So the second shot made me really sick- my fever spiked today to 102.5! I forget how horrible fevers make you feel
I felt it coming over me – that’s why I called out today. Something wasn’t right?? So I didn’t want to chance it.
Oh thank god I listened to my body!!! And then it engulfed me!!!
I was sitting there and suddenly – I started getting really cold… and nothing was warm enough!! Oh I was miserable!!
I am still weird??? Still small fever. Arm hurts and so does the right side – very bothersome – I just don’t feel good.
So the second shot sucked for me.
And then I have been dealing with all my stuff here and ignoring the news and just staying away from everything mostly – I catch blurbs – but otherwise I am living life. All the craziness is just too much for me… I like peace – nice and zen 🙏 ahhhh like that – not all insane crazy all the time with everything!! So I just really been staying away from things ?? Whatever
I was also dealing with massive death so that was a thing for me
And then I talk to my brother who lives in Texas – they have no running water or electricity! 😮😮😮 because of the storms!! Whoa I had no idea!!
They doing ok but they have no idea what going on. Or when be back. Wow! They tell me is Armageddon lol … like I say when is fires lol
But wow!! My thoughts and prayers to those without power or water
Maybe I should watch a little more news – but it is very hard. It makes me so tense…. and then I have to go deal with death – yeah no I don’t want that! Death is tense enough – news is always bad!!
So yes I have been ignoring things because I need to breathe and i have a lot right now – I have the weight of the world on my shoulders
Just for a minute cause you know court so…
Also… here is the thing – I finally have a lawyer who is fighting for me 😮😮😮 omg – he is making them answer ❤️❤️❤️
I have a good one omg he’s so amazing ❤️ so it’s like people… lawyers, doctors etc – you have to find the one you fit with.
He is amazing ❤️ I feel a terror but with him, I do feel a peace of sorts? So all the others would send me into a panic… this one prays with me and is supportive and knows his stuff
Omg I am forever indebted ❤️
Anyway. He is amazing!!!
He actually cares so that is touching – he is making my ex answer ❤️❤️❤️❤️ omg first time ever ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I picked really good ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you gut ❤️❤️❤️ check me out, making right decisions lol ❤️❤️❤️
I don’t know what to say. He is brilliant ❤️ thank you ❤️
I am touched very much with the kindness people have actually shown me. Sometimes people just surprise me… I’ve had that happen a lot actually
The lawyer surprises me – no one has fought for me before ❤️has been only me. I fight to survive.
So… yes I am forever indebted ❤️ thank you ❤️ finally!! So whatever happens now – I am ok with, because I trust this man 😮😮😮 I trust that he protect me 😮😮😮
I trust he gonna make sure I am ok. ❤️ ok so. I am at peace with it now.
I am doing a little better but that fever keeps spiking. I am drinking but I am not eating. I can not even fathom eating food! Nope! I had some crackers and that’s good
I wish I had my mom ❤️ my mom was amazing if you were sick- she babied you … chicken noodle soup, ginger ale, and toast lol … that was always the sick food lol ❤️ but it was awesome ❤️
And she would bring cold face cloths and put them on your forehead, brushing your hair away. She always kissed your forehead when leaving the room ❤️
If you called for her. Boom there she was ❤️ and she would make you laugh or make sure you ok.
She would rub rubbing alcohol on your back to bring down a fever ❤️
And she would boil water and put Vick’s in it and the smell would permeate the room lol
She just babied you ❤️ so I really want my mom. I miss her
Well whatever I was just remembering how amazing she is whenever we needed her ❤️
So whatever let’s not talk about that cause the memory is nice but it is also difficult ✌️ let’s stay away from that one, that’s too sensitive and I didn’t really realize that when I started talking about the memory
Well anyway… the second shot – omg took me down!! I am still feverish, my body feels so heavy – like omg I don’t want to move, and then I go freezing!!
The lawyer knows that I am running a fever due to vaccine – still wants to see me and I can’t miss. Bleh 🤢
Please let me be able to function tomorrow 😳🙏
Oh and my staff ❤️ I have the very best staff ever ❤️❤️❤️❤️
They check on me with the lawyer … and they check on me when I am sick… or if I have problems. They are just amazing – I do love my coworkers – they are really awesome!!
So I said thank you for checking on me ❤️
And they said… trisha we are like family right? Awwwww ❤️❤️❤️❤️ yeah we kinda are after 2020 – and I spend so much time with them lol and they are hilarious … I love coming to work to work with them.
Anyway ❤️ they are very sweet
So I dunno I am light headed ?? I am just not with it and I can only get that fever to drop but not go normal!! And it’s draining. I am starving – but oh no no!!! My tummy is like “go ahead see what happens” – no thank you … I am hungry but food turns my stomach 😝 so I will wait
I am drinking fluids.
Maybe he let me do phone appt tmrw ? But I will still plan that I will be fine tmrw – mind over matter right? I did not expect it to kick my ass lol
I just thought be fine like the first time – nope. It is not… not for me… but one of my coworkers had no reaction?? I thought I would be just like that.
So did surprise me little with that horrific fever – I did not expect it even though I knew was possibility – I expected to be totally fine like the first time .
Ok well that sucked – I do not like being sick. And it makes me just want my mom bleh
Being sick makes me just remember everything about her – she is so comforting ❤️
Well anyway I have to sleep again – I am starting to freeze so that temp is probably spiking again – it is night time
Ugh – I hate being sick- I forgot how much I hate being sick.
So for me – I got sick
Another got sick like me too
Another one was completely fine – no issues
And I have one more staff member who needs 2nd shot… so not sure how hers will go yet??
Ok well I will be functioning eventually 🙏🙏🙏 I am not doing that very well right now.