I worked today, but I was so busy at work… that it was over before I even realized! ๐ฎ๐ณ
We had a huge huge funeral last week, it went off amazing… sweet sweet family… they came and picked up death certs… was a little sad because you know, the death is still fresh – so the pain is too. Thatโs hard – I want to hug sooo bad… she had tears in her eyes!!! But a hug is not ok, so I canโt – that is hard.
I could only comfort with words.
And then… we had a zoom meeting today so of course – I am complaining because I have to be on camera ๐๐คจ๐ … so invasive – I hate that
Dude I am at work!!! Do you REALLY need to see me??? I am uncomfortable with that… I hate that!!!! They know what I look like!!! Why is it so important to actually SEE me??? They have my fricken photo – is that not good enough?
So… I donโt like zoom meetings lol … and I was complaining before the meeting started…
Until my coworker ๐๐… says here letโs just put you at the beach… you can be at the beach ๐… and she did something – and I was at the beach ๐ฎ๐๐โค๏ธ
Then I was happy ๐๐ you have no idea how hilarious that was – I dunno was like a green screen thing or something – it put me on the beach ๐๐
But sometimes – it would make me disappear? Lol and at one point my manager says – where are you? And someone says – sheโs probably in the water or getting margaritas lol ๐๐โค๏ธโค๏ธ I was right there but it colored me out of the shot – so I really liked that lol… I was only there sometimes lol
If we can do meetings like that, then ok I wonโt mind the camera as much cause you distract me with the beach and that was really really funny ๐โค๏ธ that was brilliant
This was the beach I was virtually at today ๐๐โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ

Sorry leendadll – donโt listen to the song lol – it was just awesome to match my virtual beach visit today ๐๐โค๏ธ
I did NOT know you could make zoom fun!!!! They are not going to let me do that all the time… I actually like it so they are not gonna let me do that – I have way too much fun and laughter during a meeting lol – that is not allowed ๐๐โ๏ธ whatever – today I got away with it… and I didnโt complain after that…
If he wanna see me – let me be on the beach lol – Iโm cool with that
It was different and had my attention like that. Otherwise I donโt like it lol – funny how that is. One simple perspective
Itโs covid – they should just let me. They have my attention that way lol… otherwise I spend the whole meeting trying to get out of the shot and not wanting to be in it – or wondering how I can break the camera lol- waiting for to be over – I pay less attention cause those meetings suck and I hate being on that camera !!!
Today I liked it because of the beach!!! Just let me do that lol … it makes it better!!!!!!!!
And then ๐๐๐ my coworker is a Trump supporter – but I enjoy her and sheโs hilarious and we respect each otherโs views and opinions – she is kind and has her views but never pushes them on me – and I do same… we laugh a lot – shes awesome!
Anyway ๐๐ remember the guy friend he text and say he voted lol … so she texts him back and says โyay to another 4 yearsโ ๐๐๐๐ which then sends him into a tizzy and he sends a funny face ๐๐ but itโs really funny – we tease each other
We were all joking.
We had a lot to do so only momentary jokes. Mostly work… I was ordering books and handling calendars, death certificates, deliveries, calls, families etc etc
I also voted … just gonna see what happens … what is done is done after today. ๐บ๐ธ we see

I have tmrw off… not doing a damn thing! Maybe – that is my plan??? But I do always say that, and I end up doing stuff ๐คจ … can I just be at the beach?? Lol ๐
Anyway – woo hoo… no work tmrw… no plans … woo hoo!!! A day of nothing … โmaybeโ ๐๐๐ we see ๐คจ I am not feeling confident I will do nothing
Well Iโm off to read for little bit and then probably sleep ๐ค
Good night ๐ด ๐ค … and good morning ๐๐โค๏ธโ๏ธ
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A day of Nothing sounds so wow ๐คฉ
A mind at rest is what we need ๐๐
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Yes totally!!! I am totally looking forward to sleeping in and moving slow – doing nothing โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ woo hoo!!!
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I have to Zoom with video tomorrow morn. GAAAHHHH!! I can’t use backgrounds but am hoping to find a beauty filter cause it will be a bunch of strangers. I mean, I’m not pretty IRL… video is even worse!! WHHHYYYYYYYYY are they requiring vid?!?!?
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Ugh ๐คฆโโ๏ธ
I just do not like the video aspect of technology for the work place ๐
I donโt mind what I look like on camera – thatโs not my problem… the issue I have is I just hate it lol … I feel is invasive and not needed … itโs dumb for me to sit there and stare at everyone and then my focus is not at all on the meeting itself – I retain nothing other than how much I hate zoom meetings and do not want to do!!
If you just use the phone I am focused – fine with phone meetings
I am always dressed up and look really nice at work… I just donโt want to be on camera ๐คจ๐ they force it – I rebel … I am good worker and work very hard – you got issue with me not being on camera oh well – fire me then. โ๏ธ
I am not trying to be on camera or I would move down to LA and try to be actress – otherwise I donโt want that bullshit – yeah I feel that strongly
So whatever – fire me then
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i worry about being judged on my appearance for no reason. and judging me is the underlying intent tomorrow.
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I donโt care about anyone judging me? My thing is peace and privacy / I donโt like to be forced. It makes me uncomfortable but yet they force it.
I kinda saw your YouTube thing – I thought you were actually very pretty.
You could wear a mask? Would that help? Who cares what others think? They either gonna accept or like you as is – or not
If not – then they not really worth caring about then.
I think you are pretty awesome ๐โค๏ธ
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