Careful

Ahhhh finally Friday! This week went fast though!

So. I’m still not sure what to think with guy? I do like him, I do not get a bad vibe – seems very sweet hearted ❤️

Enjoys texting but not overwhelming … and was nice to see him last night for dinner – enjoy his company 😊

Maybe I say careful because I’m so used to being on my own and that freedom ? 😮😮😮 did I get addicted to peace ? Lol kidding sorta – how much do I like that? 😮

I don’t really know myself in this area – so that’s another reason I say “careful” lol ✌️

But he’s sweet, very kind and thoughtful towards me and actually acts like a gentleman

Says funny and also sweet things, convos are awesome cause if I talk to him we always talking or laughing very simple and easy

Sometimes I think I might make him bit nervous – but I also think he really likes me, so that’s why… I am quiet and sorta reserved in that area – because I am observing

As a “love” he would be …

https://youtu.be/2Vv-BfVoq4g?si=yxiYqsbqtaqmp7mA

Cause he acts that way 😮 just like that 😮 he has a romance to him – very sweetly though, and since I did know him before – a long time ago… as just acquaintance he smitten??

We can talk about anything, and he’s so supportive

It’s his humanity I am watching – cause that’s a thing for me – I am also gonna watch how he handles anger … cause I haven’t seen that yet

I can’t really tell – he has a softness to him with me… is that with others too? Or just me?

I don’t know him well yet … he can tell me whatever he wanna tell me… but I don’t know him or his life …

So I am just seeing

If I trust him as a man – he better sure as hell be strong enough to trust a beautiful woman so we see

Are secure enough? Or will that be issue?

So just observing

So far is nice

I am little afraid of having any relationship because the peace I have is incredible – I answer to no one but self ❤️👏 you begin to love that and I have been on own for few years now

But then I would love companionship … I think? Not sure?? 😮😮😮

I don’t really give it too much thought 😮😮 omg

Who AM I? 😮

But I do like that he trying to connect with me… he is present … and makes an effort without totally overwhelming me

He does step carefully and very sweetly

I guess the thing that scares me is how fast people just are ??

I am pretty and have a body … so … not that it’s a bad thing … but ya know … “todays world” – can be little superficial – sorry but yes

So I am looking at motive too, and morals – who is as a person.

I think he is good person – but we will see

So if he is actually amazing – what do I want?

😮😮😮

What if I don’t know??? 😮😮😮

I don’t really feel lonely ? I have my kids, and work I care for many… is full life- I don’t have loneliness

But I do like him and do enjoy his company – so we see

I am a little afraid of myself in this area …

So yes – careful 😮

https://youtu.be/CqBtS6BIP1E?si=j9Wnl9rvkr9xFDcd

😮😮😮 I dunno if I am ready for stuff

But I won’t pass on someone amazing so we see … so far he’s doing really good

Careful though …cause I go silent if overwhelmed by anything I can’t handle – so we see … am I ok?

He knows I have that silence so maybe he hear me? But I don’t know – don’t go to fast – I am afraid of myself with the silence

I’m pretty, look younger than I am, and with a body… so going fast makes me nervous

I am nervous that THAT is what fall in love with

Yes I get attraction to cause the initial draw for some …

But do you hear who I am?

So we will just see many things one way or the other

He acts like this :

https://youtu.be/L6-uJLteKek?si=F7GFRl4EOFU_S6Ls

Since we knew same people – he has asked about me before – he said he asked and back then whoever he asked said “yeah she’s hot but married”

Ok so what do you see ? Me ? Or hot? Which one?

But yeah always learning lessons – I will see because he does seemingly have a humanity to him – so ok … I’ll give a chance – we see

https://youtu.be/Bx51eegLTY8?si=mQ3MBjuJ_mzpj-r6

I am nervous also of me? The silence scares me cause I don’t want to hurt anyone ever with anything!!

So just step slow and let me see

But I do like his kindness, sweetness and effort toward me… he is like this:

https://youtu.be/im8yO-CwqFE?si=yVeyf5ru7jKfL0sL

I just wanna make sure is right reason too

So alright – I will learn things 😳

Let’s see how this goes 😮