Well I am freezing 🥶 – I have my heat cranked at moment – brrr 🥶
So Friday was not horrific – actually was ok and rather zen – it was quiet – we had services and stuff but nothing popped off – ahhhh 🙌
I did get asked to dinner oddly ? Lol
Is that somewhat new friend I have something in common with… I just am cautious and protective … I will observe the person.
But he’s funny and very kind. Kind of a character lol … he steps very carefully with me, and he tries to learn who I am ? I dunno ? I’m pretty quiet
Every once in awhile I say something about my life and he zones in … but nicely … mainly because I’m just quiet 🤐
He knows about the cancer. And satan with the divorce sorta – I am very quiet there on details
He knows I have kids – he does too – his are grown
He is around my age but little older
He keeps trying to know me, that’s ok I think? We see
He steps carefully cause he’s not quite sure how I am or how I take things lol
I’ll allow it for now and we see … see I’m kinda open ?? You just have to approach the correct way and not F it up lol ✌️😘 but we see
I told him I am boring… I am boring – I like peace and family … I am not a partier, I work and be with kids – end of story
Once in a while maybe I be social but … I prefer home… I am old … I like the peace of home
And you might laugh or roll eyes when I say I am old but … all those cancer surgeries slowed me down … and the hits from all the deaths in my family was a lot to absorb… and then add satan on top of that … so I am just quiet
I also prefer zero drama – so just best to manage life with peace … I like the peace of moments ❤️✌️ just appreciating life
I am boring so don’t think I am not. I am telling you
I’m not gonna be out clubbing or dancing – I have zero interest in that … not my thing at all…
When I worked at golf course – the job had me being hit on literally daily – how the job was … so then my friends be like hey come out with us after work – but I spent my whole day socializing and ya know I am protective … so why would I want to socialize even more and on my own time when it was what I did for work lol
Plus I was hit on all the time – but at work I was protected by the work.., so why would I want to be unprotected on my own time?
I always said no… and same now… now just because I like peace and I don’t really know if someone can be a human being or not … which is why I watch them… so just better if be low key… I like low key
Now after everything I am just quiet and old 😘
I don’t really fit in dating world so I just prefer to stay away from it. It’s over my head anyway – I do not like the fastness, and also… I do not like way people are … sorry
I don’t like to be chased or suffocated – let me ease into and appreciate – also know who are … just be chill
Also please have a degree of respect – if you gonna try to get in my pants the answer is no, and done. Total kiss of death… bye 👋
So… I watch for the gentleman and one other thing… but ya know is 2022 so… have you seen the world?
Anyway… he seems chill and nice … I just can’t tell who he is yet?? We see
He’s careful… and I think I make him curious because I am kinda quiet ? I’m really low key and I am also an ACE at diverting you away from making me speak – I be vague and then I change subject or lead convo a different way … yeah I’m an ace at that. 🃏 ♥️ … I don’t know him well enough for him to have details like that.
Plus I am always busy so I do respond but is mostly short and sweet during work hours – and is intermittent
I also keep the conversations away from ?? Anything I would be uncomfortable with? I do not know him to text anything sexual – so no
Even jokey funniness – I steer clean lol – just better for now.
So… maybe see parts of Nevada – I already have but I love to visit places – reminds me of my childhood being all over the United States ❤️ 🇺🇸
So we do dinner in Nevada
Nevada is about an hour and a half or two hours from me by car – but he has planes so I dunno? He always share pictures of being in air with me … sunrises and sunsets 😮 I do love those photos
I take those types of pics too – when I fly …but I fly major airlines usually in economy. I like the window seat – I like to watch
I don’t like the isle because people and carts … and I’m uncomfortable in the middle seat lol – unless I know people beside me or they family
Have flown in tiny planes …but not private planes
Is cool – but I should probably make sure my will is in order. ✌️
We see.
It won’t be until our schedules and timing line up so we see on that too lol 🤷♀️ we see … many “we see’s”
Right now just talk so we see
Today I am cooking, cleaning and I am going to look at something at an estate sale shortly 😊✌️
Is chilly but sunny ☀️
I need someone to help me move something – I hate being at mercy of others to do things … before I could have done myself – now life forces me to need people 😝 meh – plus I have to wait lol ✌️😘
Oh good 👏👏👏 my son coming to help me ❤️❤️❤️ back later
Learning Life 
Quiet? Yes. Old? No.
Seems like someone with grown kids would be in a place similar to you… more calm homebody than nightlife.
Good luck with it!
It’s not cold here but I am… I cannot seem to warm up today!!
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Not the people I know, as soon as kids grow up they wanna be all out doing things and going places – ALL the time. Lol ha… yeah not the people I know.
Always want to do something!
Is cold here 🥶 but dealable at moment
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70 here at 11am
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Our high today was only 61 … same for tmrw … our overnights are in low 30’s 🥶
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It’s pissing down with rain here as l type this response. Rain and more rain and it We can’t really crank the heating up as it costs an arm and a leg, but we have started wearing multilayers in the house and working outside more.’s cold rain to boot, l am so sick of the rains. I am working in the rains and l am tired of the rains.
You are only as old as you feel or the woman you are feeling they used to say. I feel old, l am not feeling any woman, so am feelinmg older to boot more so than my already old achy age haha! I say l am not old, but experienced, l am not experienced with being this old so have to take this age one day at a time [hahaha] like where is the choice or options?
So you are not old Trisha, you are mature and wiser. You know what you do want and what you don’t. you know who you are and who you are not. That’s not old, that is wisdom.
Being older is the new sexy anyway 🙂
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Well I only crank heat in one room not whole house – yes is expensive 🙄🫤
We are not getting rains but should be cause we need them. We have sun ☀️ but cold 🥶
When you go in to get all warm – do you have hot chocolate?
Well they slow on the anti aging process that’s for sure … am little tired and burnt out
Haha yes old and wise ❤️😘 I like that
Lol – the new sexy
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I suddenly realised there was an error in that first paragraph and it didn’t make a lot of sense. Below is how it should have read 🙂
It’s pissing down with rain here as l type this response. Rain and more rain and it ’s cold rain to boot, l am so sick of the rains. I am working in the rains and l am tired of the rains. We can’t really crank the heating up as it costs an arm and a leg, but we have started wearing multilayers in the house and working outside more.
No hot chocolate on coming back indoors, we have a coffee 🙂
I think cold damp days age us more, l know the bleak days are starting to really age me. I don’t mind the cold, just not the damp, wet and cold combined.
Yep – old and wise for the win 🙂
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Hahaha… well I knew “how to read it” and understood it before you corrected lol 👏
Coffee is good too… but I “usually” only like coffee in morning … in New England we do hot chocolate after being out in snow ⛄️
Yeah my body especially my breasts – DO NOT like winter!! My breasts which are not supposed to have any feeling – totally react to changes in air pressure!!! And my body does not like cold at all.
Old and wise says to hibernate lol ✌️🙏
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Yes l could very well hiberante for the winter these days 🙂
No feeling in your breasts at all? Following the surgeies. My right knee feels the oncoming rains and cold and also pressure increases, even the very small rises.
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I can feel a touch sensation? But not the touch… I could NOT feel if your hands be hot or cold? I can feel small sensations of things but not things lol ✌️
Sometimes is odd?
And oh boy do I miss the breasts feelings.
They took all my nerves in that area so is just very slight sensations … I could feel pressure of touch, but not the touch.
I also have no nipples so no sensations there lol
My scars can be little sensitive and I can feel them with pain.
Yes is because of the mastectomy … was bilateral meaning both breasts… and then reconstruction – they reconstructed my chest
Oh do I feel air pressure in winter!!! Holy moly!! Do not like that!!
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That must be an awkward situation. It’s good that they reconstructed your chest.
So you can feel almost feathery touch, but not full hands on touch – you can feel light pressures but not heavy pressure.
More of an inner feeling – internal physical sensations.
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I could not feel a feather at all.
If squeezed or fondled I can feel the pressure of that… but not the touch itself just the pressure of touch – would know I am being touched lol
I feel zero light touches … would not feel a feather or anything light
Your hands could be frozen or burning hot and I would not be able to detect that on my chest.
If I get sunburned on my breasts – I do not feel the pain of the burn there 😮
I try not to sunburn my breasts but has happened
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But at least you don’t have cancer.
So heavy fondling or squeezing you can feel.
Blimey. That’s a lot of sensation gone then.
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Yes lol … cancer free
Yes I can feel the sensation of the fondling or squeezing lol … it has no sexual connection anymore
Yes a lot of sensation gone
I remember it – but is gone
So best have skills if gonna step up lol 😄✌️totally kidding lol but maybe? Lol
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Wow that’s a challenge to make a fondled squeeze skill worthy .
Mm, best up my game then 🙂
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Lol … well top is just for esthetics 😉 no actual use for lol
Unless you have mad skills – then I am curious lol … but I don’t think so, even with skills?
But that’s ok 😊 am alive and survived and have other areas lol ✌️
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Well you know me, and as you say so Often, “I am an American …”, my credo is “Well l am an Aspergian … and we love a challenge!” 🙂
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Lol 😊😘
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I have to go – but back later ✌️
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