Alright… so today went ok. It was not horrible – not great – but not horrible.

I just had to fire someone so that is never fun.

Yes we are short staffed but this was necessary. All documentation and confirmation was given from way high up.

It went ok. We kept it simple and professional.

So that’s done.

Was a hard day with that though.

I really don’t know what to follow that with…

Now I need to hire more!

I need 2 full time and now 1 part time.

So there is that.

I’m a little concerned about someone else, but we will see how that plays out. I’m just gonna say that for now. I just want to say that cause could be issue.

Anyway. I’m tired. And I don’t really have a lot to say. Today took a lot, so I’m kinda silent.

😮😮 I wanted that song and found that video 😮😮 … and it’s September 😮

The 20 year anniversary of the World Trade Center is this year 😮 20 years 😮😮😮

It is really eerie to see them like that again. It’s like a ghost. It instantly makes my stomach feel weird.

20 years 😮 has that much time already passed??? 😮 it does not feel like that long ago

But my middle child was born a month after that happened. He turns 20 in October.

Anyway – was weird to search that song and find that!! In September of the 20 yr anniversary 😮 Just odd it popped up for me – kinda caught me off guard to see that. I didn’t know that video existed – I’ve seen their original video – this one is different. I’ve never seen this one. It’s very eerie to see like that and know.

Anyway. I am not really myself tonight. More silent than usual. Just in thought I guess?

One of my coworkers gave me this funny little doll… it’s called a “Dammit Doll” lol

It has a little saying on it …

It reads:

Whenever things don’t go so well, and you want to hit the wall and yell, Here’s a little Dammit Doll, that you can’t do without – just grasp it firmly by the legs and find a place to slam it. As you whack the stuffing out yell Dammit! Dammit! Dammit!

It’s funny because of things that go on. 🙄😄 but I don’t yell. I also don’t like to really hurt things even if is a doll – lol

I just can’t slam it lol

You will know if I am really mad – I usually and pretty mellow… but eh driving is a thing lol ✌️

I swear when driving lol ugh 🤦‍♀️

I was really SPOILED having the highways to myself once upon a time – cause I dream of how that was 🙌

I totally savored, as much as I could, because I knew would be once in a lifetime 😮😮😮 🙌

I swear I heard angels singing on those rides!!! ❤️ 👼👼 ❤️ 🙌

Ahhh that memory makes me smile ❤️ for one minute I owned the road 😮🙌❤️ it was pretty amazing

And then here we are 🤨 … so I really like that memory ❤️

See … this is why I blog… well one reason… because I can start out really silent …and not want to talk much… and when I write it out – it’s just a little better ❤️

Ok well – bedtime because tmrw I am meeting with Fire guy 🤨🙄😮 – I have so much things!!!

Ok well whatever – gnite


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  1. I’m sorry you’re going through hard times. You show a lot of strength by enduring!

    I didn’t watch the vid – but I clicked through to see what it was.

    The 31st was the 24th anniversary of Princess Diana’s death. It’s one of the few events where I recall exactly where I was when I found out.

    I’ve been stuck in a loop of anger, disappointment, and wondering why 26 was the only truly happy year of my life. I’ve been on wp but closed all my curtains and barely gotten out of bed.

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    1. Thank you ❤️ not easy. Lots of pressure.

      That’s crazy 24 years with Princess Diana – I remember where I was too!

      Is same with 9/11 – I remember where I was for that too.

      Awwww I’m sorry… I need to get over to your page and read or eventually talk to you lol… I need to catch up!!!

      Well don’t feel too bad – because we all have those amazing “glory days” and then life happens 😑

      What was so great about 26?


      1. 26 was when I was with Joel, got thin, became a nationally known faghag, was treated like a goddess. I “found my tribe” and described the time as “dreams I didn’t even know I had came true.”

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      2. Awwwww that sounds amazing 🙌❤️

        I don’t know what time I would pick for the best moment of my life – the births of my kids was pretty amazing! ❤️ it was amazing to love someone before you met them 😮 just purely ❤️


      3. Awww ☹️

        Well I hope gets little better here and there – my life is crappy sometimes too… but sometimes is also amazing 🤞🙌

        I’m sorry you feel sad – you should email me your address and I will send you a smile 😊❤️


  2. Some dates never go from our minds, they are etched there forever – l remember clearly the day the WTC fell and feeling terrible when l heard and mortified when l watched the news. I also remember where l was at precisely the time that Diana died and whilst l am not a royalist, l do remember feeling very sad at her loss.

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    1. Oh yes – those moments completely etched in our minds!!

      I remember when Princess Diana died – we felt that loss too because she was first royal to be humanly reachable ❤️

      We watched her get married, have kids – be human ❤️ Care about people.

      So very very sad loss!! 💔 so young – forever beautiful- forever legacy ❤️ she was very loved – but I don’t know she knew just how much?

      When the World Trade Center happened we were all in shock. And the loss of life and trauma to see was awful. We were stunned.

      It was mortifying. ☹️💔 still is.

      Only my oldest was old enough to know what was going on with the World Trade Center …and saw history with us.

      The other 2 only hear about it or see documentaries because was before their time 😮

      At work when I have people past 100… I just try to imagine all the things they must have seen and experienced in their lives – can you imagine?! 😮 even in my own lifetime the changes are crazy, the events even crazier 😮 so imagine all that lifetime someone over 100 has 😮😮 always gets me!!

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