Hello Monday!

Today was just weird – work was fine. But everything else was crazy 🤨… I like it better when work is crazy and my life is not lol … I do not like when my life is crazy.

So I wore pants to work – which I have been doing a lot, because I see no one so I do not have to get all dolled up lol 😘✌️

So I guess I wore good pants because everyone complimented them ??? I have worn them before and no one said a word, but today everyone did – ok whatever 🤷‍♀️

My daughter texting me all day – hey can you pick this up on way home? Oh and this? 🙄

Yup that’s fine lol… and then she texts me “hey how do I cook “this” 🤨 … listen lady… do not burn my house down lol

So I made her call me so I could walk her through cooking what she wanted to cook

And then on my way home I stop at grocery store… I did not order because these were requests done today – so I actually went INSIDE the store

Ok first of all let me say – nice pants or not… I threw my hair up on top of my head lol 🤫 … I wasn’t trying to impress anyone … and then I had my mask on too!! Also I worked all day so I think I look beat up 🤕 I was not looking dolled up thats for sure lol

And I’m at the grocery store inside so I am not thrilled lol… I want to get in and get out!!

I went to buy lotion and there was a man buying something? When he took it, he began to talk to me

And then he started telling me how he is photographer 🤨🙄 yeah I bet 😄😄🙄 ok keep going… Let’s see where this goes lol

Blah blah blah… would you be interested in photographs? blah blah blah, here is my card 🙄 whatever – do I look like I am 20? Because I am not that naive 🤨 ha! Photographer 🙄 yeah ok – that is like the oldest trick in the book ok whatever

But he did have a business card for it so maybe he tells truth but still – I do not take photos sorry ✌️

But he continued to walk and talk to me 😮

He was very nice – he was trying to be human. When he say photographer and blah blah blah lol … I made a face and smiled lol – I had a mask on … but you can see my reactions and emotions in my eyes 🤨 (that is a BIG problem for me!)

When I order online and just do pick up… no one can catch me or really see me.

Inside stores and stuff – I am catchable 🤨 I do not like being catchable – I do not want you to catch me. I am trying to be uncatchable lol

He was nice so whatever – but yeah no… I don’t need a photographer thank you lol 😄😄🙄 omg – funny though 😊❤️

He was nice and actually human – but ya know – I’m just being quiet right now. I’m not really ready especially right now… so not in March!! Not March!

And again – I think of that dating or relationship, and there is terror there still so… that will be a thing ✌️ but at least I know that. That’s ok … I’ll work through it eventually. Or it will just change because life does that ✌️

And I have homework to do tonight, so I can’t stay – it’s for court. I have to do that tonight.

Also… one of the court dates – we have to go into court – can I request not? I don’t want to see him or be in same room with him. He has terrorized me – I feel sick about it and every time I think about it – I feel nauseous and I have to breathe. So can I request to not go ? Telephone maybe? I don’t know if they will allow that but I hope so.

Alright well I have to do this homework. 😒

Ugh here comes the fricken week… well hello Monday 🙄

This song kept harassing me all day today!! Every time I turned around it was on the radio:

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Lol ❤️❤️❤️ I love it

I am way less sad as long as I do not have to see Satan. 😘✌️

And yes – I do still enjoy life’s moments … always have. ❤️

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Ok homework – I have to go or I will be up all night 😳 Gnite ✌️😘