I will be missing in action for a little while…

I have my law class tomorrow. I am excited for that… I am learning a lot about death. There is so much to know! I am excited! I will have to wear the mask 😷 we will also be distancing

I might be excited to come back and tell you all about it? Tmrw night after the class? I’ll have to be quick though …

Thursday I am finishing my prep…

And then it’s Friday 😳

Little nervous for Friday – I know I am strong – and I do believe what is meant to be, will be… you do your best and hope for the best … I know that

Plus it’s what is coming at me… so suck it up and deal with it. Bleh!

I don’t want to do this or go through this!! I’m sooo tired lol … I just wanted to moan for a minute 😝

If it goes really bad… I’m gonna be sad for a minute … if it goes good… I will have a smile. And relief! 🙏

I can do it… I’m just scared that’s all. Ok fine terrified 🤮

I’m just scared cause he is dirty and brutal. So there is that.

I don’t know what I am doing and I don’t understand. I am preparing paperwork and getting my things in order and listing things …

All I can do is my best and then just be at mercy … I don’t want to see him. I don’t want to be anywhere around him… that alone is a lot. Whew


I am defenseless so… I am afraid of his fury.

Nothing I can do about that though – it just makes me fear

So whatever – facing a fear 😝

I don’t like that… but then if I don’t face it …forever will be there … I want it gone – I want it done!!!

I want it all to be over. So ok … almost there … what is meant to be, will be.

Ok. Well anyway… I will be MIA for a little while. I’ll be back when and as I can. My first free good day be Saturday ? But we see … MIA for awhile. ☹️

Good night ✌️

Cue dramatic music lol…


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  1. Remember – pray🙏🙏🙏🙏. This so called man has hurt you so badly. BUT he can’t do anything worse than he already has. If this was your daughter having to go through this what would you tell her? Stand tall and do the very best that you can. If you cry you cry. You are human. I am praying that God will envelope you in his arms and give you all the strength you need. And next week at this time it will be all behind you and you can move on. Don’t let this man have any more control over you. He is a pathetic coward. Prayers and peace for you🙏🙏✌️

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    1. Yeah I was thinking and praying that exact thing… I hope god holds my hand here.

      He is a coward… any man or person who does that to another – just has no soul.

      I am praying!!

      I would tell her to be strong, hold her head up high and do her best.

      I do plan to do that. 🙏 I am strong, I’ve already walked through a lot so. I think I can.

      Thank you for your words ❤️✌️


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