that’s happening – I am losing my mother so that is my only focus 😭💔

I can’t tell you anything else because I know nothing else 😭💔

I have been crying off and on … I picked up someone else’s birthday present today… I give it to them tmrw… they gonna help me with the flight info…

And with my work there will be bereavement time but not much – we are a global funeral company and we only offer 3 days bereavement… I will be adding vacation and see if I can work remote ? I can go to other funeral home and work out of there ?? Maybe for moment ?

Just everything is crushing at moment because is my mom 😭💔

But maybe good news from cardiologist tmrw 🙏🙏🙏 please pray for my mom 😭💔

I don’t even remember anything about me??

I don’t remember what I tell you?? Since I didn’t do tests … they reach out to me on Friday and say they have counseling that is part of my “team” so did I want that

Yes I do…. but that will have to wait

Whew – this gonna be a summer – not at all what I expect

Why I not see that? I should have known.

There is no DNR (Do not resuscitate) so I tell my brother – please keep her alive until I am there

😭💔 my mom 😭💔

He say ok and we see how this is week goes.

So I’m sorry I might not read or be here 😭💔 we see.

I was supposed to do many things this weekend – I did nothing

When everything happened – everything else went on back burner – is my mom

I don’t even remember what I was supposed to do?

I feel very foggy to remember things I have to do to function?

Tmrw I have work… I go early

I have to get to bed. I am tired

My mom 😭💔 don’t leave me 😭😭😭 but it’s ok if you do – I just love you 😭😭😭 💔 I have hard time because is my mom 💔💔💔