She have stroke or something this morning
I rush to be with her – follow ambulance to hosp and they running tests she doing ok
She in and out, they running all kind of tests – I literally not even dressed correctly – I ran to be with her immediately (I’m a little freezing because ER so cold!) but I don’t wanna leave her side until I know what happening – make sure she has someone
My brother is 10 hours away so just me to be with her.
I am too scared to lose her
I walking tight rope at moment
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Ugh I might pull up bed next to her cause my heart struggles to be ok – I worry and have emotions so much
I being strong and handling … but I wanna just …
“😭” to release – I am massive tense and scared
I’m soooo sooooo scared 😩💔🙏🙏🙏
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Hey Trish. Sending hugs and thoughts to you.
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Thank you always ❤️🙏
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Sending you calming thoughts.
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Praying for your family. Stay strong. 🙏
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Thank you ❤️❤️🙏🙏
I am always strong – I cry – but I strong 💪
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Everything will be fine soon. Please take care yourself 🙏
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I do, I am remembering to have self care 😊
I am eating – most meals – I only forget when I am racing behind an ambulance to the hospital 🏥
Then I forget everything, until I know she ok.
But I do remember to self care 🙌
Today after seeing her – I was all by myself but I didn’t wanna go home – I would cry… so I went out to eat all by myself and got a coffee all by myself ❤️ was nice calm serene afternoon
My family came back tonight ❤️
I am not alone anymore 😊❤️
I’m gonna take the week off … because tomorrow my very last day with my family people … so I want day for them…
And Wednesday, I won’t work because I fly home. 😩💔💔💔 I go back to cali 😩💔💔💔
And then I not working Thursday – that my bday… and I not following a bday with Friday workday after not working all week – so I take Friday off too ❤️
I’m gonna miss my mom though 😩💔 I have loved every moment of being with her ❤️
But yes – I am self caring when able. ❤️ I know I need to stay strong through it.
Thank you for always checking, being positive and caring ❤️🤗❤️
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