Birthdays and People

Hello 👋 … I don’t have much time…

Tonight is sons 20th birthday (middle one) 😮😮

So we doing little party 🎈 🎊 🎈 🎂🙌❤️❤️❤️

Whoa 😳… 20 years 😮😮

Ok well I tell you about later ❤️❤️🥳❤️❤️

Have good and bad news – I will leave cliff hanger there… 💋 …

And this guy 😮 … so I am extremely cautious … I don’t text a lot – I am on phone or texting funeral people… other messages wait – plus I am cautious!!

But this man says everything perfect … 🤨 lol…

He’s sweet and kind and really thoughtful.

I am cautious lol… so I try to keep distance … usually they are not so sincerely sweet shhh 🤫

He doesn’t try anything 😊❤️ but he’s kind and sweet and thoughtful – shhhh – do not go thinking anything … I am just telling you what is occurring 😮

He is sincere … so I have to just keep slight distance.

But then he will say things … like want to do things with me lol … hmm 😮 is cool things he speaks of – things I love ❤️

Just makes me squirm little because I do not know I am ready AND he is young! I am 12? Years older … omg c’mon

I don’t think I can but then he is sooooo respectful… and safe 😮 and peaceful 😮

Dammit

It does make me just nervous … on couple things

He’s like full steam ahead with like no fear lol … I am like wait a minute ✌️😘

That’s a hurdle for me so I don’t know. And when I try to keep distance little bit… he’s funny

Meh. That is why I do not want people around me … now I have a situation and I don’t even know what to think…

I was going right along not being noticed or caught … ok … I am not sure

😮😮 so … do things together? And then he says amazing places I wanna go too …and then asks where I wanna go

So. Hmm

I don’t know because then that could become a thing and omg I don’t know. Little scared … I like like very slow. Not jump right into knowing lol

Easy does it – slow

But then he says amazing things 😶

I do not know if I can do this – everyone tell me just relax … I am 😐 ish… whew… if I do not hold back.. he will be all up on it – so yes I hold back but am playful … I just watch it lol 😘

Ok party time 🥳

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