1st day of vacation 🌴☀️

So instead of eating a healthy breakfast – and I was nervous and had no faith …

When I opened the fridge, there was that magnificent chocolate cake from my work birthday on Wednesday ❤️

It was so rich and chocolatey – yes please … that will make me feel better ❤️‍🩹 and it worked 😮😮😮

I felt better ❤️👏👏 calmer … 😋 Mmmm chocolate ❤️

Felt like nothing could bring down – plus I had that appt about satan… and planned to have an afternoon with one of my friends, to take my mind away and also good friends and the right friends, make you feel better ❤️❤️ I was padding my day so just incase – because I have no faith here.

So whatever happened – I still wanted good day

So in order to have good amazing day – you should have chocolate cake in your fridge lol ❤️👏

It’s so rich just takes a tiny slice – and it’s euphoric so – yes let’s do that for hard days when you have decadent chocolate cake ❤️👏

The euphoric ness of a truly decadent cake will carry you for little while lol

So that helped. I brought all my stuff for lawyer… I spent time putting all together – but I am quiet because I don’t have faith in system or court.

It went well. Was first time I didn’t cry before, during or after 😮😮 (was that the chocolate cake?)

Also the first time I felt like my lawyer was going to try to protect me. He see how hard I work, and how timely and consistent I am… and I providing for my daughter

So I felt a small sense of relief with that – but then ya know court is different story. And I don’t trust the system at all – so we see

But today went ok 👍

My appt ran very long – which is good – we went over everything 😊 not that I know what is happening, cause I understand none of this … but is suddenly like he is going to try to protect me ❤️

I think he sees 😮😮

Afterwards … my friend was waiting for me… she was shopping at a mall nearby, waiting for my appt to finish ❤️

She took me to a vegan restaurant – was fast food but vegan and really awesome 😮

All my funeral friends are like “who are you?” Cause suddenly I eat a lot of vegan things- when I am not vegan lol 😄🤷‍♀️

I dunno… usually I am picky, but I’m liking things 😮 so let’s see how long that runs? Lol 🥗

But it was fun – I was impressed by the food 😊🫶nice 👏

https://youtu.be/0nupaTD_aT8

That was from a year ago – they have pizza now lol … but I got the vegan burger 🍔 and chili fries – which omg so yummy

So see … for breakfast – you start with chocolate cake to make your day amazing and give you strength through the hardness lol ✌️🫶

For lunch – you have clean organic fast food vegan food lol … which is delicious and also healthy so – is balancing lol ❤️

And for dinner… we had chicken quesadillas (homemade)

So nicely rounded day

You have to start out with something awesome 👏 ❤️

https://youtu.be/xSWnSFPrPI4

https://youtu.be/CZtUA9_ID0U

❤️ … but only in summer – winter I don’t like – or haven’t in long time … winter is too much

Anyway… in Gaelic 💚 :

https://youtu.be/1A6__HssHW8

And English 😊❤️

https://youtu.be/IcrbM1l_BoI

Also … July is just one big celebration month ❤️ 3 of my funeral people share my bday 😮 the exact same day 😮😮 different years

I never usually meet people with my bday 😮

Takes working in funerals to meet them lol

After my birthday is my mom’s – July 15th ❤️

And Doby is July 16th 😮😮 he turns 1 year old 😮😮😮❤️

July just explodes in my life – I love July ❤️

Let’s just stay in July ❤️🙏

https://youtu.be/zGkor2eXVL4

I will be very surprised if anyone remembers that song lol – no one ever does lol

Would have been 80’s

But yes summer girl 100% ❤️

I wish that it lasts as long as winter did 🙏

This is my favorite version of the happy birthday song ❤️😘… lol

https://youtu.be/88KQ27f6UXY

❤️

https://youtu.be/M11SvDtPBhA

It’s gonna be celebrations for little while now lol

❤️ July 9th was also when I finished all my cancer things ❤️

So how you not love July 👏🫶❤️

And shout out to 2023 for actually having amazing summer ❤️ please continue 🙏