My phone tonight…
So I am talking to my mom tonight, and we talking and most calls go like this…
So… you seeing anyone?
Oh really? How come? Do you not want to?
Oh ok… and we would laugh … then we would talk about something else … but 5 minutes later …
So are you dating any guys? 🤨
Like 20 times this question appeared 🤨 Oh my god!!! Every call even though we talked yesterday too!
And she says to me at one point… Mike? Did you say Mike?
What?? What are you talking about ?
Are you dating a guy named Mike?
Ugh what? mom no!! There is no Mike
You must have known a bad Mike 🤨😑
Mom I don’t even know a Mike!
So you are “not” seeing Mike then? How come, don’t you like him? 😑🤨 Oh my god!
So I finally just said … Mum, I don’t like or date ANY guy. I just want my peace
Every call the convos go there … every single call!!
When I say I am not dating anyone she gets all sad for me… oh really – wouldn’t you want that though?
Well yeah, I just don’t wanna deal with shit…
And she laughs and says “well no one does” 🤨😄
She also acts shocked I don’t wanna date… but I don’t tell her what goes on with stuff… I don’t want to worry her or have her loop some kinda worry or terror. So I just let her say whatever, I tell her what I can and I’m am vague with everything else.
These convos go around and around!! 20 different times … we generally have the exact same convo for like 2 hours every night lol
We laughed a lot and she asked that question a lot 🤨
Then she was saying to come visit her she misses me 😳😮 I will mum, soon ❤️🙏
I don’t wanna say anything … I just wanna enjoy her happy- not freak her out. I also don’t want to get into it and have to explain the virus – I get to have convos with her where corona doesn’t come up, sometimes it almost does …but I can divert her. She is not aware.
She makes me laugh always ❤️ I want to record her laugh because I love her laugh ❤️
And then she tells me tonight at end of call, “ok well I will call you tmrw” (she won’t .. she cant remember numbers so whatever, I call her) but is funny ❤️ ok mom
I am glad to have any convos with her – just the one about dating makes me squirm lol … I don’t like that convo lol
But anyway… I get off the phone with her, and the little elderly man I told you about calls me.
He tells me he fired his worker lol … I knew that was gonna happen… once it gets in his head he’s done.
Then he’s having surgery in September and wanted to know if I can take him… yes I will take him… I’m not going in though but I will bring him there and take him home.
He doesn’t really have anyone. Just me …
And then he says he wants me to maybe come back and work for him. He said he’s only comfortable and only likes me.
Uhhh we see
I say that an awful lot – especially lately!!!
I did like working for him though … he is a hoarder … but he hoards antiques 😮
So every box and everything is like Christmas 😮😮😮 so amazing !!!
And I make him laugh. Plus he doesn’t have anyone to talk to… just me. I do enjoy working for him. But he is about hour and half from me
He had a wife… and they were close… I took care of her too… she had cancer … so I would bring her and sit with her in chemo. That was before I got cancer. She died umm maybe 2 years ago?
So he’s really lonely. He’s a good guy. He has a lot of health issues too though.
But anyway… I don’t think I can go work for him… I need benefits so… that would be issue, and he’s sooo far for me.
But I can be friend so… if he needs help I be there, when able…
He’s going to need to have someone. He went on and on tonight that he only wants and is only comfortable with me.
I get that… I know how he is, I’m the only one he was ok with. He has known me for umm ?? Over 20 years… I met that family in 1998.
So I am familiar, and very close like family. But he’s going to have to keep someone beside me!!! I certainly don’t mind… I do consider them family… so I dunno.
His mom is still alive but she’s like 86. She lives around his area.
Anyway… I won’t hear from my police officer tonight cause he working… plus I just dropped a lot on him… let him absorb it. I’m not sure what he could even say or do… but whatever. I tried that option so we will see what happens.
Tmrw I have the graveside service. So curious to see what I do with those… I don’t know who those – I don’t do those 😮
We shall see ✌️
Alright Gnite 😘✌️