So yes, I am tense. I can not find my calm.
It all makes me feel sick- I will explain later. I need to lay down.
Btw – it’s not depression?? Because I am not sad?? I am overwhelmed. Not sad ??
I will try to be back later – I lay down for little while ? Maybe? 🙏 we see
I have urge to go silent and withdraw but I won’t. I’m just saying that the urge is there to do that.
Ok I need to lay down