Well first … on Friday – I had to make some keys so I went to Home Depot and made new keys for work.
While there the woman who was sick, but not anymore – she called me and said she had new window coverings installed but the smell was making her sick – so I stopped over before going home and I covered them up so wouldn’t smell anymore 😊 is better now and she is returning them.
Then I finally made it home for Friday night – all my kids were already here lol
Saturday – I only expected to work for moment – cause we installed cameras all around our building… they had to come back and set it all up which took all day.
I got a lot of my things done and even though I didn’t have the phones – I had a walk in … so took the time to help them and answer questions …
But I ended up working all day long and then I was exhausted.
And then today, all my walking girls wanted to take a walk – so I slept in little bit – but we went out for a walk at 10am before the heat – is only in the 80’s… but that sun makes it so hot and I sizzle in the sun!!
Anyway so we walked all around and went to see the goats – where I live the city pays goat farmers to come eat all the grass – we love it because everyone goes to watch the goats 🐐… is food for goats and grass maintenence lol
There were MANY baby goats – I would like one for my lawn 👏😄 … that would be perfect for me and they sooo adorable 🥰 ❤️ I’ll just have goat come eat my lawn lol … but these are an actual farmers goats … the city has always done that … they go all over the city controlling the high grass
We stopped in this clubhouse they have to cool down and get water … we walked in and all of the sudden someone saw me and their face got all excited … they looked familiar but it’s been so long – but I knew I knew them 😮❤️
I knew them from before cancer and all the horrific things that went on … she hugged me and was so excited – she can’t wait to tell her husband 😄
I worked with them at the PD, and also served them on the golf course lol 👏 wow if that wasn’t my old life … 😮
She said we talk about you all the time wondering if you are ok ❤️ I told her I am, I mentioned work and my home and all that –
She was so happy I am ok ❤️ I am touched ❤️
She gave me her number – I kept seeing people I knew from my old life today 😮 it was little overwhelming
And then the funny thing is my old life people and my new life people talking about how they knew me and they say these amazing things and were said “she is the one who brings everyone together” lol
Remember my stories about cancer ?? When I had everyone there for me? I didn’t die – but I did get to see how much I meant to people ❤️ that circled back around today 😮😮 was like that
Is very touching ❤️ I didn’t know they still think of and remember me and you should have seen how much excited she was 😮❤️
My new group didn’t know much about my past – but after hearing people today – they didn’t realize who I was once – I’m so quiet now and I keep low profile …
My low profile is not staying low since back in town 😮
I do worry some with that – because of the silence thing I have … but so far is ok 👍
I just don’t want my ex trying to ruin my life again so I stay quiet. But that is starting to be harder and harder cause so many know me and who I am 😮
Since I’m always in town, people are seeing me – I tried going to store sometimes – but I now remember why I order delivery … cause people see me … and remember me 😮 and then they so happy to talk to me
Just because I have kept severely silent for couple years now… like I fell off face of earth…
I am not sure – how much life I want back? We see
I worry about too much attention – cause that makes my silence kick in… I dunno 🤷♀️ every so often I will feel a twinge of that 😮
It will be fine … I just like to be low key… but I suck at it obviously lol … I am not a low key person 😮
I am an attention drawer always 😩 I TRY to not be noticed too much – but if I go out in public and things – I have hard time not to be noticed
I have been severely quiet and to self for a few years now… since 2019
Except for when I help people… then I come out for a moment – but generally stay to self and quiet – I just can’t do that in public lol 🤷♀️
I know too many and have too big of reputation – I was loved before, just like what I recreate now… but is weird for everything to collide 😮
And then I came home and my brother and family are back east visiting sister-in-law’s family… and my neice came to see them – I got to see her and she’s doing really good ❤️👏
On my walk today we came across an estate sale – it was not a death sale – just downsizing sale. We went and checked it out…
I saw something I wanted … guess what I got? I don’t need it, and I will never use it lol …. But I wanted ❤️ was cheap …
I got this:
It is an OLD ROTARY phone 📞 ❤️❤️❤️ omg I am in love with it ❤️ makes me WANT a landline just to use it lol … but I do not have a landline and don’t want to pay for that – so I don’t have one… who’s gonna call me at home, when have direct line to my cell? Lol plus I am never home except usually weekends – but this weekend was busy!! 😮
But I love this phone ❤️❤️ I just love it’s rotary dial – reminds me of my grandparents house 👏 I wanna just dial all day lol
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I had quite the events 😮
I need a weekend off my weekend 😮
I have Wednesday off for lawyer again. Sigh
Here comes the week…
I feel like life is making me come back 😮
I don’t know how comfortable I am coming back to life … I have the spirit … I just keep it quiet
I’m not sure if I am ready 😮😮 I don’t think I have a choice 😮😮 – all my worlds are colliding 😮
And I see that continuing to happen 😮
Let’s hope I’m ready 😳 omg
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The rotary phone is so cool!! Looks amazing, everything from the design and even the dialer! Its okay if you don’t have a landline. Maybe this will serve as an eye candy for you. Keeping you pleased haha
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Hahaha oh it is eye candy and I can’t stop playing with the dial 😄😄
I love the sound ❤️
Hahaha yes – I am very pleased with it lol ❤️👏👏
People are probably lucky I do not have a landline… or I would be just randomly calling everyone – hey guess what I’m calling on? 😄😄
So probably good for just eye candy and my enjoyment 😄❤️👏 I really love it ❤️
Funny how is completely useless to me – but I love that phone 😮❤️
I remember dialing with those rotaries and remember landlines 😄😄❤️ I miss them – it floods back my grandparents house ❤️
Only back then I would get frustrated because if you messed up – you had to start all over lol … I always messed up lol
But now I just love to swirl that rotary ❤️ and it’s so cool ❤️
Yeah I love it ❤️
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Haha that old dial over reminds me of me, ancient and old fashioned. We used to have one like that when l was a kid growing up in my parent’s house. Eye candy is cool as a term for the phone for sure 🙂
With your life, like mine, everything is about finding that sweet spot called balance girl 🙂 You will find it, then own it. You are now surrounded with new life friends that will aid you in the quest for balance too 🙂
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Lol … I am old soul ✌️😘 – even as a child was old soul
I don’t think my parents had one because I only remember it at my grandparents – but I would want to make all their calls lol
Is most definitely some sweet eye candy ❤️👏
Yeah life keeps making me come back when I am not too sure about that – but we will see
I don’t have satan as much anymore so maybe it be fine? 🙏
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I still have one of those old wall-mounted rotary phones with brass bells on top, the microphone sticking out of the wooden plate and the earpiece being a separate thing. 😉 It worked until a few years ago when they switched to fully digital exchanges and now the power than runs down the landline cable is incompatible. My daughter wants it but she’s been saying that for years and still hasn’t taken it! 🙄
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Hahaha ahhhh the really old ones ❤️ I’ve only seen those in museums or on TV
Hahaha that’s funny – well you store it, but it’s hers lol
My parents would do that – they be like do you want blah blah blah? Yes I want that
But then it would stay at their house 😄😄
When dad died and mom got sick- we each had boxes labeled with our names on it – was full of things we wanted or things from childhood … I have all my old report cards 😄😄 and school photos and stupid macaroni things I made lol among other things
Was funny that they save
My mom sentimentally saved and my dad boxed categorized and dated 😄😄
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Haha yes, exactly like that! 🙄
And how wonderful that your parents kept hold of your stuff til you were ready! 😉 🤗🤗 Do you do the same? 😮
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Lol … well I was never ready to lose them – they were supposed to always be there 😉
But was really touching to see how much my mom loved us with what she saved ❤️
And yes… I have a box 📦 for each child with all their firsts and art work and things ❤️
Yes … as a matter of fact they told me I was creepy for that 😄😄 😮 because I also have their old baby teeth and first hair cut curls lol
They think that sounds creepy lol
No … is me who is tooth fairy, so I save all the teeth I pay for lol 😉
And the locks of hair – that is first little haircut … why wouldn’t I save that? Is that not normal?
But they make it sound all creepy like I am a hair and teeth collector or something lol
They do not have same sentimental value on things 🤷♀️
I am a sentimental value’er – yes!! Lol
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Haha no, you are not creepy at all!! Wait until they have children and lets see if they don’t suddenly develop a sentimental streak! 😉
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Hahaha I keep telling them that! I tell them about the incredible love they will feel having a child ❤️ like a love you had no idea you didn’t know, until you had them 😮
They full of jokes with it – but yes just wait ❤️
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That is beautifully put and so true! No matter what people tell you before hand you do not fully realise the amount you can love nor how much your life will change totally, until you hold that first bundle!! 🌍❤️
My kids scoff at me but, like you said, let them see haha! 🤗🤗
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Not justca rotary phone, a Princess rotary phone!!
Good luck Wednesday!! I’m sending asv good juju!
Having my worlds collide kinda freaks me out!
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Haha yes – as soon as we walked in I saw that and I was done ✔️ lol
I was so excited over that phone immediately – it sits by my hallway and every time I walk by – I dial really quick lol 😄❤️
🙏🙏🙏 I feel sick and nervous for Wednesday 😝
Yes having my worlds collide freaks me out too and it’s really difficult to keep work life balance with both living and working right here 😮
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More good juju for tomorrow!!
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