I am just so tired š„± a lot! I am exhausted and maybe getting burnt out? Not really sure ? We will see
Iām kinda quiet? I dunno ? Am doing okā¦ little overwhelmed, but just quiet.
I have so much work! I could work 24/7 if they let me.
No ā¦ it is not Covidā¦ we do not currently have any Covid cases
Is just the last of the 1920āsā¦ the 1930ās & 1940ās mostly. Old age or health issues mostly
Hospice care makes me little nervous. Iām not sure if I like the way they do things.
But cancer DOES hurt!! It really hurts!! I do not know how to describe? Like ache and pressure and hurt? I donāt know how to describe ?? But is awful painā¦
So medication is definitely needed to help comfort and make pain subside a little.
Itās just since I know that pain and then work in death and see hospice – it kinda just hits me a little. That kinda quiets me little bit. It just hits me a certain way.
So it just chokes you little bit
And I dunno ?? Usually Iām fine but Iām overwhelmed with work so maybe sensitive?
So I dunno? I am in thought with many things
Tmrw someone is coming to see my gutters and check them. I had him come give me a quote on Sunday ā¦ but he has to look and see if damage so he doing that tomorrow – after I get out of work
When he came on Sunday and I open door, he seem very taken back? And then was like āwell helloā
He seem like decent hardworking guy, comes recommended and is a veteran so ok
When he was leaving, he went to shake my hand – I thought? But instead took my hand like a man does a woman when he is about to kiss her hand lol
He did not kiss my hand, just gently took my hand and did ever so slight bow lol – that was different, but guys do funny things anyway, always, so whatever
I was kinda quiet and just smile.
So anyway – I have to go to sleep – I fell asleep after 5ā¦ and woke at 8pm ā¦ but I have to go back to sleep. I am so tired a lot lately!!
Ok I have to sleep – again – good night š“š¤š
Learning Life 
How galant!!
Did you make your big decision?
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No thankfully they out until Wednesday so I have til tmrw
But I canāt do the workload and let quality of life suffer and thatās whatās happening
I am getting burnt out
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I hope you don’t overwork yourself, and try to find a way to make yourself keep comfortable in the hectic schedule. I respect the work you do, it takes a lot of courage and a strong heart. I hope you take care. Have a wonderful week ahead!
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Awww š„° thank you very much – that was very kind to say – thank you. š„°
I appreciate that very much!
Itās crazy sometimes š³ definitely takes a certain kind! And is not always easy. You have to be dedicated š® itās death š³
Week has been little on the weird side – but we see it all. Weird is fine ā¦ was weird not crazy – except Tuesday was crazy!!! š³š³
I hope your week is going pretty well too! Hopefully not crazy āļø
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