So far so good!!! No one has come to see me today – woo hoo!! Is going well- nothing really to report. (Knock on wood)
Other than I am very cold 🥶 we are only 72f… aka 22c
I really hate Celsius, it sounds sooo cold to me!!! I like it to sound a little warm-ish!! Especially when I am cold.
But yeah it’s cold!!! (To me)
I don’t think I am ready for winter yet. I am not adjusting to the temperature decrease very well 😮
I am purple blotchy with goosebumps and my hands are freezing!
I am most definitely a summer girl ☀️
Been using the heater at home past 2 nights!! And believe it or not 🤨… we are under fire watch/warning from today 8am until Tuesday 1pm (in my country area) because of the winds 🤨
Seriously? It just needs to rain already… just one day (preferably without lightening) don’t cut my power when is freezing out!!
I show zero rain through at least first week of November (I didn’t look past that) bleh
I have to get better at being warm!!! I do not have the right temperature!! Ugh tons of clothes and jackets 😝😝😝
Ya know, when we first moved to California from Massachusetts – we used to be in tank tops in fricken November and laugh at the people wearing parkas in 60 degree weather – it was sooo funny!!
But NOW I am one of them 😮😱
And that my dear – is called Karma 😄😘✌️kidding … but I am one of them now!!
Ok so winter clothes time 🤨 funny how that happens… whatever ✌️
I was rushing this morning, forgot half my stuff …but is just my own personal stuff I like to lug around so not a big deal – I just want it lol ✌️ I can suffer whatever
Anyway… I got into work and there is a note 😳😳
The note gives me a description of a man… tells me not to open the door … and if it is someone in particular – the note literally says “do not engage” call security…
Does not even give me the number for security 🤨… so what is that… 9-1-1??? Cause that’s what I will be calling then 😳 wtf
But some other guy supposed to be stopping by today 😮
I do not know what ANY of these people look like…
I have a description of the “bad man” lol … but what if other one looks similar?? 😳😮
Please nobody kill me today 🙏
What the hell is that to walk into??… I am all alone 😳😮 … now I don’t want to open door for anyone 😳
Please no one come to my door today 🙏😳🙏🙏 please do not kill me today!!
This morning… I pulled up to work… and the security guard is right up in front of my gate 🤨
I can open the gate off my cell phone… I hit it down the street before I get there so I can just zoom right in and it be open… it was opening just as I pull up …
I went around the security guard and he pulls right in with me 🤨😮😳 what??? They never do that… what is that???
I park… he parks…
😳 was really weird… I get out and he talking to me… just weird… that usually doesn’t happen so I was caught off guard – he must be new.
I can’t believe he followed me into the gate! So weird!! Whatever – no one usually follows past that gate… he was boom right there.
So far, good morning ☀️❤️ chilly ✌️ … I actually had heat on last night… house was so nice and warm this morning ❤️ ahhhh heat ❤️❤️❤️
We had an amazing night last night ❤️❤️❤️
They walked in and was like Birthday wonderland… 19 was all smiles ❤️ my little boy ❤️
We had a really nice dinner – and right after dinner I said … ok cake? 😄😄
But everyone was like omg we too full, no cake yet 🤨😄 fine… so I asked maybe every 20 minutes until they said yes 😄❤️✌️
They first question me… what kind of cake is it? I say chocolate … they all moaned 🤨 when I make vanilla they don’t eat it all!!! And then I am stuck with it … and I hate vanilla 😝… trust me I know how these people are!! I made them 😄✌️
So I bring out the cake 🎂… we sing happy birthday 🥳 … and he blows out the candles 🎂
I have one… the girl… who does not like frosting … I tell her … no this one you will like… it is light and nice… not sickeningly sweet… but yummy…
So I cut them all a piece of cake 🍰… they all ate every part of it… and then wanted more lol (see!!! I know these people!!) all night long they wanted cake … and now it’s gone already… see how well that worked out 😄❤️
You should always just surrender to the fact that “Moms” know everything lol 😘✌️❤️ … a Mom should rule the world.. we would protect you and know what you want/need 😘❤️
Anyway… we laughed alot…
I had switched back over to shorts yesterday afternoon, I couldn’t handle keeping the pants on!!
I went to sit down in a recliner type chair … and I lounged back… it does not have a foot thingy… but I have a hassock? So I had my feet on the hassock… my daughter was to the side of me…
And she’s like “omg your legs are so long!!!!” … it was because she see my legs extended out from the side view 🤨
Lol… I am aware of this 🤨🙄… I can not just go buy normal pants because they will never be long enough!!! 🤨 … I either have to find a store that sells tall people pants (I am not overly tall…’just long legs 🦵) or I have to order online… it is very annoying! Also a reason I hate pants lol ✌️
And with skirts or dresses – everything looks shorter on me cause the legs are so long… but it is not actually short!! It only looks that way 🤨 – “optical illusion” 😘✌️
Do you know a game called “You don’t know Jack?” Lol … Jackbox games… we played those and just laughed and laughed and laughed – it was fun ❤️❤️❤️
They stayed really late and I had to work early this morning… so I did not get a chance to do last night.
They like my new car 🚙… I was like you guys wanna go for a ride? Lol … no one wanted to do that 😄😄
It’s really nice though to just enjoy the moments with each other ❤️ I love my babies ❤️
Ok well I have to get back to work… I’ll be around here and there or after work ✌️
First thing… I got email from daughter school… some kids are back in school… some stayed with distance learning… the ones who went to campus went back on October 6th…
Here we are at the 23rd and guess what… cases all over that school – they in danger of shutting down again
Idiots for opening the fricken schools – did you seriously think a school would not spread any sickness ???? That’s what school does!!!! Hello!!! McFly!!!!
Anyway… so there is that… then they want me to come to school to get her id and pictures 🤨 ughhh can you hand them to me outside?? Lol … great so they getting infected and want me to come down and get 🤨
I did already – I got all spaceman suited up – cause nope!
Oh yeah and some woman today… came over to me… we both in masks and she says to me… do I know you? 😳 you look familiar?
I said umm I don’t know probably not?
And she thinks for a minute and asks me where I work 😳
Lol so I told her 3 funeral homes, so I hope you don’t know me from work lol
But when I said that… she went in to saying “oh thank you for doing that, you are an angel, that is gods work, thank you so much – you must be very compassionate”
😳😳😳
I have never had that response before … she was very sweet and very kind lol … I just did not expect that at all – I have never had someone say those things to me… it’s usually – ohh isn’t that creepy lol… so that was a nice change of pace
It was cold today… not to normal people… just cold to “me” … I was freezing this morning!! Omg (the high is 80f/26c) but the morning was freezing and I was cold all day!!! I had to wear pants 😝😝😝 ughhhh I just prefer shorts – I’m so restricted in pants!!! I hate pants … plus I like my legs to keep color… that is not easy when you have to wear pants 🤨 I wore jeans though… but still!!! I was uncomfortable all day between having material on my legs and being so cold!!!
This is going to be a long winter – I am not ready for pants ✌️
And then… I am just absolutely loving the car ❤️❤️ so much ❤️
I figured out how to get the bass in my car!!!!!! ❤️ I got bass ❤️ thank you for my bass leendadll ❤️❤️❤️
The lady who had the car… had the treble up and the bass way down – I fixed that immediately!!! Now the bass is way up and treble down little bit – now it thumps quite nicely 😄❤️ for a tiny little thing – pretty decent – wooo hooo bass!!!
I will have to pull out some big bass songs for driving to work lol – I fricken love bass ❤️ I want to feel that ❤️ I love when you can feel the bass!!!
In high school… the boys used to fricken pack their cars with these gigantic subwoofers omg yes!!! You could rock the entire neighborhood with those it was bomb ❤️ probably why my hearing is not the best but whatever 😄😘✌️
Ok have to run
Oh one last thing I spoke to someone from work today about some work related thing… but I was half in work mode and half in my own mode… I was rushing around… when I went to say goodbye 😳 I just out of habit with my family on a day off … said “ok bye love you” 😮😮😮😮😳😳😳😳 omg – this is why you can not call me on days off… I do that cause I am not in work mode lol – all I talk to is family and friends I love like family – not usually work
I immediately realized and apologized and it made them laugh so whatever but omg
Must pay attention!! ✌️😘
Ok they be here shortly – I be back after 😘✌️ … love you lol 😄✌️ totally kidding… but that’s how it was 😮😳😄 have you ever done that??? Omg
I do not know the Middle East except for you know news stuff… I know history, but I don’t truly know what is like there currently other than the news – which I take with a grain of salt 🤨… I heard this morning there is terror threat from Turkey against the US Consulate… why?
Anyway… here is what he just say… tell me … is this the truth?
I will refrain from saying how I feel… cause again every time I go to write it is harsh!!!!! I can not write anything about him without being HARSH!! 😮 not one word!!
Why do I feel like I have to apologize to the world? 🤨
Today… 19 years ago… I had my second little boy ❤️❤️❤️
I am the mother of 2 men 😄😄😄 when I say it like that – it is weird 😄❤️ and I don’t seem that old… 😳😮
Sounds so long ago – but feels like just yesterday ❤️🥰
I made him a cake 🎂… I went chocolate this time… usually they ask for vanilla and then I am left with a big vanilla cake and I hate vanilla … so I went chocolate this time! ❤️
We will NOT be in the club 🤨😄✌️… the mom club maybe… but we will be partying like it’s his birthday later 🥳 🎂 woo hoo!!!
He’s my little Halloween boy 😄😄😄 scary one 😄 I’m kidding… he is very sweet… thinks he’s invincible currently but whatever lol – fricken 19
When he was little he was in love with Thomas the Tank Engine 😄❤️💙❤️
He had a little wooden Thomas that he carried everywhere he went … so much that the paint began to come off but he wouldn’t let me replace it – he gripped that little Thomas like it was glued to his hand 😄💙
He had a little train table with the Thomas characters … I had Thomas and friends everywhere!!! Train tracks and trains constantly 😄🙄 I don’t even know how that started!!!
The oldest was Blues Clues 🐾 💙❤️ (with the original Steve 💙)
I’m just gonna use the original video… from 53 years ago. If I use the ones from 2020… I just want something that encompasses all of it… not just one part… and I don’t want any video to be run on any political lines. So again … I am going with the original version – cause those words hit… you know what goes on America
And then let me also add this one… cause where is the love… in 4 years, we stand here with anger and hatred… we are divided… where is the love?
So I did it… I’m gonna take it… I have a new car ❤️❤️❤️
Woo hoo!!! ❤️❤️❤️
It was so nice driving a car that I didn’t have to pray wouldn’t die on me!! And not having to open hood constantly and handle fluids 😝😝😝😝
It’s cool… it will be good for now!! And isn’t dying… I took it on the highway and to my mechanic guy (who is fricken balls awesome!!!) anytime I need him – boom he does it!! Such a sweetheart… (but I don’t really think he is?? Maybe is just with me?… cause a customer was walking out and says shop is so busy all the time and he’s such an asshole 😮😄… I said …eh well he IS that good (he is never ever an asshole to me!) the customer said – “well that’s true – he is the best”
He took time for me instantly!! Checked under hood… looked at everything – took for test drive… hooked it up to his machine… blah blah blah… asked me a bunch of questions about the car … I told him my situation and what my choices were as well as what my concerns were
But he said for that price yeah I would buy it… he does NOT like Korean cars though?? – he likes Japanese … he likes my Toyota cause those are good little cars … but he also hates Mercedes for some reason??
But he said this was good deal… he said once you buy it – you should change spark plugs and replace oil so you know where you are to start… I said “well you know “you” gonna be doing that” 😄✌️
I will have to book that appt
So I told her yes… now I have a car to get me through and it’s a cute little thing… kinda electric blue there … but I like blue… I just don’t like being noticed that’s all
But is a cute Little Zipper car. It’s decent … I like it.
Not crazy power like I like… but I can deal with that. It’s a nice car.
So once I told her yes… I detailed it and cleaned it lol 😘✌️😄
So one less worry… car handled … check ✔️- woo hoo 💙
My new car 💙 (not really new, new to ME) lol ❤️
Oh and … I have a disgusting story… if you don’t like disgusting do not read any further – it’s really gross 😝😝😝
Omg soooo gross!!! I warned you…
So after driving many places lol, and then detailing and washing… I had to go home…
I fricken live in the country 🤨 which normally I love ❤️ (because of the amazing peace)
On my way home 🤨 there were buzzards? Vultures?? 😝
They were on the side of my road at some roadkill thing 😝😝😝
I slowed not to hit them and create more road kill… they see me coming … one flew off no problem …
The other one waited til the very last minute and when he flew off … he still had intestines attached to his foot or something cause omg disgusting… if that went on my freshly washed new car … I would have been sooooo mad and grossed out by this buzzard guy!!! Omg – I had never seen that before and was totally gross!!! Ugh 😝😝😝
I stopped because no!!! I waited for it to fall and drove completely around that!!! Ewww!!!! Can nature do that where I can’t see??? That was the grossest thing I have ever seen… and I work at a funeral home!!!!!!!! 😝😝😝😝
Dont poop on my car and do not drop intestines on my car!!! Gross
See told you was gross!!
Fricken things you have to deal with living in the country 🤨 some is really gross or scary! Whatever – I am still attracted to the peace. That is Mother Nature … but still gross 😝
Only share because I had never seen that before in my life 😮😳
Ok I’m done now lol
Tmrw will be jobs 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Woo hoo!!! I have a car that isn’t currently dying 💙 my poor little Toyota … I am going to miss it… I got attached ☹️💔 I know … inanimate object… still got attached – was my first… and that little thing let me beat it the F up ❤️ took a lickin and kept on tickin for me ❤️❤️❤️❤️
So I be sad to let go… just kinda means a lot to me. Whatever – I know it’s an object… I just get attached – it was good to me… I loved that car!! ❤️
Now I have to figure out what to do with that car? Maybe sell got parts and I pay this one with that money? I dunno… have not thought that far ✌️
I will miss my Toyota ❤️
Ok well whatever – I am sappy with it ✌️ I just loved that thing – it was a symbol to me ❤️ what I started with – my very first thing by myself ever ❤️ it was sooo good to me ❤️
The Pokémon on the window drew me to it ❤️ I knew would be mine when I saw that. It was meant to be mine
And even now as it dies 😔💔… it still was good to me ❤️
Fricken Toyota’s rock!!! I am gonna miss it.
Ok well I am excited –
I will just miss… hope this one is good to me also 🙏 … hahaha yes I do have issues attaching to things lol
Ok so not doing the cleaning job anymore – I can’t – it makes me hurt too much. My arm is not good… I don’t rest cause I have to get done in one fall swoop … it’s too much added on top of the stress from work… so I told him too much and it hurts too much. I can’t really do the physical pain like that… He understood.
So today… I gonna take test drive on that car and hopefully bring to mechanic guy… we see
I am concerned that with all the driving I do… this little thing won’t be good. It concerns me a lot on highways. And bad weather is coming – not yet but it will – thinking ahead!!
Alright so bleh…
I am pretty impressed with my little Toyota ❤️ I really love that car – I take care of it as much as possible… and it lets me push it ❤️ great little car!! I kinda want another Toyota because of that. I already love them. I wish this one I have would be ok, but it’s dying. I do have to handle that.
I just have to decide if this Kia choice is good “for me”?? The amount of driving I do – seriously concerns me – and also I would like to not die in an accident!!! I want to feel safe!!!
I like safety… and peace lol – I want both of those lol …so we see
Financially- do I take the moment – or bite the bullet and go for long term? What I want? Crap – stupid decisions!!!
I don’t want to be strapped and go under … and have huge car payment with everything I am handling at work…
But I don’t want more car issues with a car I don’t like just because be easier for right now… I am concerned on that part – bleh
Ok well whatever
I am just scared of car payment right now – but I am scared of bad car decision too!
I way over think my decisions!!!! I just want to be ok.
Alright so handle car today, and check out jobs 🙏
Ahhh so many things – I also have to work on court stuff – meeting next Tuesday
And should probably get to doctor… I just hate going to the doctor and right now during this I really don’t want to 😝 I am procrastinating
I soooooo do not like going to dr!!! They always say stuff I don’t wanna hear and I don’t want any bad stuff 🤨😄
Ok whatever – I have to run – I have to get my butt in the shower and handle this life lol 😄✌️
Back later 🤨 I want another shut down for one minute!!!
Where is the “pause” for life ??
Every time I think that… it reminds me of the movie “click” which I HATE!!! That is the movie that made me not like Adam Sandler anymore lol
I went in thinking be funny awesome movie like he does… instead I cried – I don’t know how many times!!! 🤨😠 do not make me cry lol ✌️😄 hate that movie!!! But I do want a pause for a moment!!
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