So… it’s Monday – it was a Monday 😑 … breathe.
Ok… whew… alright… I do not know where to begin??
I have a bad thing coming tmrw. I hold my breath. I am nervous. It’s just not going to be good. There will be crying. Ugh 🤦♀️
There is nothing you can do… you know the locomotive 🚂 coming right at you… you see it headed straight for you – but are literally tied to the tracks 😮😳 … it’s a feeling like that 😮
So ok – tomorrow will be really hard or bad. I do not see it going well. Alright well, bring it.
Ok there is that tmrw. 😳
No choice but to handle.
The one thing is, I know what about to go down… but I am not permitted to say to person. So I keep quiet until the train hits.
Ok what else. Oh just many many things.
Oh… and… challenge guy still actually tries… even after I say no or that I am protective
He even tried the “well don’t let your life pass you by, you should enjoy and have fun” 🙄
But I do have fun in life and I don’t let it pass me by. I like the peace I have. I am protective with who comes close and there is no way I am having fun without closeness lol
He did not really hear the words I say. But whatever.
He is persistent – but no… still no… trying to convince me otherwise lol … nice try.
I am always going to say no to him – always always always. Because that’s the only thing he makes effort with – so nope 👎
So whatever 🙄
I just don’t pay attention, at all, when that’s the focus… you lose me instantly – he can say or plead whatever he wants – is still no.
He is not going to convince me otherwise… my ears turn off, because he’s only after that. So I will just be nice – but not listen. Also not change mind. I do not take seriously
Whatever – I’m just surprised hasn’t given up yet. Why still chasing? I am one person. There are many others who be fine with it. I am not.
Instead of understanding that and being supportive of… or appreciate/respect … he just tries to get me to change mind 🤨 … which is not happening !!! I will always say no because of that right there, and that’s just to start.
Like I said – just surprised he keeps it up – whatever. Always gonna be no.
Ok well I keep falling asleep writing this. I have to sleep for now I am too tired 🥱 I’m even too tired for music 😮😮😮
Good luck with whatever’s happening on Tues!
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I want to say but I can not say yet. Hopefully it goes ok. 🙏
Good luck for Tuesday 🙌
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Thank you 😊🙏🙏🙏
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