Ok so there is nothing like throwing everything possible at me all at once 😮😮😮 oh my!!
So yeah I want second opinion – I just look at lab work they want me to do… nope – it for my spine
Did you not hear what I say? It is not my spine is my breast … so I’m just not gonna schedule that… and I will book appt with another doctor.
She wrong – I’m telling you straight up is breasts so are you gonna listen or not? She doesn’t know me or my history and she’s wrong
So yeah we will just redo – those are the wrong tests. I am not going through shit again so… are gonna listen? Or just no?
I am not doing any of those tests – I will make appt with another doctor. The tests are wrong… so no. Didn’t listen so nope … it’s 100% the breasts!!
The fuckin spine – dumb – it’s not the spine. If you see photos I have you would understand so… I am not doing those tests. I will see one more doctor.
Yes, life is precious. Those tests are wrong. It’s my breasts not my spine so whatever – not doing. I gladly force myself to do, when they listen and know what doing
(I still want the nurse… she was amazing! She listened ❤️)
One more try. We see
Ok then daughter… I am disappointed in a grade she bring me. Also, lately someone has been umm?? I don’t know the word to use? Taking for granted? So… I tell her I am disappointed and explain where and what she is taking for granted.
That was big discussion – mostly me… I lay it down.
Ok so – ready little girl… welcome to mom’s summer training for the pre-adult lol 🙌
There will be subjects and fun lessons – so… summer 2022 …
Yeah woman gonna have some lessons this summer – don’t worry … this is my 3rd time
Then work… and of course I am always busy!! Crazy busy!! Always
But gas is climbing – and remember the job close to me? I want it… because I save so much just in gas – immediately – I could walk to work ❤️❤️❤️
I would not need a car!! 😮 I would have one for dr and stuff but I wouldn’t need it! Maybe I wouldn’t have one… we have a lot of golf carts and NEV vehicles that drive in my city 🙄 lol whatever – but that’s an option lol
They want me and position wide open… so I don’t know that I can say no? So that is pressure – how I gonna say no? … I think of gas prices and other things so… I don’t think I can afford to say no…
Usually it’s life that pushes me… now death is pushing me 🤨 it is pushing me closer to home.
When gas was normal… I liked working in another city… no one knew me there – just from where I work and I never know anyone who dies before they die. When I come home – it’s like an escape… different area – away from big city … is nice
But then I will be literally RIGHT HERE!!! IN MY TOWN 😮😮 I know people here… many… and they know me!!
And then my work will be closer to home… do I want death closer to home ?? Ummm nervously when I look at gas and wear & tear on car – ok yes fine come closer to home.
The gas prices – I just can’t and they supposed to go higher … so I think I have to take it? We see I gonna ask questions
But that’s little pressure to leave my group, my people. I still be in same company but another group and another funeral home. By my house 😮
I could walk
So how I gonna say no?
I pushed now
Ok so whatever
I dunno… is all just a lot
It’s a lot.
So leave my people 😮 go to new people 😮
No commute, no gas ⛽️ 🙌
Train daughter to adult correctly
And see another doctor.
Sounds like nothing- but it’s alot
I have millions of thoughts on so much!!
Oh yeah I also have to get the real license before my birthday because my drivers license expires on my birthday!!! Ugh 😑 the DMV
Omg so much stuff ✋ stop!! Ugh
Ok well whatever – I got it!