Hmmm 🤔
I’m a little silent – but because I am in thought 🤔
I am uneasy trusting something and someone.
And then that thought brings me to another thought – I dunno – I have many thoughts running through my mind right now.
Totally would love to trust and be at ease – but I am not … I do not trust.
I do better and can be at ease with trust and is good ❤️👏 … but I live in the world so 🤷♀️ trust is a thing.
How long do you wait to know if you can trust or not?
Do you blindly trust someone you don’t truly know? 😮😮 gasp 😱 that sentence even strikes a fear
Ok so there is the trust aspect … I either have to trust or move on 😮😮😮
Ugh but then that opens me to tons I don’t know or trust lol …omg! 😮😮😮
Sorry little cryptic – I want to just spill all the details because I don’t know if how I think or feel is just me ? However – track record also says something right?
And then what if it is life teaching me lesson 😮😝 … totally hate life lessons!! They usually suck! But what if I need to learn something here? I might? So I’m not sure and want opinions …
But then at the same time, I want to be cryptic for privacy and then also…
I step away and silence when I am trying to sort my thoughts – when I don’t know how to put my thoughts and everything into words without being jumbled.
Takes me a minute.
And then you know – with people … ehhhhh takes me a minute to know someone and trust – which I do … because I have inner core who I do totally trust ❤️❤️❤️
That song – like that ❤️ … my family ❤️
So yes I can trust – you just have to be trustworthy lol 😘✌️ 🤷♀️
Ok so the trust thing – how do you do trust?
I’m too old school arent I ?
I missed the age of loyalty 😮😮😮
I’m old Boston Irish – so ya know – “loyal” ☘️
I do not like the end of this clip – be warned – it is disturbing 😮😮… I did not know was disturbing until the end … everything else is hilarious … except the end which again… is DISTURBING 😳
⚠️ don’t watch to the very end 👇 end is disturbing – I am only adding because everything else was so funny – just the end is not … I am now very disturbed ✌️👇 that is your warning ⛔️
Two of my favorite movies are Boston based ❤️
I like “The Departed” …
And I LOVE Fever Pitch ❤️❤️❤️
Anyway …
So how do you do life? How do you handle trust or loyalty? How loyal are you? How do you trust? Do you believe you are trustworthy?
And bonus questions …
In life… do you keep in comfort with what you know and what is comfortable for you? Or do you grow with lessons and don’t mind change ?
Also life is journey and a path so… do you take the safe path or the path less traveled? 😮😮 lol
So I dunno – I am thinking I am not sure how I want to move along 😮😮
I am thinking of how to progress forward? And that will depend on my trust and loyalty lol – so see it is a vicious cycle lol ✌️
Ps… one of my comrades in the business sent me this hilarious thing today …
😄😄 that did make me laugh today
Sometimes we are warped 🤷♀️😘✌️❤️
Learning Life 
OK, sounds like you have a heap of stuff going on! Ha, I was only outta town a day! 😛
Trust yourself, your inner self! We cannot advise you coz we all bring our own baggage to that party. Take things slow and watch, Your instincts seem to have served you well til now, so why not into the future? And at your own pace coz you have to be comfortable.
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Lol – life moves fast 😉
Yes, I do trust myself and instincts … I’m seeing what I am ok with and what I am not.
Figuring out what I want moving forward. Not sure direction of something… so I am just taking it in and thinking.
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Sounds a sensible course! Good luck! 🙏
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Yes thank you 😊
I think so
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I tend to be loyal and trustworthy. I also appear to blindly trust others but I’m not actually that stupid, which surprises the untrustworthy people.
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Agreed – me too
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I am trustworthy and loyal like a dog, l will take so many secrets of others to my grave, but l am also very cynical and whilst l am very trusting, l have been burned so often, it takes me time to trust properly.
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Ah yes I am exactly same – I will side eye until I trust lol
Yes I also keep secrets people tell me 😳 …mostly – unless it involved anyone hurt or needing help
Also been burned – and reason don’t trust.
Also takes me time to trust, but I am also a trusting person in general … til someone f’s it up, I will see with distance – observant of behaviors ✌️
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Precisely and that is what has happened with this charity work l am doing, l feel a bit let down by the committee and the charity to boot.
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Yes I am sorta in similar position – but we see
Also it could advance your name and then bring business you can charge your worth for ❤️👏
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I wish that was the case, sadly l think they have just used the situation to their advantage sadly.
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Rude – there is a charity here that I won’t donate to because of how was treated by a member when I was a little girl…
At 7 years old – selling Girl Scout cookies with my mom and little red wagon… he yelled at me pretty severely and lectured me about soliciting 😮
He told me he works for this particular charity therefore gives enough 😮
So now I never forget that … and nope 👎 I was in tears back then – rude man – was little girl
One apple 🍎 ruined the bunch 😮
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Yes, one apple that ruins can do a lot of damage.
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