Learning

Always learning right?

Today,.. I am just organizing and cleaning for fall 😝👎 fall just tells me …

“Winter is coming” 😳😳

School will start back up in 2 weeks 😮😩 ugh

Then gonna be traffic and back to parent traffic 😩 ughhhh … ugh – don’t make me think of that because I will keep groaning

BUT on the bright side – there will be some rain and then there’s your car wash … woo hoo!! No more pollen/dust car!! Lol

So this week at work – things have been piling up and we low staff and I need assistance with things ,.. and something happened 😮

My Irish red hair came out lol ✌️😘 😄

Listen – I am patient … highly… I can take a lot … but if you keep building with stupid shit – there will be a day of reckoning ✌️💋

Sorry but not sorry.

I could not hold back anymore 😮😮

Because I had a lot of drama things this week – Omg

I do not like drama things – however – if you keep being an asshole… then I am totally gonna just tell you!! Omg you gonna hear it!!!

Also – I do not trust so prove yourself … time will tell

But anyway – I unleashed my issues and what I thought … I just could not take anymore

So yeah … do not mistake my kindness for doormat – nope 👎 so let me correct your ass

Also… this is death… we front line and you need a balance from things you handle… must have compassion and integrity. Also “work”

So… is better now – we had it out …

But ya know time will tell – we see

https://youtu.be/Ejdx6_hYTiY

I am with these people more than my own family so… hell yeah I better love where I am…. so guess what – I gonna tell you 💋✌️

I’m not giving my life for something I don’t love so… I want balance and therefor – quit the shit – are we gonna love the job or not?

Are we gonna rule this town – or you gonna have tons of issues? Your choice

Anyway – I am in thought… cause I don’t know what I want 😮

I love having a strong team … notice I say the word TEAM … and I’m not gonna love, if it’s gonna suck

I do because I love ❤️… I have a gift… I’ve always had it … I can ease and relax someone instantly with my voice and words and care. People instantly trust and relax with me always!!! Even when I am not at work.

Anyway I am also very familiar with death and loss… also heart bleeding from inside – so I can very easily feel the pain people are in. I love to make sure people are ok and help them feel comforted in this crazy world – even if only for a moment while experiencing life’s most raw heartbreaking moments

And then – also in this field … I can be myself because they are all quirky and I fit sooo well 😄❤️

We are all different but mesh well ❤️

https://youtu.be/6M6samPEMpM

https://youtu.be/SxGLPVvNjvY

I never feel like a misfit – but I love that song ❤️

Anyway … my peeps ❤️

Plus I’m known for compassion so I also like that – come to me … I will do what can to help

A doctor was taking too long to do something – we are talking a very long time and no one would help me … was months we waiting … so F that… I packed a bag of chips and really crunchy annoying foods and drink … went to the doctors office and sat my ass in their lobby until they do this

https://youtu.be/b6U5W3pavJY

Yes so please do this or I come back daily

Makes me feel like this:

https://youtu.be/RB6wQxugJn4

Lol … only it was not over money… something much more important

So … yeah …

https://youtu.be/HMqgVXSvwGo

I work in death – I’m a little spirited lol 😘

https://youtu.be/OPf0YbXqDm0

https://youtu.be/p47fEXGabaY

Sorry for repeat songs but those are perfect✌️❤️

Anyway… sigh … I love it – but ya know there is a corporation that can cause it to occasionally suck!! ✌️😘

They want work of 6 in one and nope 👎 is a burn out profession sometimes

And doesn’t pay front line workers very much considering what we are doing and how much of ourselves we pour into it.

Anyway,.. I’m also very umm… visible and attention drawing 😮 in the job … we are only place in town 😮

So most will end up knowing me … if they don’t already and then that also makes me visible with things in general …

I like low key… but this is not low key lol … I do have to draw your attention … both for families so they can see the care and compassion… and then for others that …by law …I need something from … not afraid of attention, but not the biggest fan, because I like the peace and quiet from crazy lol

https://youtu.be/Q4VK9_CfOLQ

So there is that.

I work hard for this and is important

But there is something I don’t trust – but we will see …

I said “I appreciated someone’s effort” … cause heat me roar

https://youtu.be/CevxZvSJLk8

https://youtu.be/HgknAaKNaMM

So it’s been a fun week 💋✌️

But they replied… “we will own it and all others will feel our presence” 😮😮😮

Now you are speaking my language 👏👏👏 😮

https://youtu.be/bxV-OOIamyk

https://youtu.be/3Kxf2dHlDpQ

😮

https://youtu.be/FM7MFYoylVs

Not for the attention or anything – cause I am not sure I like that… but I am very good at that – I care so…

https://youtu.be/5B1QTEGL3t0

🙏❤️

So anyway… is the moments in life … can be crazy but is those moments that make impressions and impacts

It’s funny cause for work – I’m down … but then personally wayyyyyyy more quiet – don’t want no problems … but when is for a purpose I’m ok with it … but it’s gonna infect my little quiet peaceful life

I am just thinking and I also don’t trust yet – but I did like that statement … so we will see … lol … feel our presence – I like that… so time will tell

I’ll see who you are

Also always learning who I am – my 2 worlds collide… there is crazy sometimes … and there is peace but then they collide 😮

https://youtu.be/E4a82LRNdlQ

I definitely have a life spirit

Anyway – I also don’t always trust the corporation and I don’t want to work for a place that isn’t good. And I have a life to live too. So … I just think a lot

I will see – I just know where I am powerful in spirit

But I also know my silence 😮 I step careful with spirit lol ✌️

Anyway… tmrw I think I am meeting one of my girls for a day of whatever we want ❤️ I have to think about what would be fun idea ?

Doby has learned how to speak to me lol … if I ask him if he wants something – if I name things off – when I get to what he wants … he licks his lips 👅

😄😄❤️👏👏

Today we are cleaning house deeply – in preparation for fall 😩 lol

I have to go for now – be back later