When weekend comes

Well Friday… so kids get there and we having dinner … when there is huge commotion outside – sirens 🚨 horns 🎉…

So I was like what in the world is going on?? Maybe I should be watching news (but I just can’t – only teeny tiny snip it’s I can do- otherwise no)

Anyway… guess who was coming down the street with all the fire trucks 🚒 😮😮❤️❤️❤️ …

Yeah it was Santa 👏👏👏 🎅 ❤️❤️❤️

Not that I believe there is a Santa – but is more of Christmas magic to me … people don’t remember it anymore but whatever

https://youtu.be/9jyCfRHumHU

Plus is the spirit – also not that I have much – but that is because over here we completely take holidays and ruin them with commercialization and is more about what can get than what do for the world or goodwill towards men.

But I do always love a little bit of exciting Christmas magic ❤️👏

Anyway – we all ran outside and watched – was whole parade right by my house ❤️❤️❤️❤️👏👏👏 omg I never have to go to another parade ❤️❤️❤️👏👏👏 it comes to me!! right by my house!!! The perks of living in downtown of tiny town 👏

My oldest said “oh thank god we got here when we did …or we would be behind that” lol 😄😄

But that was cool ❤️ and great way to end crazy week. Ahhhhhh

https://youtu.be/StQJSjQjhlg

Then YouTube put together this awesome mix of literally all my favorite songs from 2022 😮😮😮… it did not do that last year 😮😮❤️❤️❤️

Fricken all my favorites from whole year 😮❤️ did not fuck it up – it knew everything I loved 😮😮

Lol so YouTube knows me now lol ❤️ I listen to alot of music that way but it knew which ones I love the most 😮😮😮 but that also could be because if I like it – it will go on repeat couple times lol 😘 so not that shocking …

But I do love the list ❤️❤️❤️❤️

The list is currently on repeat lol 😘👏😄❤️

And then Doby … since Thanksgiving – I had been putting special meal enhancers lol … in his food … our left overs of turkey or gravy … well I ran out maybe 3 days ago…

So now he’s all picky and doesn’t like the regular wet dog food I add to the dry … he’s like “meh nah” 🤨

So today I try maybe little tuna … nope 👎

He make my kitchen a mess with food pebbles if he doesn’t like it 🤨😄 great … I made him picky 😮 whatever ❤️ he’s my baby

I made him some gravy tonight and it’s back on lol … if I add gravy …this man eats his food no problem, no mess, no complaints lol 🤷‍♀️😄

Whatever – I can do gravy for him ❤️ I am picky too lol 😘

I need to buy him a winter jacket and boots lol … winter jacket to keep warm and he needs boots … plus is always hilarious to watch them in shoes lol ❤️❤️ life’s little laughter moments ❤️❤️

https://youtu.be/ZO6xkyH2pEo

But he does need them… he hates cold and rain too 😮❤️… if he has to go and I open door – he sees it’s cold and pouring and won’t wanna go lol … no dude you going lol … go potty!!! Not going in my house!!

So yeah he needs a coat and jacket ❤️ I will post him when we do that lol

He is also a little prissy when having to step in water or be rained on lol … ahhh my Doberman ❤️😄🙄 … it is the owners … kinda however you are they will be lol 😮😄🤟

With the exception that he has WAY more energy than I do!! Omg 😳

It was cold and rainy literally all day long – one of those days with nothing but nasty and chill in bones 😮😮 uggh winter – killing me!!!

https://youtu.be/wvsP_lzh2-8

Hell yes 👏 winter is killing me!! Hurry up!!! Ugh it’s the worst time of the year.

I would like Christmas 🎄 because of the warm spirit ❤️ … but due to commercialism you can’t really enjoy season for what is supposed to be. So it’s crappy cold rainy and commercialized

It feels more like Christmas than has for very long time – but I have hard time in winter and with those holidays – cause I remember really bad memories … and then I remember how terrified was and many things … also makes me think of those who struggle and are cold, needing others

Winter is cold and people be in need… so I teeter between wanting that Christmas spirit but then also feeling for others … cause are they ok? Is Christmas … are they ok?

With other things …

I watched a documentary what people eat at fast food places in other countries lol 😮

It said Italy will forgo McDonalds fries for a chunk of Parmesan cheese? Is that true? 😮

Japan supposably puts chocolate on their fries 😮 that has me little repulsed but also curious lol – very interesting … and pumpkin spice fries lol … very interesting Japan 🇯🇵… you make me curious

People here will dip their fries in the shakes 😝 but I am not a shake person and especially thinking of in winter … I do not even find that appealing …. The chocolate fries sound a little interesting though

Dunkin’ Donuts in China has a pork seaweed donut 😮😮 I’m not sure about that one ?

The Middle East had or still has Kit Kat pops ??😮😮 … why was that not shared with the world???? 😮😮😮 Pizza Hut – hello!!!

Anyway – funny to see or know others foods

I also see USA foods banned in other countries 😮

That freaks me out a little – but I shouldn’t be surprised 🙄🫤 I know the country I live in and how they run things

I dunno if true or not but interesting

Had a nice day Friday and Saturday ❤️ Saturday I spend with daughter and we stay up late watching “Wednesday” lol (it’s a tv show based on Addams family)

Today we just relax, and do chores before the week starts

As far as Mr Military – he’s still being very sweet and kind… I’m being observant … he is out of state hunting ? But he text me a lot.

Kinda like he wants me to be comfortable with him? There is that careful gentleness? I am highly alert with how you come at me. So. No pressure lol

Just be good person. Be decent human being and you be fine.

I don’t know him yet and he doesn’t know me. So we still see … is pretty much all text currently except for lunch last week … and he says he wanna see me when he comes back.

I’m not sure how I feel about it – but we see

I’ll feel better when I know who he is.

I also want to make sure I’m ok with things and can handle.

I think he is charming and sweet… but again I do not know him much other than texts and lunch that day. So just cautious. We see still ✌️

He is kinda a man man? I dunno we see ? Military/also testosterone so we will see ?? I have to know better before I really know who he is.

But I am definitely woman with emotions so 🤷‍♀️😄😄 we shall see – should be interesting

I laid it out this morning little bit – I just say who I am point blank and what you can expect so careful – I just lay it out cause if you gonna think you can just be in my life – this is how is – can’t handle then stay away.

But he is being very nice and also funny… we see

Slight little concern – he name drops a lot as if that is impressive ?? What I care? I not trying to know whoever else and why is that something to say? 🤷‍♀️ what I care? That makes me feel weird. Why you name drop? Am I supposed to be impressed that you know others?? 🤷‍♀️ is that special or something? Does that make difference? 🤷‍♀️ why you do that??

Makes me feel like you are purposely trying to win me over or catch my attention really fast and really shallow… who cares who you know 🤷‍♀️ it’s not a thing for me. It’s a little weird.

I’m gonna wanna know you… not other people ✌️

Impress me with your own self / so I can see you 😘✌️… do you got the balls for that? 😘

And so that’s the shit happening lol 🤟

Ahhhh life

https://youtu.be/23g5HBOg3Ic

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Ok I be right back – I have to order groceries 😘 I do not go into the store – just deliver to me. 👏🙌 I don’t have to deal with stores – I spoiled myself with that 😮 I just love too much!!

I don’t wanna be around huge crowds anyway. It’s winter!!! 😝😝 everyone sick

https://youtu.be/YV4oYkIeGJc

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I just hurt myself and made direct eye contact with Doby now he is up on me and my hand 😮

I was in cabinet looking at what need – I dropped a glass bottle of oil and omg I try to catch it and slammed my area inside the hand right near the thumb … against the counter 😮 it did not break thank god!!

Instantly blue veins which normally you do not see – pop – the blue vein 😮 there were 2 that stem from one long one and I feel it up my wrist 😮

Shhh I’m fine – I put ice on it – now they mostly back to normal not as bad as initially 😮

So I might have those kinda issues

I also hurt my knee – and I could not remember how I could have done it??

Until I went to open door and it sticks – so I take my knee and push the door in – I am not strong enough in upper body – my lower body is my human strength power 😘

I realized when automatically …since one knee hurt, I used other knee and hurt that one too 😮

I go fast so 🤷‍♀️🫤

It’s winter – I want it to hurry

Come summer – I want to slow down and love every moment but it goes too fast and winter is back

https://youtu.be/J3xbDa1xdXw

Ugh that song just makes me ache for summer omg – so bad

Ok … well I have to online grocery shop really quick and I be back ✌️👏👏