Winter is coming

So I slept in until 8am this morning!!! 😮 so weird to wake so much later now! Like I missed a big chunk of “day” lol

But whatever – I am being slow and lazy – it’s a beautiful day ❤️ kind cold and freezing lol but beautiful 🙌

Windy, the wind chimes are clanging lol … the sun is just beaming 😁 ☀️🌴 … our high today is only 78 😮😳

When you coming of of 100’s and 90’s … 78 is freezing 🥶

I want to turn the heat on – but no … I just added clothing 🤨🙄 …ugh and here we go with layers 🥶

Can I have a GRADUAL descend? Lol

Ok. Here comes winter 🥶😳 how much longer til spring? Lol kidding I won’t start that yet – I am just joking – but only slightly …because I know I can’t start that yet lol ✌️ … but I do sorta already want that. Or just year round perfect temp – I would also like that lol ✌️

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Ok so … who’s got the heat?? Lol kidding but if you tell me you do – I’m gonna want that

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I wish I could grab the sun like that ❤️ I would really love that ❤️☀️❤️

But in winter…

I am not at my best when I am purple 🤨 because yes I do turn purple and blotchy … I am not a cold weather person… really at all 😮

Which is funny because I am also Irish … so I burn extremely easy and when the sun sits on my skin – I literally sizzle and burn, in seriously, only a few minutes!!! 🤨 YES… I said minutes 🤨

I also turn red really easy 🤨 I have 3 colors to me lol … my base color is white… with brown dots all over lol – so kinda I am speckled with all colors 🙌 lol

Then in warm sunny times – I can turn red – and that red can also be partially purple, depending on how bad it happens 😮 …let’s just not talk about that 😉✌️ (I still learn lessons, because I really want to believe – one day I can handle it!!) lol … every year I think that lol … I’m sure by now, my skin can take little extra – but no… I am swiftly reminded 🤨🤦‍♀️ (but just incase one day 🙏 I still wanna try lol) maybe one day life will be like… “fine just let her have it” lol (I have false hopes lol but just incase and I love to try anyway)

And then 🤦‍♀️ … winter 🥶…ugh it’s the worst!!!

I am white with brown spots but also weirdly red and blotchy with purple because I freeze!! So you must turn up the heat lol

I kinda see slight humor… only to “me” in odd way … when people use skin color for prejudice?? Because then I think to myself ?? Why would you think a certain skin better than another??? … because mine kinda sucks 🤨 skin is stupid and not even deep – we literally all bleed the same … and you really can’t totally change what you are given … well I want to say that… but I also live in California – so I dunno? The things they can change now 🤷‍♀️ – so in that case I guess – get whatever you want

Hmm… what color would I like if I could chose ?? Hmm 🤔

Well I don’t know the bad of the other types – I just know I burn … and peel and things 🤨 … so I would like to not do that. Or get the C word.

I would like to frolic in the sun ☀️ for longer than FEW MINUTES before burning … to NOT sizzle like a steak on a grill!!! 🤨

I need the vitamin D!! And milk doesn’t like me now! I also don’t like taking things. No supplements

So I would like to have a skin that makes me NOT burn!! I am soooooo jealous!!!

I would like to be sun kissed in different color than completely fire engine 🚒 red ✌️

You instantly know I have been outside 🤨 even for a few minutes… I really hate that

It’s not that I don’t love what I look like or who I am – I do 😊🥰 it’s what I got. Like everyone else you grow into it lol

But… just the burning thing is really annoying!! And I happen to live where fires are a thing, and I love the sun and heat 😮 California sun is intense!

🤦‍♀️ burn baby burn

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So anyway… winter is coming 😳🥶 now I turn red blotchy purple 🤨

Just keep the heat up 😉✌️

Since I can’t change my skin at all 🤨 …or even teach or train it 🤨 …

I would like to live on an island in the sun with lots of SPF 🙌

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Also would like to add having freedom, equality and no stupid political parties messing up my island – they can just stay on the mainland!!! Keep out!

Ahhh day dreams whatever – got lost there for a minute 😉 … it’s just the coldness is setting in and I am not done with the heat yet!! I also prefer to be eased into things not just plopped or all crazy! Slow and steady wins the race lol ❤️🙌 I am the turtle lol 🐢 …not the hare 🐇

So yeah I just like the transition a little slower and more gradual

But you don’t get to chose certain things in life – that’s just how it is. So just keep trying for what you want 😘✌️

Little side note story… when my oldest was a baby … and I first introduced him to carrots 🥕 … I accidentally turned him orange because I fed him too many carrots 😮 I did not know that happened until “that happened” 😮😮😮 I didn’t know you could turn someone orange lol – you live, you learn lol

I’m just saying nothing is ever totally perfect but is still amazing and beautiful.

Except the cold and winter 🥶… ok I just find dread there!!!

Ugh 😑 yes

Ok so we gonna have cold weather, I’ll be freezing … there’s gonna be so much death (please hurry! Do your shot!)… ugh and inside because of cold and possibly maybe rain? 🙏

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But my rain is usually boring – just boring rain – no excitement to it usually – just maybe floods or something.

That’s weird?? I just realized something … I find Northern California rain boring… and the floods build up gradually

I like gradual because is moments of time leading up to something…

But not with Mother Nature – with storms I love the fierceness 😮 the power 😮🙌 not the destruction – I am just in awe of the power

I do not like tornados 🌪 – I am afraid of those. Too powerful!

I will never live in Tornado Alley – sorry I can not!! Off my list – I would constantly worry with every storm. Although your storms are incredible and beautiful – definitely a lure 😮

I do love hurricanes 🌀❤️ I love everything about a hurricane 😮 … except the death and destruction … I am not speaking on that – obviously I do not want that.

But I separate that from what the storm is – it’s an incredible weather event that I really love 😮 … yeah I don’t know what’s wrong with me…

I find everything about them incredible and beautiful 😮 the wind speeds 😮 it’s exciting to watch them grow – picking up speed over the warm water 😮

I’m sure my feelings are way different than most people on this.

I love the feeling when it’s coming towards you and you rush to board up Windows or hunker down anything you can – I love preparing for!

I love the little transistor radio giving the knots and conditions ❤️ repeating date time and conditions over and over for you lol … I love having candles and things for when the lights go out

The first part hits and sometimes really hard – you are just at total mercy of that power 😮

You can see and feel the fierceness! 😳😮

And then the eye 👁… is beautiful and calm … like the storm has passed and you can relax. The smell of the air, the silence, and the beauty of the sky … omg ❤️🙌 you step out and that air smells so amazing … and it’s just so calm as you look around and see what it’s done

But it’s not done, has a big finale as the rest passes over – back with the wind speeds and rain for a second hard hit – maybe harder than the first because already weakened and smacked 😮

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I dunno? I just find that beautiful …but again only the storm – not the death or destruction – I am just in awe with that power and thrill

But I do kinda love the way people come together to rebuild or support one another afterwards… I love to see human kindness ❤️

I wish that was always and not just if you are sick or there is an event. But the comradery is also very beautiful ❤️ I do like when we be together with each other, rather than fight

Nor’Easters can be pretty thrilling also. (massive blizzards or snow storms) – I am just not a cold person, but I know those well.

Those are also thrilling if done right lol … don’t get me all excited and then don’t deliver lol … ❤️

I like severe weather (not tornadoes 🌪) and if you gonna make me be cold and have snow – I better be able to play in it! I want forts and tunnels and things – so I would like couple feet – make it worth it

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(I wanted the “give it to me baby” part of that song – but then I got sucked in remembering the song – that song makes me smile ❤️ ok actually laugh – I forgot all about that song!) ❤️

Not sure why I love those things like that.

But I do also love boring normal regular awesome sun ☀️ – that’s probably my favorite – but then there is my skin issue 🤨 so ya know – you can’t totally win

Earthquakes are a whole other issue – I do not like those – I do not like that power lol

It’s too mysterious and unpredictable.

BUT … I DO find a beauty to it – in a certain way?? 🤨🙄 I can’t help it…

I am scared of it… because of the unpredictable power and possible strength …

But then I think about it’s process and what the ground is doing and why/how 🤦‍♀️ that’s where I find the beauty – omg in the science 😮

Ok so… there are things – like history and science that I love and bleeds into the way I view something

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Heart things do that too but I am WAY WAY WAY more cautious there

I’ll take a risk on a storm, before I will do that with my heart 😮😮😮 whoa – I fear a storm less 😮😮😮

I can take any size storm (not tornadoes 😉) … but I do not like when the heart bleeds. So don’t do that! I have highest level caution ⚠️

I can read a storm easily 😮😮😮… people are iffy – I know the fierce I get with a storm, but you don’t always truly know people

Huh see how writing helps?

Interesting to think that.

What would I choose ?? Unpredictable earthquake or heartache? Hmm 😮 that’s more of a decision I have to think about. I might chose heart on this one? Maybe then I choose heart, when up against earthquake

Definitely choose heart over tornadoes lol ✌️🌪

Ok well I should go do stuff 🙄 I am behind on my own happenings and chores – bleh

I guess I am fall cleaning and preparing car and house for winter 😑 ugh dread – it’s cold today – very dramatic kinda dip there

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