Lol … he actually came down 😮 we went out to dinner and talked – was good.

So… we talk about many things lol

We are sort of on same page.

Everything about him is awesome – when I’m with him he treats me so amazing ❤️

But “feelings”wise… he’s afraid of me lol

I am very in touch with feelings – I work at a funeral home … of course I need to be in touch with feelings and things like that … if I love something I want to cherish it and savor it because I know won’t be forever. So I want to savor every minute …

And I know time. I know life so ya know – “that” – I do wear my feelings very easily ✌️ which is why I am very protective

I watched what I went through and then I also watched covid and I watched the world… so ya know… I think about all that

I’m not scared to love again – I could do that – but I have to be sure… there is no guarantee – I know. But I want to be sure for myself.

There are a few things that might be issue? Could be issue

I don’t know?

So you wanna know? Lol

Well like I said – everything about him is awesome – he’s amazing to me…

BUT lol … he is a Trump supporter and even still. He liked Trump because he wants his gun rights, he doesn’t like having so much homeless and problems and thinks that is the liberals lol – he thinks it’s too soft with liberals and they wanna take away all the rights

Ugh 😑😄

He ask me Trump or Biden lol

I say to him “you want me to tell you who I pick?” He say yes – ok well be careful asking questions you may not like answer to cause immediately I say … I pick Biden ✌️

I am not a liberal… and I don’t necessarily like all the soft liberal things – I agree everyone should be respected and have their best life – but I also believe in rules and things – I don’t like it soft

Life isn’t fair but people seem to want to try to make it fair – it will never be fair, but go ahead – knock yourself out.

I do like Biden over Trump – Trump was awful and that whole time… was sooo upsetting… just like every day!! I could not take him at all.

So CB has a touch of Trumpness lol … I only see it when he tells me about it

I ignore politics and everything else …I live my life and stay away from society ? Lol. 💋✌️

He questioned me on that. Why I do that … why do I not come back to life? He said “you are in a little shell, why do you not live life?”

I do. I live life the way I am ok with it – I am fine with my little shell.

He asked why I don’t date?

Because I find it gross. I have both a girlfriend AND a completely different guy friend, who both share their dating stories with me (and they are promiscuous) so 😮 … nope!! Not doing that!!! I am fine with my little shell 🐚

And he ask me about sex 😮 uh oh

Well… I just take my time – I am not in rush and I don’t want it to be that first… I want substance or nothing. So 🤷‍♀️

And then also… I had Satan before so I never want that again… and I never wanna waste time with someone who has no heart.

He did tell me he is afraid of feelings because he let his guards down with 2 other women and they devastated him – so I understand that.

But if he can’t ever let go with it, then he is not for me… I don’t mind going slow but if he can’t do that – I want to walk away.

He tell me “well I will always be here for you however you want, even if you don’t want me – I will always be your friend” 😮

We talked about my cancer. I cried because that is still emotional? It will probably always be – it’s just that kinda thing

I’m pretty quiet with that- I don’t really bring up much because obviously it makes me cry… he watched me go through it and then go silent ✌️

So we talked about that

He asked if ok to see – so I show him – I don’t mind … I do share with other women who have cancer … some women stepped in for me (women I didn’t even know) and they showed me before I went through it … so that ..when I went through it – I knew what was happening …

I do that for other women ✌️ it was a great help and very comforting through that, so I remember that always… and do that for others ❤️ I don’t mind that.

But besides doctors … he is first man to see 😮😮😮

He saw the scars and things. He did not really react… so that was good. Good move… he just simply said they still beautiful… I agree – but they just a little more “personal” than someone with normal breasts? They have emotions attached to their fakeness lol ✌️

He was good with it. He didn’t react bad, and he didn’t take it further ❤️ he let me show him and he was sincere – he also is aware of way I am so he goes slow and doesn’t push, doesn’t try to be creepy or anything. He lets it be normal ❤️

He did not make it uncomfortable or bad so that was really good – that’s why I kinda trust him. He does make me feel secure ❤️ I don’t worry there with him. He handled that really well.

But like I said there are a few things … the Trump thing – I can over look that – but I really don’t care about the government – they don’t care about me so whatever – just don’t bother me ✌️ the minute they step on my toes though – that’s when you get the fire lol ✌️ so try to take away freedom or rights and then you got a problem 💋

But my daughter is very 🔥 firey lol … she HATES Trump and will fight to the death on that lol… she is firey with everything mostly.

So that is a thought because all my kids hate Trump with a passion.

They are very liberal … I am in middle … I am not liberal and I am not Republican

I don’t like it too liberal … and I don’t like it too republican so … I don’t like to deal with either ✌️ I do think “the sides” ruin democracy with idiotic fighting over stupid shit- I don’t like having split sides like that

There are lines draw with that politics shit

He is respectful and things but he does have that slight harshness when he speaks of liberals lol – whatever

We all have our beliefs so whatever … I don’t step on his, he doesn’t step on mine ✌️

I’m fine with that… he allows me to be me… and I allow him to be him … it’s nice – peaceful

Too bad the world couldn’t take that lesson – but whatever ✌️

So I don’t know – it was nice dinner and talk after … he drove to a lake and we talked there … was beautiful

It was hot even into the night 😮 but not bad by time we got there

So was good talk – a lot of things out of the way… I have a better understanding I guess? Not that I don’t still question because I do.

The thing that bothers me … is not his beliefs, or thoughts … I’m ok with all that…

The problem I have is that “feelings” area … because if he can’t let go with that, then I don’t want anything – if he’s too broken to get past that … then I am not comfortable

I was with Satan… so I understand being scared … but if you can’t handle feelings that is deal breaker red flag 🚩

I’m not doing that again… and so there lies the issue ✌️

I like him a lot, I trust him because he always tells me the truth, whether I want to hear or not – I like that… I like the way he treats me – I like who he is as a person with me. 😊

I don’t mind time, if it’s worth it… but I also cherish my time so if is not right – I don’t waste my time 😮

Also… I kinda run from men lol – he did tease me about that …

But if men weren’t so constant and would relax with women then wouldn’t be issue? But I don’t even have the chance to chill and see for myself… cause they come at me all the time – so I just run the other way lol ✌️ easier and simple and they all the same

Give me time… let ME see

Men don’t get it but whatever ✌️ they think with wrong head 💋✌️ so come at me the right way and you might have chance lol ✌️

But anyway – I have to think.

He did say he wanna see me more 🙄 but we see ..and ya know he has that feelings blockage so I don’t know. Why wanna see me more then?

It does not match up in my mind ✌️ so… I still have caution.

I like him and I trust him – because he does tell me the truth so… he has points there ✌️ that is rare 💋✌️ I don’t wanna hear bullshit.

He is not afraid of saying or being who he is with me for the most part and I like that.

He also got personal with me with his things 😮 he tell me the things he went through. I knew his story only on the surface.. but he tell me details and they were heartbreaking 💔 ❤️‍🩹

That was sad …so I do understand slightly – I saw his emotions there.. so I know is sensitive to him ..so that’s fine

I get it… but I’m gonna need feelings to go any further 😘✌️

So whatever – I got to see him, we got to have dinner and talk and was good talk. Give me better perspective. I have thoughts going through my mind though. Of everything so – I have to think.

I’m very careful of what’s in my life. I like him as a person – I’m just not sure he is MY person.

I can not do no feelings. I tell him that because I don’t want that… if that’s what you good with ..then that’s not for me

But I am all or nothing with that… so then he steps gently

So he’s afraid of me with feelings, but doesn’t want me to walk away. Says he can’t do feelings currently but then at same time, doesn’t want me walking away.

I am a little scary with that. I can see that. Because I have urge to run? I give him leeway because of what those other women did to him – I understand because of Satan and I also have my caution areas so … whatever … and also because he treats me so amazing too – so I don’t currently run

I’m a runner if I feel fear or any problems so there is his caution ✌️😘

But you don’t have to worry with that if you honest and can have feelings – when you can’t … that is when you need caution ✌️ …I appreciate the honesty – but that feeling thing bothers me …

I do not want to pay for another woman’s destructive behavior … I have no problem going slow or repairing that pain … but I don’t want to be crucified because of what someone else did.

I do not hold him in same light as Satan … I know he is nothing like Satan – I don’t make him pay because of what Satan did. So.

I don’t wanna be held next to another woman – good or bad.

So he can figure that out.

We just different but with similar issues ✌️😘

So we see – I will think.

Yeah we see

So… Daughter will be going over Satan’s house for Fday.

She goes over tonight until sometime tmrw

I might see CB?? We see. I don’t hold my breath. He say that, but he say that all the time… so lol whatever

But I have noticed he severely letting down guard with me. Like severely 😮

I am ready to walk away if not right for me… he knows that

He is also aware of what I want… I make sure and say over and over – if you can’t do that, don’t mess with me. I’m very serious.

We have gone over that many times!! I just want to make sure he understand.

I want something specific. Not gonna settle without it. Just don’t bother with me, if you can’t – completely serious

He seems to not mind, but I am still not sure ?? It doesn’t even seem to scare him??

So … we see

I think about a lot with this.

… remember he is different than me…

That part doesn’t really bother me… I do think about kids reaction? Not that is anything shocking … but just different – not life they know.

Is life of …what I used to torture them with lol … outdoors and hiking, wilderness and things lol

I think I am scared to tell kids if I see someone? 😮😮

It would probably be fine and not an issue?? But I don’t know 🤷‍♀️

I don’t have to say anything at this point cause nothing happening lol ✌️

But I think about that ahead of time… because if I am going to let someone come close – I want to be careful with things ✌️

And what if I find what I want? Then what? 😮

Again …if I didn’t think he was a good person, he would not have my time at all ✌️ and I have known him for long time.

He is a good person 😊 regardless if he is right for me or not… I am comfortable in that.

So I don’t know – we see

I am smart with this ✌️

No one getting close unless I’m ok with it – so good luck 🍀✌️

But I do give my time to see if I think might be worth it – he might be? I don’t know? I am seeing ✌️

Let me see if he has follow through on his words 😘✌️ cause that might be a thing?

Batter up ✌️

Ok well June 15th California opened up 😮😮

Because mine is a corporate owned business who falls under Cal-OSHA (California Occupational Safety & Health Administration)

They work along side with the CDC … their recommendations for what is ok will come down on the 17th

As for the 15th… we are allowed full regular occupancy and normal services…

Guests who have been vaccinated may remove their masks 😷 even indoors 😮… we have to trust they vaccinated. 🤨

We are currently still required to wear our masks around the public. Totally fine with that!!

I’m gonna brace … because after being isolated and in a bubble and not catching any sickness – now people catch all the sicknesses 🙌 ugh

I was actually enjoying not catching any sicknesses 🙌

But it’s fine.. go ahead … live a life lol … I just don’t wanna get sick and I am not comfortable yet anyway. I go slow with my comfort level – that is why life pushes me 🙄🤨

– A person I know. Who fully vaccinated

So I dunno?? We see

I’m still gonna be cautious.

Bleh

So… I feel overwhelmed little with everything on shoulders at moment. I will be fine – I am only saying. ✌️

So far all good stuff and actually all the really amazing things in my life – they kinda just fall in my lap somewhat?

I think I position myself?

And then things just happen

All the best things come into my life like that!! So I dunno

A lot going on

I wrote this last night and fell asleep… sorry … my candle 🕯 is lit at both ends currently- just for a moment.

I have to get ready for work now – and I have to handle the whole purchase thing…

I won’t say when I be back cause I fall asleep and things get busy… I want to be HERE though – I miss it!! I feel like I miss everything! 😮 is like my calming place ✌️

I should be back later but we see… I probably will and want to say I will – but I can’t say that with certainty because of so much going on 😮😮 … but I try

Sleep is a thing I have to fit in somewhere lol

Ok I have to run – I be back as soon as able. ✌️

So… CB… hmm 🤔

I’ve known him for many years… 7 years.

He’s very sweet, thoughtful and kind to me. He has always been that way with me.

He has always had a level of caution with me though – I just notice because of how careful he is with me. I am same way with him.

I think we are both careful because neither one wants to get hurt like what had been done to each of us … so we just cautious with each other

And he’s respectful and caring too… he was in my life before my dad passed – before everything 😮 before my cancer – everything…

He would give me small escapes from those heavy things ❤️ … take me to baseball games … or teach me something I didn’t know, or help me get over something that I feared ❤️ he’s pretty amazing because of that.

He is or was… careful with me on a few sides though …

First because I am a woman … he has a past where 2 women really devastated him so … he is/was careful with me . Totally get that!!!

That is the same way I am, because of Satan so … I understand that

So whatever… I just enjoy time when I get to see him… we are both cautious … he’s very caring and really sweet – he never lets me pay for anything food, gas whatever … he is macho man with that lol ❤️

And I constantly tell him what I want so he is aware… and I want to do that, because I need him to leave me alone if he can’t handle it. But he never does. He actually seems to be coming in closer 😮 ???

And one time – the first time I laid it out for him – exactly what I wanted … it did not match his

Ok well …no matter how much I like you, if that doesn’t match… I’m out ✌️ because what’s the point if you have different things you want ?

So I went to walk away and he didn’t let that happen 😮 he totally did not let that happen 😮😮

And then he went kinda slow and cautious …but amp’ed up his communication with me 😮

I had never went to walk away before – I just don’t want to have meaningless crap – and if we can’t match then there is no point.

I just was kinda silent and going about my own things … then he started texting me in the mornings…

Randomly saying sweet things during the day 😮

… and I just noticed him kinda being more umm?? Putting in “EFFORT” (notice I put that in bold lol ) …like he didn’t wanna lose me 😮

He told me he wanted to try to see me this weekend lol … when he say that now – I just think “yeah ok, whatever” lol

Because 🤷‍♀️… yeah … ok … whatever

I knew wouldn’t happen.

But I also know what he’s doing, so I’m not bothered by that … only that he keeps saying “I wanna see you” lol …stop saying that!!! Show me your actions then lol …

Let me clue you in…

I can say words all day, but unless I do what I say I will… they are “just words” so 🤷‍♀️ yeah ok whatever

I’m fine if you just don’t say it… if you continue to say it and not do it – then I don’t even listen to those words anymore 😮😮😮

To avoid that, one must actually “back it up” ✌️😘 … or don’t say lol

I just want sincere!

Anyway… he told me he would try today lol … I already knew he wouldn’t. I don’t say anything – but in my mind I just think “yeah ok whatever”… because I don’t see him. He says it – but he doesn’t have to. Wait until you can, before you say!!

The words are empty. I know he’s busy… I am fine with that – and I believe him – I know what his life is.

I still hold caution – slight caution.

I usually just say – “ok sounds good” lol

It’s not a huge deal… and whatever … but empty words bother me. Because for a lot of years I took empty words so… it’s just a thing. Careful there.

You may think that’s hard – but let me say this.. I put effort into people close in my life … so I will not give you empty words and I don’t really want to accept them – so that is why it bothers me for him to say and then not do. Don’t say, if you can not do. Sometimes that happens … I understand that… but don’t always say it and never do it – just wait!! Lol

I know he means well with his empty words lol ✌️❤️😘 …

I don’t think he looks at the words like I do? Lol

This is why I am careful with him… we are similar with things and understand each other’s things … BUT …

Hmm?? I do not know if we see or think same? I don’t know?

And then all of the sudden, he’s actually making effort with the communication 😮 … he’s “trying” 😮❤️

He is about hour away… but moving to further place – maybe 2 hours away? That won’t be for awhile though

But that’s also a thing.

I do believe him to be sincere with me… and probably even here with what he says…

I think he wants to… so he just says that… not really “thinking” lol …

It doesn’t really matter one way or the other but if keep saying and then don’t do … I stop listening 😮😮😮😱 is like boy who cried wolf ?? To my ears ? I hear that … but never happens so whatever ✌️😄

Loss of credibility with words ✌️😘 careful

Lol … he is free to do his thing – I know he is busy – he does not have to try to promise me anything – so… am just fine not seeing – of course I would love to see him, but I just know how busy I am… I know he busy too

I am just saying he doesn’t have to say that, for me to know he wants that. I know lol … he tells me a lot lol – I find a little humorous more and more lol

I just let him say it 😄😄… “I want to see you”

Ohhh that would be awesome

But I just know full well that it is not happening lol … and it’s funny because I know he is busy – I know what he does

When it’s meant to be… and it just all lines up ❤️ it be fine … he doesn’t have to say … I like his effort with the communication – that is effort also … I appreciate that ❤️ I like that a lot.

Anyway… one of these days he will show up and I’m going to be like 😱😱😱 lol

I am not totally huge on being caught off guard lol ✌️😘 he is the type that I could totally see surprising me or something lol – which for him is fine. He is not all flashy… he is understatedly awesome and unique – peacefully and quietly ❤️✌️ he has a peaceful aura too … his demeanor with me is so peaceful – I like that 😊

I don’t mind time – but I also work at a funeral home, AS WELL AS, survived covid lol ✌️ (so far) – so I don’t mind time… but I am also aware of it. ✌️

I just want things that are actually meant to be, so we see

I want to be very careful

Because I need to watch that with him for sure if he gonna turn it up 😮 careful 😮 … careful what you aim at lol 😘✌️

With distance and stuff – I never have to worry or really think about anything 😮

Is very easy 🙌 and also peaceful ❤️ lol …

I like him and could totally fall for him … I do feel a fire with him ❤️‍🔥 and oddly I do trust him 😮😮😮 …I know!! I must have gone insane 😮 lol… I’m kidding – he’s a good guy – you better believe I only let someone who is “good of heart”, near me this close 😮 so I do think that about him.

What if I did fall for him and then he is far – I can’t leave my area …So I really like him – but again … I’m all about what is meant to be so 🤷‍♀️

So I just be very cautious and careful

We see 😳😮

Just stop saying you gonna come see me, when you don’t lol … wait until it’s really actually possible …and THEN say that lol

Otherwise takes the meaning away – understand?? Then I don’t believe the words ✌️ careful with that

Suddenly, it feels like he more at ease with me than ever 😮

… careful with that too lol … I should have a caution ⚠️ sign lol … he will enter the danger zone… so he better know exactly what he wants if he gonna attempt! 😮

Yeah be careful 😳😮😮

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My oldest got this message earlier this week… he was telling me about it last night when the exact same message came through on MY phone!

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Ok so let me see where to start because so much goes on – I need a notepad to just continuously write notes, so I remember everything!!

Ok let me rewind to Friday so I can retrace everything …

Work was good… we had a huge traditional service – went extremely well. ❤️

Remember my favorite guy?? Ok well – I really really really enjoy who he is as a person … but??? Work wise he just can not stop doing things … I have his back, but I can only do that so long with little stuff

He is about my age – few years younger …so I always tease to respect elder lol 😄✌️

But first the issue he had at own funeral home … now he is with all of us – my group…

He can’t control his tongue … he does not think of what he says before he says it … and I understand we all wanna be free – but there is a time where you have to think “is this a good thing to say right now?”

He only makes things more difficult for himself!!! Omg everyone gets mad at him and then I tell him how to fix and how to handle… he tells me “I know I know” and then it’s in one ear and out the other 🤨🙄

I absolutely respect his thoughts and opinions… and even if I do not agree – appreciate to know.

But sometimes he doesn’t leave things alone – some people do not like that.

I am fine being teased mostly and if I am being teased by him – I know him well enough that I can tease him back… so he teases me only gentle 😄😄

But others don’t know him or don’t like that.

There was a big deal about some restaurant 🙄 and he made one of my staff upset – so I handled that sorta (I am still in process because I am being sensitive to the person he upset, but also situating that with him)

He has a good heart… he really does… and he’s just so excited to be apart of our “family-like” team…

I talked with him recently on a more personal level… and he definitely needs self confidence which this job gives him … and we could make him flourish completely!!

But he has to learn tact and maybe mature little bit … but he has a charm to him? He just doesn’t think and could learn better respect

Which is funny because he wants respect soooo badly… we are willing to give that TO him!! We respect who he is … but he sometimes lacks the respect of others.

So yesterday I get a text from my girl and she say “weird question, but did you eat some of my ice cream?” (The one from the other day was too big to finish so we had saved them)

🤦‍♀️ ugh … it was not me. but anyone else there only one person just does things without thinking or asking

But now the issue I have with that is – that ice cream could have been for a service or from a service. You can not just be going in and helping yourself.

Simply ask and you shall know.

Ugh 🤦‍♀️ he is a work in progress … I really want the best for him – he gives a great persona… just only sometimes has that immaturity

But again – if he listens … that’s the key 🔑… IF he LISTENS… he will do amazing… he does have a supportive team behind him

Be kind, be respectful, fine to say opinion – but do not beat anyone up with it, also ask about things first, don’t just go doing whatever you want, when is not yours.

So whatever… he does really good and then he has his moments and if he want to go higher in the company – he has to understand maturity and also responsibility – sometimes he’s on point … and sometimes he just messes up. 🤦‍♀️

So anyway whatever

Then kids came over and they telling me this information … something about aliens 👽??

So ok whatever ?? I don’t really understand ?? They telling me the government quietly admitted to aliens or something??

Ugh 🤦‍♀️ and then they showing me something else of a person all upset because of this and the public doesn’t care lol

Yeah … I don’t care … sorry aliens from outer space 🪐 are just not currently on my major thing list. I just don’t care currently what the government thinks about it, admits about it or whatever – so what???

I also do not trust crap, or care what the government says about things like this.

But they found it crazy lol

They couldn’t understand why there is not more of public outcry … it’s because who cares lol 🤷‍♀️ and plus how much do you even believe the government with things? And who is wasting time with this?? Unless there is a threat or I can learn something new – then you let me know.

They funny though, evidently it’s a thing?

It’s always funny when the world is like “ the end of the world is coming!!” 😄😄 … do you know how many times in my lifetime they said that 😄😄

Y2K, December 21, 2012 (Mayan Apocalypse) lol, when Haley’s Comet came by, anytime we have too many fires, tornados, hurricanes and earthquakes lol … Nostradamus (but he is intriguing lol – but still)

Whatever. The kids are always like “😱😱😱” … and I’m like “eh they do that”

Sure maybe one day… but I don’t follow these things like that anymore. Too many cried wolf ✌️

So whatever just funny convos from Friday lol

Then we played Pokemon snap or I played because these people were like “here play, but we already beat the game”

What?? Lol so then while I play they tell me “get this secret”

But they don’t tell me until I’m right on it so I don’t catch it … is like when you driving with someone and they are giving you directions … when you come to a turn you are supposed to take they do not tell you til last possible minute lol “oh turn here” 🤨🤨🤨

So I made them help me out lol ✌️ it’s no fun when they have already beaten the entire game but technically they haven’t because they did not complete everything across the board … but they opened all worlds, found all pokemon and got the credits … but they have not taken all the photos, but they don’t care about that lol 🤷‍♀️ 😄

We had fun though ❤️ always 🙌❤️

Saturday… well let me think… so 2 weekends ago… when we tried to go to Dunkin- the line was just insane and I said “nope don’t care how much we love them – nope”

So yesterday I decided to try again because I got up so early … she was still asleep so I snuck out to go grab Dunkin’ at 6am lol (that’s some serious love right there lol) ❤️✌️

And it was perfect!! I was 2nd in line and was quick and I was happy … as I was leaving that drive thru was backing up already !!!

Why are these California people clogging up MY dunkin??? They have Starbucks!!!

And if you going to clog up my Dunkin… THEN OPEN MORE DUNKIN’s!!! Omg!!!

Ugh 🤦‍♀️ so… in order to get Dunkin’ you must go at 6 fricken AM!!

What happened to their Starbucks – they have that!! 😝😝😝

Then you discover how awesome Dunkin is and then they all clog Dunkin 🤨

These California people have BoTH Starbucks and Dutch Bros … they have to take everything!! Stop clogging my coffee place!! Keep it in business …but stop clogging it!!

We need more of them!!!!!!! So there is my gripe for the weekend lol – because it deals with my coffee lol ✌️

Then when I got home my landlord was out so I stop and say hello… she ask me about condo… would be something I could afford and in 4 years I could sell .. and also takes me out from having fear?

Little by little I make so he can’t make me fear? I have been saving and things – “preparing”

So we see. 🙏 she gonna help me with it ❤️ see why I love her ❤️ … she just fell into my lap one day when I really needed “her” ❤️ and ever since she has become like family ❤️

I always add a lot of hearts if I love something ❤️❤️❤️

So that’s really exciting ❤️

I will cry… not badly but just because of what walked through and where I have climbed to? There is many emotions on that – so it will make me cry. And every step I take – gets me away from him more and more ❤️❤️

He still does everything he can to I don’t even know? He’s just an asshole with vengeance – he is a sadist? So whatever – I work my ass off and I get the fuck away.

So this thing she help me with – get me away more and more ❤️

Then he won’t be able to do anything anymore ❤️ I’ll be safe ❤️✌️

So that is why I will cry (shhh) just all the emotions to come up ✌️

Alright so that is happy though… and then… later on in the day…

My landlord called … was the first time that I could do something for her that she needed ❤️❤️❤️❤️…

Is because of my job ❤️… for a preneed … so I set her up with my preneed girl.

I don’t know if they can give any discounts or anything? But I mentioned how much she means to me.

It just was nice because she’s always been amazing to ME… and I was able to help her with something ❤️

It kinda reminds me of the story about the Lion and the Mouse… do you know it?

I will roughly tell the story really quick…

One day the lion gonna eat the mouse … mouse said no no, one day I help you… lion humored the mouse because it made him laugh… what could a mouse possibly do for a lion? Until one day the lion got a thorn in his foot – he cried and cried … the mouse came along and pulled it out for him – and they were friends for life 🙌❤️😄

That’s my quickie version ✌️

But you connect and network and then you able to help others – you can pull resources and things ❤️ I was finally able to help HeR this time ❤️

I also love that aspect about my job… if I need help with something or I am looking for something… I can call ANY location ANY where and they just help ❤️ I love that is team oriented in that way! I have reach (little bit) 😊

So was really amazing day… had Dunkin ❤️ – possible condo ❤️ and helped someone I love very much ❤️ (who has done so much for me ❤️) so yes very good weekend

Batter Up Sunday – your turn lol 😘✌️❤️

Oh btw… this week is going to be insane because this is graduation week and my daughter is graduating from the 8th grade

It’s a big thing – we have practices and things – so I am going to be juggling hard this week – sorry – then is summer and it be calm hopefully 🙏 😳

Ok have to run 😘❤️✌️