Birthdays and People

Hello 👋 … I don’t have much time…

Tonight is sons 20th birthday (middle one) 😮😮

So we doing little party 🎈 🎊 🎈 🎂🙌❤️❤️❤️

Whoa 😳… 20 years 😮😮

Ok well I tell you about later ❤️❤️🥳❤️❤️

Have good and bad news – I will leave cliff hanger there… 💋 …

And this guy 😮 … so I am extremely cautious … I don’t text a lot – I am on phone or texting funeral people… other messages wait – plus I am cautious!!

But this man says everything perfect … 🤨 lol…

He’s sweet and kind and really thoughtful.

I am cautious lol… so I try to keep distance … usually they are not so sincerely sweet shhh 🤫

He doesn’t try anything 😊❤️ but he’s kind and sweet and thoughtful – shhhh – do not go thinking anything … I am just telling you what is occurring 😮

He is sincere … so I have to just keep slight distance.

But then he will say things … like want to do things with me lol … hmm 😮 is cool things he speaks of – things I love ❤️

Just makes me squirm little because I do not know I am ready AND he is young! I am 12? Years older … omg c’mon

I don’t think I can but then he is sooooo respectful… and safe 😮 and peaceful 😮


It does make me just nervous … on couple things

He’s like full steam ahead with like no fear lol … I am like wait a minute ✌️😘

That’s a hurdle for me so I don’t know. And when I try to keep distance little bit… he’s funny

Meh. That is why I do not want people around me … now I have a situation and I don’t even know what to think…

I was going right along not being noticed or caught … ok … I am not sure

😮😮 so … do things together? And then he says amazing places I wanna go too …and then asks where I wanna go

So. Hmm

I don’t know because then that could become a thing and omg I don’t know. Little scared … I like like very slow. Not jump right into knowing lol

Easy does it – slow

But then he says amazing things 😶

I do not know if I can do this – everyone tell me just relax … I am 😐 ish… whew… if I do not hold back.. he will be all up on it – so yes I hold back but am playful … I just watch it lol 😘

Ok party time 🥳

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    1. Lol … mine is a gamer

      They aren’t really go out and do things or party’ers lol … unless you are talking some game or comic convention

      They will still be up at 5am with that controller if you let them lol 🙄

      20 😶 lol ❤️❤️❤️

      I had my first child at 20 😮😮😮😮 how crazy is that??! But I love being mom always from first moment! ❤️ but it’s just crazy to think of “20”

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      1. Haha, yes, some games become so absorbing, you literally lose time in them. My son has an apartment with three other guys his age and they seem to spend their days off work playing games against each other or even against folk across the world as a house “team”.
        Yes, its weird sometimes when we project our own years onto our kids when they hit those same ages, isn’t it? 🙂

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