I end up handling 2 funeral homes again. I had to do reports and outreach …
So I bought some nice little presents 🎁 to give out.
I have 2 churches I will go to tmrw – one Catholic, one Jewish …
Saying hello 👋… no one knows me yet 😳 I have to go out and introduce self – because I talk to them all the time, and work with them – but they do not know me. Never seen me
…and then I am saying thank you to our flower shop – because they go above and beyond for us always…
When we say jump – they say how high? So yes – thank you ❤️
For the 2 churches – I will be bringing pastries – cause church pastries and coffee all go together lol. So sounded perfect to me.
Hello – guess who I am? Here are gifts – remember us and recommend us please 🙏
For the flower shop – I will bring chocolate gifts and hand sanitizer – thank you for having our backs ❤️ – I bring chocolate and keep you safe 😘
I have to do one more – but someone, has not gotten me the info yet
Today someone called to inquire on information.
I will always take my time with you and I can make you feel instantly at ease with me. I have a very calm gentle caring demeanor
Whatever you need, whatever questions you have, anything. I will make sure you are comfortable and understand.
Anyway so that happened today
I know I am competitive with other funeral homes – I want you to come to ME.
Some may be more grand and beautiful … mine is like the comfort of family … so I have to aim at the care and service that we provide – we are REALLY good.
Anyway… so the person tells me… they were given a list of places to call – and mine was not on that list.
When I asked how they learn of us…
They tell me… because your name is one of the best in the area, your reputation for caring for families. ❤️
They said if you ask locals – we are one of the best ❤️❤️🙌❤️❤️ yay!!
We are higher cost than some – I do not set the prices for the location.
So my aim will be how we care for you ❤️ we will be the best – and our name will be on everyone’s lips – you watch – I will make that happen ✌️ I will aim at that. You watch my numbers
No one can come close to us in compassion, so let’s see how far I can take that. That is where I am going to separate us from the others 😘
I do not mind attention if it is for work… then I want attention lol
But outside of business hours – I do not wish to have any attention lol
I had to shop at store today for those gifts and omg – I just don’t want to go out to public places – I am tired
It is always a thing!! And I’m all dressed up too, so that never helps the situation. That makes it a million times worse, because I am all done up!! Yeah like that doesn’t catch attention or anything 🤨 I might as well pull up in the hearse lol
And no I do not… it is bad enough I have to take it to car wash and gas station lol. I do enjoy bringing it to be serviced – that is fun lol
I have news to share about work. But I am just completely exhausted – I will share another time maybe
Oh and check this out – remember fire guy?? He had to come do re-inspection today… inspecting my work on completing the list he gave me.
My work is flawless – you tell me what you want and I will have that and all the details.
He said – I already knew you would have it all done – because you messaged me and asked me questions and I could tell you were a person of your word.
He said some will just not be compliant or not really care about getting done!! 😮
Why would you not follow regulations?
I asked “don’t you shut places down for non-compliance?”
He said they are turned over to code enforcement which then goes after them.
I like him – I got to talk to him for a minute – good guy … excited for his job – loves his job
So next year they be back 🙄 I be ready fully this time lol – you will not find one thing wrong 😘✌️
But yay!! I passed compliance ❤️ fully ❤️
Have all Friday reports completed for 2 locations – have outreach ready and packaged for the locations they are going to ❤️ and I will be dressed to the 9’s … because 1st impression… remember me 😘✌️
You have one chance at a first impression – so better be good.
So I want to draw attention. And then I come bringing gifts lol … and none of them know me – they do… but only over phone lol
So. Ok … I am more comfortable with attention when is work related … if isn’t related to work, I hide from it…
But at work – I think it is ok. We see lol ✌️
I do not mind drawing attention for a work purpose
If it’s for work… there is a reason to draw the attention.
I have a focus and an aim. ❤️
But if is on my own, I do not like attention very much. I guess it is that I feel – that’s my personal space … so only the people close, can really be there – the ones I love and trust ❤️
So yeah I guess like that ?
At work there is a purpose… on my own that is very personal … I think that’s it!! 😮
Also… I have this horrible itch tonight … I can feel the itch INSIDE – it’s like under one of the implants and I have no feeling in my chest!! So no matter how much I itch – I feel no relief – there is nothing … I can not get to the itch and it is driving me insane!!!
I can feel the itch!!! But I can not feel the scratching, rubbing, moving or anything else I do!! ugghhh – it’s like torture
I wish my scars were zippers – I could unzip for a moment and try to fix that
Instead I have an itch I can not scratch lol 🤨
I do not understand how I have no nerves and no feeling … but yet, I can feel itches – this is not the first time
Are they ghost itches? Where you remember the feelings? But it really isn’t there?
Kinda like when you lose a limb – you sort of have a ghost limb?
Or lose a loved one… you keep imagining… they walk right through the door like normal
It’s it that? Cause it fricken itches so I can feel an itch and it does not feel like a ghost itch
But the mind can also trick you? So not really sure – but I itch and there is nothing I can do!! Totally torture
I never had inside itches before all this.
And thank god I am home because it is my breast and I want to itch – but I feel nothing so it’s just not going well
Anyway – I have got to go. I don’t have enough hours or enough sleep!! 😮
Good night – I will be around on weekend ✌️😘
I will read soon ❤️