Ok so Tuesday right ? Ok yes – I just double checked lol
Ok so – I don’t know how to tell my staff I am leaving… I half wanna smile really huge, and half want to cry leaving them – they been my life and helped me step up and we been through soooo much
New chapter – things change
But I don’t know how to tell them ☹️ I know they will understand, but it’s still gonna be hard to tell them. I am sad to leave them. I love them.
They still be close and I’ll still work with on occasion but not really – maybe a phone call? Or info things?
So I sorta lose them… they won’t be my group anymore.
I will have new group and location.
I am nervous in all aspects. Shhh just let me 😘
It’s also end of month coming up – I’ve got a thousand things to do… and have little burn out … shhh 🤫 again, just let me 😘✌️
I’m not really overly stressed? But maybe little? I can feel something tense
Personally I have many things I need to take of… I just got my vehicle smogged and paid for registration. I have to renew my drivers license before my birthday which is 7/7 …
Ugh I do not want to go to DMV – ughhhh I dread that!! ugh – so that will suck!! And I have to get real ID? I don’t even know? Whatever
I just don’t wanna go to DMV! (Department of Motor Vehicles)
So yeah I have many personal things piling up too – and I still haven’t changed my name!
That means I have to deal with social security and that’s a thousand times worse than the DMV
I don’t wanna do any of it lol
But ok fine – be an adult
Can’t I just do these things online ? You people do everything online – why can’t I do that???
I already checked – I have to go into BOTH
This is week so far I am being productive. Not that I want to be …but I feel like life forces my events sometimes lol??
I probably would say I am just cautiously slow so life gets fed up and pushes me along lol
So for example – by me doing one simple thing … then like avalanche – other things chain react happen and then suddenly I doing all this stuff – sorta … with life pushing me lol
I just have a lot happening
I also still have to do taxes – but that’s good. I will get money back. Always. I make them take out the most money so I never owe, and then in spring I get money back 🙌❤️
I never have to panic or have them scare me lol … just with their stupid deadline lol – that’s a little pressure lol
But I already check and am getting money back 😊 yay!
That will help. Plus Friday is payday 😊 woo hoo!
So … many things weigh
It’s fine except the DMV & social security – I don’t want to do those – I have to do one I might as well do the other.
I didn’t think I had much to say tonight- but there is all that.
Anyway… everywhere I go this song is on constantly…
I think life is telling me I need big big energy lol
Life is pushy 🙄🤨 lol