Strength

Sorry I have been absent… I was busy this weekend with watch on work and my own things also.

I wasn’t paying any attention to days cause they were blending – until yesterday… and a radio announcer proclaimed it was June 4th …

Which immediately broke my heart, and that date – it stops me in my tracks. 💔

It’s the dad my dad died and the whirlwind of death entered my life 💔 – I don’t like that side of death – I can still feel all the pain from all of that. I miss them. But ya know – is life.

I was gonna post, but today I meet with lawyer about Satan. So I’m nervous and bracing – I hate him – I really hate him

He’s a sadist – very mental

Anyway… so that’s today – I drop off daughter and doing that.

I hate dealing with Satan – please leave me alone

I have today off for that in case very bad cause I may cry. It’s very emotional and very hard to handle. I just wanna be left alone

I want to go deep into my silence because I will cry and lose composure

Ok well … life – you roll with it. I would rather be working – I have tons to do!!!! “To survive” – so I hate Satan. Jackass

And I’m also not a fan of my lawyer but is what I have

Ok well I’m off – maybe I be back later? Too much emotions hitting

And I just had a work out… I went to let Doby out and he goes out like a mad man 😮😮 when I looked why he raced out like that… it was because a little bird was hurt and hoping around and Doby was chasing it 😑🙄

So then I had to go out and protect it and keep him away!! It slipped under a small opening in bottom of fence and then was safe. Whew!!! Fricken Doby

That was a small cardio workout lol

Ok well – Monday – we see

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    1. Thank you ❤️

      It wasn’t too bad, nothing more than I expected from Satan.

      I think it be ok? But I also trust nothing in this area – so I have no faith in courts or government

      We see

      Kinda out of my hands so whatever will be will be – just with zero trust or faith in things to protect

      Too often I think they will be good and ok… and isn’t so no more faith in this area

      We see

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    1. Ha! Yes he does!!

      Yes I am fine with his energy – he gives me something to take care of and love – his energy can be draining but also keeps me alive ❤️✌️

      He is in the family now lol – he’s quirky like us – very funny little Doberman ❤️

      Is young so he mischievous 🙄 he is learning the world ❤️ – maybe he slow down as ages? Lol

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    1. Yes I made it through the day – thank you ❤️

      Nothing that wasn’t expected from Satan or someone who is not a man.

      I don’t trust courts or government to protect – but it’s not anything I can control.

      I also don’t wanna handle all the emotions from it …

      He just thinks he can crush me and will always continue to try.

      The one satan I can not escape 😮😮

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      2. Ah well is life … you can’t control someone else’s actions and ya know it’s allowed.

        I be fine though – I am used to this – was always – just now the courts involved

        He will always be out to destroy me … always

        But ya know – am strong … never given anything can’t handle ✌️… so far lol 🙏

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      6. Yes – we in a lull across the county right now 😮

        Just small trickles of death coming in – which makes us nervous for when everyone decides to go at once 😳

        We like lulls to catch up … and could not be more perfect time because all 4 cremation torts went down this week 😮 – should be back up tmrw

        Lulls scare us a little though – cause we brace for massive death 😮😳

        It’s always all or nothing 😮 and the lulls are a little creepy … like I said – good to catch up – but creepy for what’s to come 😮

        And they like bring in that business lol – umm how would you like me to do that during lull?

        It happens couple times a year – is normal – but to the corporation it messes up monthly numbers … they only see numbers on paper 🙄

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  4. I’m so sorry that you have to deal with satan again – and that I forgot to send a message of support last night. I hope all goes well and he’s laughed out of the building while you get a billion dollars!!

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    1. Hahaha well I dunno if that will happen – but thank you ❤️

      I don’t trust anything when comes to him, courts or government – zero protection

      So whatever

      Also my lady couldn’t come because she is still on home quarantine and having health care providers to her home and they said not ready yet. So she couldn’t be with me – but that was ok. I have done myself before.

      All my people are ready to do letter of character letters lol … cause he just attacks me anyway he thinks he can

      We see what happens – I have no say – so whatever

      But thank you for the thoughts ❤️

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