And I’m sick 😩

Ok well… life just broke my stride 😮

I am not feeling well – earlier I was the sickness where you feel so bad, you just cry for no reason lol 🤷‍♀️ I came home take meds and sleep

I’m still weird – I probably gonna stay home tmrw and take Covid test 😩

It’s about to get real at work 😮

Please let it run ok without me 🙏🙏🙏 but good lesson to see what I do

Get ready

https://youtu.be/Ejdx6_hYTiY?si=j1nXzpmBmt1rhSJS

It will be fine – but I worry very much – I don’t know that they will take care of like I do 🙏🙏🙏 ok holding my breath on that one 😳 it will be fine

I am nervous 😟 I am never sick 😩😩

Ok well whatever – gonna let go – handle without me for minute 😩

https://youtu.be/nxMMElT61A8?si=4tAFAJN-WJXBGos0

Ok and then I have other thing to talk about 😳

So… Sunday someone wants to take me out – to catch up and stuff

So ok sure – I say yes

Then he text me yesterday – and he’s funny… but I’m still reading him- seeing how real he is

Yesterday I was thinking what am I doing? – this will just be same as always – why I think it be different?

Cause I will think ok maybe this be different and it is never different lol 🤷‍♀️ so what am I doing?

Yesterday… he was funny on text… but I still can’t read him on text yet?

What he does for a living gives me caution – not sure how to see with the professions he has – because I don’t trust those professions 😮✌️

And then he texting today and again making me laugh … he’s very funny 😊 so that’s good

I’m trying to see if the humor matches mine? Or is that gonna be thing because I have a quietness and a reservedness sometimes too – I have funny playful side but also a more serious subdued side

So whatever – we see … he’s interesting, seems like nice person so I will see

I take my time to know though

Proceeding with caution still – I am just telling you what is happening

Ok well … time will tell

😳

I don’t see how will go yet – in person and time be better for me to see clearly

https://youtu.be/wIft-t-MQuE?si=oogeXv-oI9EBWw2q

And I might have to cancel Sunday if I am not doing better 😮

Ok well I go in and out – I’m hot/cold, strong/weak, with it/not with it… my body is little achy and and my head just disconnected – my eyes feel light ??

No fever – I keep checking when I am alert

Doby does not understand why I am not same as I always am … I am very slow moving and not all playful currently – am dragging

He is very disappointed with that

I DoorDash’ed him some treats because he really is such a good boy … he deserves some goodness not sickness

He hears them come to the door – so I have to distract him and put him away so I can get the package

So I get it and then let him out and he’s so excited and knows it’s for him 🙄

He jumps like a bunny rabbit with excitement which is cute and funny – but I try to make him not do that because I worry he will get bad hips

But he jumps away

https://youtu.be/nh71sZmtRLU?si=YIFxR1IqS8pdYt96

https://youtu.be/nh71sZmtRLU?si=YIFxR1IqS8pdYt96

He’s been sweet and loving while I am sicky ❤️ he even sleep with me earlier ❤️

He trying to take care of me ❤️

But anyway – he saw the package for him – jumps up and down with excitement

And he happy with new bones and then let’s me be sick and stays right beside me

I went to get more water and he takes his bone and follows me to the kitchen lol … dude … I’m just getting water and coming right back lol

He is definitely a Velcro dog omg lol

And amazing protector and he’s very family oriented and likes routines, he makes me laugh and is so happy to see me always

He’s funny and sweet and caring and loving 🥰 ❤️

I just never imagined to have a Doberman breed- now I can’t imagine without ❤️

That video is totally him! ❤️ they are very very smart dogs 😮❤️

Ok I am fading pretty fast right now and just took some meds so I need to sleep now

I hope to be back at some point 🙏 hopefully just a quick sick bug and be done 🙏

Please don’t be Covid 🙏😩

Btw – my mind over matter did not work at all