Today was the luncheon I had to put on for the meet and greet. New manager person has new employee

So … let’s talk …

Do you know why it is best to be quiet and observant? Especially in surroundings you do not know??

Take a minute and learn where you are and what you dealing with. If you don’t do that, it could be problems.

People in the funeral business – ALL know each other ❤️

I talk to many of them DAILY, definitely weekly – I learn them all – we all know each other

You be outsider coming in – so learn what you are working with.

We are a corporation… we are supportive of one another mostly 🙄 there is some stuff with a few ?? Lol not with me… but some friction between few

But regardless we all still have contact lol

It’s gonna get around to not deal with him if he gonna be trying to cause any issues.

This is a job, stop the gossip shit – you are a man – don’t do that. Way to make instant enemies – careful.

See better way- would be to be observant … you are new… you have no idea

Be eager to learn the business – but is when any bullshit enters that we don’t deal with that. Don’t poison the pot!

You should take a moment – observe… learn what exactly you stepping into. That would be the smart thing to do.

So little like that – don’t be fake, don’t start shit, don’t try to be popular – that is not a thing here … just relax and don’t start shit… omg do you know how to handle people? 🤷‍♀️

We will adore you completely – if you just do not “cause” problems – I think that is pretty reasonable 😘✌️

Otherwise – you on our radar- and we gonna know alllllllllll about you lol … tread lightly noob (I’m kidding sorta ✌️ ish)

Disclaimer: lol … I am not dark and twisted ? I do not think? I think I am bubbly and colorful lol- pretty straight like arrow? Not twisted (usually) 😘😄✌️

I also do not feel like an outcast at all… I am loner sorta – I do my own thing.

Myself.

Although – I won’t totally rule out crazy lol … because come step to me- let’s see if you know how lol … I’m kidding – I like to sound all scary and powerful but I am not lol ✌️😄 mostly lol (actually kidding) I am not scary or very powerful lol

However – I do have a little bit of a fire spirit… definitely strong…

All these women are same… lol

So… how you gonna step sir?

Yeah that song FITS REALLY WELL!! Lol

Ok well I am on call and it took me forever to get home tonight! I have to always pull over for calls …

And I want to get some sleep before the calls start. Hopefully be quiet 🙏

I am exhausted

Tomorrow is Friday 🙌❤️

Ahhhhh thank god – Friday at last!!! ❤️❤️❤️🙌

💋✌️

This is a musical scavenger hunt – which I probably never do the right way lol

5-7 songs for Springtime Sizzle … well I could go many ways with that lol …but let’s go fun – I need some fun 😘✌️❤️

1.) Well you know I kinda do it my way right? And it did say “however we interpret” lol …

… the first one is a compilation – because Elvis Bossa Nova reminds me of spring, and so does Red Hot Chili Peppers lol ❤️ and then mixed with all this would totally kick off my spring 🙌❤️ amazing compilation!!! Check it: (very hot!)

2.) Steal My Sunshine ❤️ Len

3.) Walking on the Sun – Smashmouth ❤️

4.) Island in the Sun – Wheezer ❤️

5.) Hot Hot Hot – Buster Poindexter lol

To join the scavenger hunt with YOUR music, come do with me lol…

It can be found at:

https://aguycalledbloke.blog/2021/04/19/mixitup-playme-blast-it-too-11/

https://aguycalledbloke.blog

Ps… once it warms up – I go into summer mode – we have winter / summer lol

It’s either winter – or it’s summer

And I love summer ❤️

I am soooooo happy when it is not winter ❤️

Also pps… I don’t know 🤷‍♀️ if both links work or only one? None of them work on here for me!!! 🤨

Can America not implode today please?!! 🙏🙏🙏

Can we not have crazy?… can we please fix the situations and stop killing and destroying everything

I know people upset. I get it.

Violence doesn’t solve anything and just makes problems worse.

Whatever happens – please be safe! 🙏🙏🙏

I am nervous because that could be big – I don’t have to tell you how high the emotions are in this.

Ok. So. Maybe no violence or riots? 🙏

Please let this week be ok 🙏 I feel like I am in 3rd world country with so much fighting always … stop it!!!

Can we please adult?

I wish someone was fixing these things… but obviously no one is because these things keep happening – who is failing their job ????

America creates its own drama with pretty much everything. Nothing is ever fixed so these things don’t happen!

We need to literally fix EVERYTHING!!!

Ok I won’t say anything else cause this will turn into a huge rant!!

I do think George Floyd does deserve justice here. I know he was not a perfect angel, got it… but he had a family and he was still “a person” – I don’t care what color he is – he could be purple or green… don’t care

What I DO care about is human decency and rights for everyone. I get what police have to do and go through – but that one was too much for me. I do believe officer was in the wrong.

Ok so having said that – this is teaching moment – not violence moment – teach the world… dont show them we go crazy all the time!! Rise above 🙌

And with violence does that make it any better? No it doesn’t just creates bigger problems and more

Ok well anyway there ya go. Hopefully we do not implode! 🙏 hopefully more people are not hurt 🙏

Gotta go… please be safe no matter what happens – stay safe and be smart!! Be careful ✌️

Ugh 🤦‍♀️ ok meetings seriously have to go – dragging my feet though ✌️😘

Today went good. I am tired.

It’s exhausting little bit sometimes

Tmrw … all day long… did I mention ALL DAY LONG? I gonna be in meetings!! Dude 🤨 ALL DAY!! 😮 thats gonna suck and on video – girls on film 🤨

Not looking forward to tomorrow at all! That is gonna make me antsy

Whatever

I was gonna wash my car this weekend but didn’t get to. It’s sooooo filthy!! But when I wash it there is so much pollen it gets dirty right away so what is point?

But is so dirty now – is driving me crazy. Tmrw I will wash and just restart the layers ✌️😘

I have no idea if my video links work anymore or not? They removed the button on me?? So I do not know how else to do?

Hopefully one of the links work?

Ok I am just exhausted – I need sleep ✌️😘 day full of meetings tmrw 😮

Gnite ❤️✌️

I don’t know what you think – to each his own. Whatever

But to see people without masks really makes me uncomfortable especially in a confined space.

I don’t want to be around people like that 😮😮😮

But I take it seriously – we do have a mask mandate currently here in California – so tell me… mandate? What consequences? 🤨 do these words mean nothing?? 🤨

Whatever

I am not taking chances with things – I don’t trust anything they say – there is risk to all of it. I don’t care if already vaccinated – I’m still gonna be careful!

I am fine with masks around people.

I have fully embraced the mask 🙌❤️ ahhhhhhh 🙌 ❤️

I do love the mask ❤️ I have so many reasons 😄😄😄 some are funny, some are protection lol … plethora of reasons 🙌

A mask… kinda hides you teeny tiny bit… bonus … make you wonder about me lol – I always think of that SNL skit…

😄😄 lol ❤️

So that is very fun – I like that… also I am saving TONS of money on lipstick 💄 😄😄😄✌️ …is true

💋❤️ Prince ❤️ awww so many of my music icons from my time period died 😮 just weird

Let’s see what else – oh with a mask, I don’t catch anything from anyone … so that’s also a bonus ✌️ I also do not spread.

Ugh can we just do everything no contact??? Why we have to have contact? Lol I’m kidding but I would like everything no contact – that would be really nice 🙌 ahhhh peace

Is it bad that I think that? 😮

It’s just safer …I prefer safe.

I dunno… I have enjoyed everyone being isolated with me lol ❤️ hasn’t this been fun? Lol ✌️ adventures ya know? Just because they are at home doesn’t mean there are not awesome stories – and I love supportive and yeah so … sorry enjoyed it ✌️❤️ very much

So what I need contact for? Lol 💋✌️❤️

Lol ❤️ I am really loving my own song picks tonight ❤️❤️❤️

Anyway… I like this no contact, stay at home stuff – just all around safer ✌️ I have to go to work but I am locked away. Far deep in the dungeon lol 😘

We all wear masks 😷 so we safe and we have all been vaccinated.

This distance stuff is why science needs to hurry up with things like teleporting ✌️ dont show me that and then not really have it

I would like to have that ✌️😘

Well whatever …

❤️❤️❤️❤️ yeah I love my music tonight ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Ok ugh 🤦‍♀️ Sunday is over 😭 it is Monday ok … bring it 💪

Here is one last one ❤️…

Ok goodnight 😘❤️

I have a moral question? But I am not sure how to ask it yet. So just be prepared because I will ask ✌️

It’s a sensitive heart ridden subject?

And I am not clear with my thoughts on it yet.

On one hand I have severe loyalty and love – but on the other hand my heart bleeds with it… so I am trying to decide how I want that in my life

Not an easy decision. I am quiet because I am thinking.

I feel really strongly… if you are not in my life strongly, like you wanna be there … then there’s the door 🚪 don’t let it hit you on the way out

I have a really hard time with that one. I feel that way very strongly… you either wanna be there or you don’t.

I ride that hard ✌️

So … my moral question won’t be easy.

When I had cancer – not only did the doctor tell me I had to give up my life, but he also said he wanted all toxic people out and anything causing me stress

Ok well… there really is not a way to not have some of that?

I do keep most toxic people out – but what if one is family ? What do you do?

What if your own love and loyalty is strong.. do you allow the toxicity?

So I have a danger point… it rides those lines – you either wanna be there or you don’t…

At what point is it not ok? At what point do you say?

What if who this person is means something to you? Deeply? What if to turn your back would break your own heart? Would you do it?

If was just any other person – this person would not be in my life …

They are there because I love them with all my heart

Is only who they are to me and how much I love them, that I cling to them and allow it

So… my moral question is gonna be around this.

I guess, I can sorta silently ask?

Do I break my heart to save my soul? Bleh! Lol … is that my constant lesson?

But it does break my heart and it is heavy and I don’t like being silent within my inside private world. I can not have that collapse so…

I don’t know quite how to think of this or how to handle.

You can not just give me quick easy answer / please remember this is someone I love very much and is someone I am loyal to and I wish to not lose this person.

But is toxic to me. So it is hard for me to keep my mouth shut. I do most of time, out of respect, but when they cross a line, I don’t.

So… how do you handle that?

It is not cut and dry easy. This will ripple the lives

I love this person – but I don’t know if I can keep them in my life? Today I told them “if you don’t wanna be in my life, then don’t.” Bye 👋

That is my danger area – if you hit that spot that is dangerous

I am not sure what exactly I want to ask? I don’t want to lose them, but at the same time I don’t know that I am ok with them in my life??? So that makes my heart bleed! 🩸

I have to do a few things but I will be back this afternoon to read ❤️

Little silent or a lot ✌️

I had a long decent day today. Very long day… and then I am on call so I was trying to leave and there was a first call

Thank goodness I work late because otherwise I would have been on highway. I was still at work when it came in past 5.

But otherwise – decent day?

Hmm 🤔… so remember I said country boy texting a little more lately? Little odd cause he’s not usually like that?

And then so I asked if he would like to go out to dinner for his birthday? At some point?

And I just expected him to be busy. Because is like that… but also me too ✌️

Instead… this time he says “well we do have to hang out soon, but not just because of my birthday”

He does have a couple similarities to me …where he does understand me…

He had the female version of Satan 😮

So anyway. Goes both ways sadly.

So whatever – but we have a calm and comfort together with that. Is like empathy for each other on that? He knows what I went through, and I know what he went through. Is very similar-ish

Anyway… I used to not be quiet with him – now I am more guarded and silent… just all around with everything.

Also… when I laid out what I wanted – I said … this is what I want, I don’t know if you can do that?, and if not, I would rather say now than later.

So?? I don’t know? He’s little different lately ??

He is trying to put in effort and making time?? 😮

Normally we just really busy, and he is sorta far from me (ish)

We text hello or whatever from time to time. But we both busy – I keep a distance with him.

Just lately? Different? There is a change? Something is different?

So I dunno?

He’s not trying to keep distance with me. 😮

That’s different?

Not that he really did but we both just really busy and we aren’t close… he was in my life for awhile as friends but since I went silent – I’ve just been quiet.

I don’t really understand him very well??

I still stand by what I want. So whatever

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Hmm??

Umm ??? It won’t let me add any videos 😮 what have they done???

There is no WordPress share anymore 😮

Well see if this works ? Probably won’t – but try it 🤨

🤨 they better put that back!!

Ok well I am exhausted 💤

It’s Friday now ❤️

Ok Gnite 😘✌️