Ok – so… I am still in processing mode. That is not good words to say to me 2 weeks in.
Now I am all weird 🤦♀️
I am silent 😑
So he text me earlier (usually he was doing early morning and at night) – but last night he said that… and I just went silent – because I couldn’t – I just could not.
Ok so … I was silent last night and this morning and he text me about 11am to say Happy Tuesday.
I just left it there because I can’t … what do I do? I have to say something. Ok … be an adult. So ok I will.
So finally just little bit ago – I just said “I have been busy, but we should talk – I should have some time to call you after work tmrw”
To which INSTANTLY I received a text back
He says “you can call me whenever you want trisha. You are always welcome, call me whenever you want and are ready, as I embrace you”
Yes … yes he said that – just like that
It is way too much. I understand he is kind hearted and a good person – he is very kind and thoughtful and caring… he’s a really good person
I just need time. For me is too much. I don’t give my time… I am tired from things…
Also I can’t do pressure. I can not do a personal life with massive pressure things… there can be no pressure of anything personally lol … I have that at work so for personal life… I want to enjoy life and have peace … easy… approach slowly … no sudden movements!!
Ok so… I have to talk to him
I am too tired to write anymore – I keep dozing off
I need to sleep soooo bad 💤 I’m too tired for any songs 😮😮😮☹️
Ps I miss the heat!