Something happened yesterday where I see true colors? I am disheartened and also disappointed.
I have been thinking things over, because something not sitting right with me or feel ok.
I’m not sleeping and having flashbacks of things – is not good.
I was very sad yesterday.
But anyway it was good because gave me incentive and reason … confirmed my thoughts … and absolutely made my decision 😮
So I will be working on that decision
Life and death have a way of showing you the way.
And then also – I already had this lesson before. Last time I stay way too long, and same here…
I always hold on thinking is just a moment or will get better – but it doesn’t
And then when you realize it – it’s more difficult
I have to learn better. I am just creature of comfort… and I don’t like tons and tons of change constantly but the 2020’s are fixing that for me.
So this change gonna be massive and life changing again.
I would see things or experience things and something was off? I wasn’t sure. Now I’m sure.
Yesterday I see clearly.
It’s just sad. But ok next.
2023 will be more massive changes but I do think for the best!! And my own sanity
We will see… but yes… I made my decision – I just have to execute it.
So we see 🙏🙏 it will be better eventually once is over and I learn the lesson again
Meh – sucky life lessons – I hate life lessons – fine whatever
I have to go… but I be back to respond and read later – it will be ok 🙏
So yeah that’s happening ✌️😮
It’s a journey ✌️