What?

Hmm… well what to say?

So it’s time to leave death.

The work life balance is not good and it explodes for preventable reasons every year – corporation and management issues.

The job itself I love ❤️ … but the crap I do not…

I also have amazing coworkers who are like a family to me ❤️ I hope to keep them ❤️

Some I do not and are nothing but 2 faced and do not care about families. I’m tired of bullshit and I’m not playing games

The commute is also really hard and I am not loving like I used to?? I want to love what I do and still have life lol … I want to be closer to home

It’s time. So I was doing that this weekend.

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And then guess who text me today 😮

No it actually was not “I love you man” lol – although I have not even had the time to handle that. Not to mention stress level.

It was country boy? So I don’t trust his motives.

He texts me every couple months or on special holidays to say “Happy/Merry whatever holiday… and then asks me if I doing ok 🤨

So what do want? Why care and why contact me? State your purpose.

I responded back because what is this?

I don’t know if he checks to see if I change my mind – which I do not… I know what I want and isn’t a lot to ask so if can’t do then what is purpose?

I do actually give him time of day because …

When my family was dying off and I was going through cancer… he would pick me up and take me to do things or to places that took my mind away from what was really going on.

For moments he gave me peace ❤️❤️

So I always tell him thank you and I will always take his texts or calls

I think he just wants to be my friend ??

Which would also be weird … because we literally are completely different – not one thing in common

So why??

I don’t know whatever

I suppose I can be friend. He was always there taking me away from death or cancer ❤️ so if he needs anything yes – I be there.

Sometimes i wonder if he does that to make me think of him? Keep him on my mind… just as I move forward … this is how he reminds me.

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Hmm 🤔

So not sure with him. My mind does not change on this … and I am not a Trump’er… I’m really girly

He is completely opposite of ALL that. So what purpose?

I can be friend …but there is also a fire 🔥 … so I don’t want him near me with that fire. Sorry but no ✌️ yes fire for sure … so nope… I don’t even want to be tempted – nope

Every time he texts I feel something / and I do not like he knows that. 🤨 cause of this…

What’s your motive?

Oh and I was telling someone how we were different and things and I said “ I am soft and he is hard”

And they said to me … I only know what you mean by soft because I know you… but normally when a woman is soft – that means she is needy

😮😮😮 I did not know that 😮😮😮 to me a soft woman is something completely different 😮😮

Funny how that is huh? Different meanings for same things? 😮😮

And then also this weekend other languages came up to be a thing…

Guess which country was the accent in question lol … was Ireland 🇮🇪 😮❤️❤️❤️

We talking to someone in Ireland for ship-out.

And then that made me think …

We have to SERIOUSLY pay attention, completely, to understand the English they speak … because accent sooooo thick… absolutely love it ❤️❤️❤️ … but we seriously have to pay attention lol

But anyway, am just curious

What do I sound like to someone else speaking English from another country? Does someone from Ireland have to pay attention to MY words, like I do to theirs? Even though both speak English? Heavy heavy Irish accent ❤️❤️❤️ I want to hear her talk all day long ❤️

Well I have to get to bed, I’ll talk more later / we run late tonight and all weekend 🤨

Good night 😘 😴 💤🌙 ❤️