I overthink sometimes or I am very overly cautious
Things make me nervous.
So ya know I like military guy… he’s sweet.
And he was coming at me fine – I am enjoying getting to know him – he’s funny
But then ya know … with the car 🚙 🤷♀️ … I dunno that was little bold – I am thankful … but little bit bold to do so early on – but I get it – I wouldn’t want to see someone suffer and especially if I was able to help them. So I can see that side?
But ya know – I live in this world … so I also know motives and things so to see who someone is … is to know what you are dealing with.
He also came to see me and gave me something else 😮 he had mentioned giving to me – because he said he had and wouldn’t use… I just figured was all talk
So when he give that to me I say oh that’s too much and he said well I already told you I was going to give that to you 😐
And he still tries to impress me?? I can’t tell if that is his personality or if he has motive
He has a place somewhere I would need a passport for and he say hates going alone – he say that to me today
So ok wait…
What is happening here?
Cause ?? Hmm 🤔
He tells me we can and should go slow, always agrees …
I do think he reads my caution? Because he acts cautiously like not to make wrong move?
And we are friends – I’ve been supportive with something of his – before I started knowing him
And I think for him he needed a friend or someone at that moment? I still think he needs to heal.
And for me- well I need time to know who are once you stop trying to impress me? Time tells all
I don’t know if he is afraid of that?
He is very sweet and kind hearted if is are meant
I’m not sure what angle he has yet
Appreciate the help but I also don’t want that being?? His in??
I still want to be cautious and still want to see
I like it better when there is even and equal so I can just know simply. So we see here – I’m still guarded
All my people are all dreamy eyed when I tell them things 🤨 and keep telling me to give him chance and that I am too hard on guys – no I am not
I won’t have to be hard if they are sincere and don’t play games
I’m also not sure about having a man ride in like he can save the world? Because once again let me remind you:
I can’t figure him out yet?
He’s chill – we never speak of anything inappropriate. Just life and things going on
But recently ever since the flying lunch, there has been a little ramp up in talking with me.
It feels little faster ? But when I mention caution he agrees completely and then says stuff that make me think he is ok going slowly
** sorry fell asleep writing this – going back to bed
I had other parts to add but maybe tmrw