The Beautiful Experience

https://youtu.be/FuXbKLiW1UI?si=6R_pGl_TmcgHp9fj

Guy is doing it right – Omg!!

But let’s discuss hate first. That’s all part of the beautiful experience 😉😘 lol

Satan is trying to change custody because I am custodial parent. He also says I making money I am not reporting which is untrue and I can prove that. Again just saying what a horrible awful person I am …

But… I have letters of recommendation from the police, golf course, customers, friends, funeral people to prove my character and a bank account to prove what he say is not true

He is trying to say I deserve nothing – not support for daughter nothing and that I should be responsible for all his legal fees and my own

So he is absolutely gonna try to crush me – alright – not my first rodeo with this Asshole and I have everything to lose

So prepare shits about to go down

I am going to fight Satan

https://youtu.be/F8Cg572dafQ?si=54XwAsvsNeevMfR4

It’s going down FOR REAL!! Ok here we go 😮

https://youtu.be/bxV-OOIamyk?si=LqzsLs3wFKnRvbsl

Fuckin monster!! Nothing you could say that could take away my deepest hatred for him!! No words can explain the deepness

https://youtu.be/vimZj8HW0Kg?si=WWBcfiuW0Axx3uM-

I have everything to lose – so that bitch of a Satan better be ready – remember you reap what you sow.

He is a monster so ok – fight… I am way better lover than fighter – but if you leave me no choice ok – I will fight – bitch be ready …cause F U!!

https://youtu.be/fHC05_9b0gw?si=q8kcYAH7Wt6P4SZF

He must have a very sad existence and life to constantly try to crush me. He is sadist and wants to make sure I suffer at his hands always

https://youtu.be/8SeRU_ZPDkE?si=96tlXQl1nVj5adSb

No man will ever own me ever ever EVER again!!!

So bring that shit bitch

But I do teeter to having that strength and being really scared because I trust nothing – but is do or die now – alright – bring it! 🇺🇸 you wanna force me to fight – fine

I do believe I am ready 💋

Ok so there is a lot going on – so I am tackling one thing at a time. Ugh 😩 – ok

I have silence because I am preparing my method of attacks 💋✌️ … don’t fuckin underestimate me

And moving on to something else within the beautiful experience … lol … the opening line in that song by Prince just says everything lol 😄

So new guy 😮😮😮 damn the boy is good!!

He is incredible 😮

Treats me like gold 😮 damn boy

Ok well he is younger by 2 years – but he’s completely in love

He respects my boundaries and my quirks … I do not feel afraid at all

He accepts my slowness and never tries anything I am uncomfortable with – is always respectful of how I feel, who I am and what I want

He knows the one thing I want and is completely on board with it – I never even had to say a word

He is an action man – anyone can say words – but this man is all actions … and good ones not sucky ones 😄

Is gentleman and then that’s gonna make me just completely want him so we see 😮

https://youtu.be/UrIiLvg58SY?si=TojuQat82-SrqqJZ

He is different – we click … he cares, he is present – not engulfed in social media or society ❤️ I love that!

We can speak honestly and he likes my calmness and understands my need to have such peace from the world ❤️ he gets it

https://youtu.be/lp-EO5I60KA?si=hxznB1-0SQ6l94W-

He is sweeping me off my feet 😮

He wants to be the reason I smile … he wants to be there and knows what he wants – is kind and compassionate and protective – ding ding ding 🛎️ lol ❤️ his humanity and human kindness is beautiful in a man 😮

I thought they broke the mold for men like this 😮 he has old soul like I do.

He is like this with me :

https://youtu.be/WQnAxOQxQIU?si=th5IDjJbfAuooMSr

😮😮 and he’s busy like me – so my job not even an issue ❤️

He wants to always be caring and so sweet to me – he always asks if is anything I need. I always say “no, just you” 😘

I have told him everything – so he gives me strength and keeps wanting to make me happy and feel safe ❤️

Dude watch it!

You gonna make me say the L word 😮

https://youtu.be/2-MBfn8XjIU?si=_44SdjqFShqNnHjX

So careful – you have to be careful in all kinds of ways lol … but I think he wants that and doesn’t mind that 😮

He doesn’t try to overpower or be a pompous ass – he is always checking to see what I want or wish 😮

He’s like me – he watch me too – we see true colors at same time with each other

One day I was on phone with him driving – and I was in stupid traffic

So then I forgot I was on the phone with him – cause traffic went front and center …

And then I turned Boston lol “what the fuck you doin? Holy shit drive dude”

Yeah so when I am mad I swear – or when in traffic if I am the driver – I also have lead foot

He picks me up and he drives ❤️😄 he doesn’t mind the Boston – and he does drive better than me – he is safe driver

I am also safe driver but I am speedy – I am not a swerve’er … unless is complete moron then fuck it – I gotta be places – move

He is very peaceful driver – I love when he drives ❤️

He be like this:

https://youtu.be/LjhCEhWiKXk?si=Ihnjz1TouamzBvpz

😮😮

https://youtu.be/ByfFurjQDb0?si=qZuJ9_y8SnDMjTc8

😮😮

They still make them like this 😮😮

I let him meet my children 😮 they just met him Friday night – all of them … at a high school powderpuff 🏈 game … nice and easy without spotlight

With the one exception of my daughter telling everyone I am seeing someone and who he is 🙄 cause then 5 teenage girls decked out for the game came booping over 😮 and making big deal 😄🙄

I thought my kids would be like “who is this man? Who dares date our mother?!” Lol

But instead the reason I got is totally different 😮 my oldest likes him a lot and he say mum about time you put yourself out there

And my daughter said “I like him mum, he’s good for you” I said “how you know?” And she said “because I see the way he makes you smile” 😮❤️

And my middle one thought that since he was former politician and from our area and now a lawyer, he would FOR SURE be pompous ass republican – but he wasn’t at all – he was down to earth and fun and awesome 👏

He is also independent like me – but former republican 😄😄 but that’s alright lol – I’ll allow it 😄😄😘✌️

Also he is a teaser!! I am also a teaser 😄❤️ 👏 so he is fun … he is enhancing my life 😮

He enhances my levitation ❤️

https://youtu.be/TUVcZfQe-Kw?si=JWHMizrtREUdGg4A

https://youtu.be/FM7MFYoylVs?si=jMjHDSoMVtpoFzEI

Look what life put in my life right before my own war 😮😮😮

And wow – did not see that comin!

So I have a beautiful experience and life – knock on wood 🪵 lol – I have terribleness and deal with a Monster

But I have brightness that appeared 😮😮

Damn – boy does everything right 😮 someone taught him well! Impressed 😮 he makes me smile all the time ❤️

https://youtu.be/ffej15-Dgl0?si=pAracTVQ4roqaoA_

He’s very sweet, kind, compassionate, funny … even with all the stress I have – he makes it all just melt away 😮😮 what has happened here?? 😮😮😮

Yeah dude sweeping me off my feet 😮 but I’m down to earth and compassionate way 😮 wow

Lol … take note – this man does it right ❤️

https://youtu.be/tbIEwIwYz-c?si=bfqy-sls30TXJf0a