I will be missing in action for a little while…
I have my law class tomorrow. I am excited for that… I am learning a lot about death. There is so much to know! I am excited! I will have to wear the mask 😷 we will also be distancing
I might be excited to come back and tell you all about it? Tmrw night after the class? I’ll have to be quick though …
Thursday I am finishing my prep…
And then it’s Friday 😳
Little nervous for Friday – I know I am strong – and I do believe what is meant to be, will be… you do your best and hope for the best … I know that
Plus it’s what is coming at me… so suck it up and deal with it. Bleh!
I don’t want to do this or go through this!! I’m sooo tired lol … I just wanted to moan for a minute 😝
If it goes really bad… I’m gonna be sad for a minute … if it goes good… I will have a smile. And relief! 🙏
I can do it… I’m just scared that’s all. Ok fine terrified 🤮
I’m just scared cause he is dirty and brutal. So there is that.
I don’t know what I am doing and I don’t understand. I am preparing paperwork and getting my things in order and listing things …
All I can do is my best and then just be at mercy … I don’t want to see him. I don’t want to be anywhere around him… that alone is a lot. Whew
I am defenseless so… I am afraid of his fury.
Nothing I can do about that though – it just makes me fear
So whatever – facing a fear 😝
I don’t like that… but then if I don’t face it …forever will be there … I want it gone – I want it done!!!
I want it all to be over. So ok … almost there … what is meant to be, will be.
Ok. Well anyway… I will be MIA for a little while. I’ll be back when and as I can. My first free good day be Saturday ? But we see … MIA for awhile. ☹️
Good night ✌️
Cue dramatic music lol…