Ok so… I do not think I am dating type at all?
I do not do well with it… I am not there.
Mostly because I can’t breathe and also my job and being a mom is crazy…
My job is different than what think – it’s not just a job. You have to have deep compassion for HUMAN BEINGS.
You do not know the world until you live it… so takes a strong person to be ok with and chill with and not be jackass or smother – one extreme or the other omg
So… I dunno. I’m not the type. I do not know why I try… I know how it goes already… but then I’ll start to think ok maybe I am ready – it would be nice to find – let me see
Lol … eh wrong!!! Still same – what make me think be normal ? Ugh ok whatever – I’m out, it’s too much – I can not take anymore!!!
First of all… do not be like you wait for me… please give me space and don’t make me immediately jump in – omg I do not do that!!
Ok… let’s go over few things …
I am quiet… Yes I will text and things but please let me have moments that I think of you… do not overwhelm with texts and please do not use the person emoji in text – I just can’t
I can do the normal ones – but not those and they are weird like being on a moon blowing kiss – those are things he sends me – constantly!
The one good thing I do I make sure there is distance and they far from me – ahhh … you can come close when I am at ease, but no one does that usually so whatever – I keep distance
This is too much – texts and calls omg – ok I don’t do that- you need to come in easy – holy shit do not come barreling in!!! That is worst way to do!! Ugh please do not do that!!
You can’t just think you got the shit so no – not that girl – I watching so fricken move slow!
Have some thought about my work maybe? And then also I am a mother – he knows Friday for my kids only and he call anyway / that is your kiss of death right there buddy.
I did not answer / nope is Friday
Ugh – not the one
This ok … this:
If you can not handle that then ok. Omg I just like chill
Why it gotta be you speak or enjoy time with someone and then boom you together
Ok so – I can not handle that – I do not want that … and I will not do that … so correct yourself
Check yo self before you wreck yo self lol ❤️ I so always wanted to say that ❤️🙌
Yeah I don’t go well like that – I need time. So you will have to accept my job and understand – you will have to just be chill – let me know you … and I have children. You are NOT allowed in their world “at all” until I at ease – that is non negotiable – absolutely not – watch your step in that area – careful
Also – if not really respect boundaries ? Is not careful – is only thinking of his own companionship and taking anything else into consideration
Ok well – I have other considerations… look my life is busy and I tired so … I’m sorry – I not ready
It too much – not my world so whatever
Work / massive always
Let’s just not discuss that
So the week has ended … I will be house and pet sitting this next week starting tmrw … I be in Sacramento – so I be working out of Sacramento next week – with my peeps ❤️
And where no one knows my name ❤️ not really … only if I have helped them they know me
I will be pet sitting
There are 2 cats – a black one who doesn’t normally like people but always comes to me ❤️
And this massively elderly cat – I think he is blind ? The black one cares for him – she will stay with him… she been with him since kitten – he loves her too ❤️ they peaceful ❤️
I gonna be ping ponging all over Sacramento next week 😮 but I excited to be with my peeps!!
** ok I wrote this and fell asleep lol – sorry – I turned old this year lol … half a century now – you gotta cut me some slack sometimes lol ✌️😘
Another post coming but be in little while – now I really have stuff to say lol 😘✌️