Damned if do or don’t

I have to do something I don’t want to do…

I am worried.

Is best to just do, if don’t I continue to worry

I feel like damned if do but also damned if don’t – so which one is better?

What I have to do will make me severely cry, only because of circumstances which I will explain later

I will have to face one of my demons 😩

I always say if you don’t face they forever haunt you. Bleh 🤮 sometimes my words SUCK!!! 😬

Ok so – about to do something that hopefully goes well – but I’m really scared 😭 I don’t want to

But if I don’t that is also scary so I don’t know which is worse

Don’t tell me it will be ok – cause I don’t know that

Maybe not comment on this just yet – let me get stable with it and do this and then I be back 😩 let’s just see what happens

Ugh I don’t want to 😩 but it’s time

And even life is throwing down signs 🪧

Ok whew – deep breath 😮‍💨

Someone is coming with me ❤️

😩😩😩😭 I don’t want to do at all – I just have to

I hate when life forces things on me 😝

Ok I have to stop and just do this so ok – I should be back later 🙏 😭

Ok – big girl panties

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