Oh wow the day š® what?
Ok where should I begin? Letās start with this stress management class lol š
Oh cmon we are not children, they spoke to us like children š¤Ø even counting if we got too loud during an exercise š¤Øā¦ we are not 5!
And they say things we either already do – or kinda dumb things. So whatever
They were grief counselors – not really stress management professionals – so whatever
I guess they tried. Now I have even more work but whatever. This is my end of month! Do you want me to pass the audit?
Ok so thenā¦ I leave right after that waste of timeā¦ Race back to my location to meet this guy who setting up my phonesā¦ I thought was from corporation but was another major companyā¦
I am opening up and turning on lights and he comes and rings bellā¦ so I open door and OMGā¦ do you believe in doppelgƤngers? š® omg
He looked just like country boy š® omg
Fricken life! What the hell
So all I could do was smile – it was weird cause he look just like him and his smile tooā¦ so I felt a comfort but then I dunno him lol ā¦ so that is really weird
I was probably a weirdo?? Because I stare š® I couldnāt get over how much he look like him!! I have never seen a doppelgƤnger until today š® I thought was just a myth what are chances I ever know a doppelgƤnger? š® but today I did š®
So I stare with huge smile š¤Ø I couldnāt help it! I canāt take my eyes off because I am studying his face because how is this possible? And then, I dunno ā¦ I just smile because I canāt believe it lol ā¦ what? Am I in the twilight zone?
So anyway – he looks just like him š® that trips me up!
There is differences obviously- country boy is rugged man man – hunt fish etc etc – complete opposite of what I amā¦ And we are just different and want different things. I donāt really understand him so whatever. If itās not right, itās not right.
And this doppelgƤnger ā¦ he is softer, shyer – not a baseball player lol ā¦ but heās definitely shyer – nice guy. Beautiful smile
Itās was just really weird and that pretty much fried my brain for the day mostly š®
I had a stack of phone calls and messages to return omg ā¦ ahhh stress management ā¦ the doppelgƤnger did a better job with stress relief than the class did lol ā¦ because it made me not think of work for a minute š®
So that was interesting day?? See what life does? Now why is life gonna go and throw that too ā¦ I donāt even know what life is trying to teach or say to me?? Can you just tell me??
I dunno. Soā¦ install again tmrw and I am not going to any classes – I canāt – I have way way way too much work!!
Ok what day is it ? Monday
Okā¦ soā¦ hopefully this week is good week – please be good week ā¦ please donāt kill me š
š® itās gonna kill me!! Omg
Learning Life 
We knew it will be mostly waste of time. Sucks. Probably they are good enough but their techniques are old school that’s why it looked like they were teaching children.
I hope you have a very good week ahead.
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The person giving lecture was former high school teacher so that didnāt help
Well not much with technique ā¦ I already know to take breaths – or get awayā¦ I know balance and self care – I am very much aware of what I can or can not handle.
I am pretty careful with my ownselfā¦ I am aware of myself and emotions and also how to release
We went through the pandemic with skeleton crew (no pun intended)ā¦ but seriously ā¦ omg you do not know what that was like – it was insane soā¦ whew!
Yeah we know how to breathe
Should be good week š I am going to hope for that too lol – is my end of month lol ā¦ every month the beginning of the month until the 10th ā¦ after the 10th then I relax lol
I hope you have good week too š thank you!
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