Nighttime

They said to treat like bad flu – I should be fine 🤨 I also do not want to be in some Texas hosp. 🤨

I am FULLY pumping with massive meds… I wanted to see if my body could help itself some during day …but nope – it can not 🤨

So now I pump ALL the meds and drowned this thing – full force with all meds – I’m done with it

Alternating between Advil and Tylenol…. Taking musinex?? And my family bringing me all kinds of concoctions lol- I don’t care what is just gimme

Don’t worry, I am miserable.. but I watch my stats because my funeral home people sent me a thing to track all my vital stats 🙄❤️

Few times a day and through the night they also text me to ask me what my vitals are – the whole time they keep checking on me ❤️ every single day

Daytime is better … when day comes I think “ok maybe I feel better??” I think I can get up and be human… but not really?? Is zombie 🧟‍♀️ like human

And then night comes … and it’s dreadful!! Omg I dread the night “every” night… because I know how bad is

My eyes hurt alot… light sensitive and my face… like my cheeks, my ears … is like having severe sinus infection on top of flu 🤧🤒

My daughter cries because she is worried and I am so far away… she’s afraid I will die but I tell her I am fine… I just sound bad (really congested, with fever so I speak slow weak and weird little bit) am not my normal self

My boys keep messaging me too to make sure I am ok ❤️

Today I actually sat out back for maybe 20 min- fresh air… that helped – the light was bad on my eyes, and I’m still really weak- but was good with fresh air ❤️

I ate some food tonight … but I can’t really handle food yet. I can take few bites and that’s it. Once a day only!!

I am afraid to force the food. But I am drinking lots of water and occasionally if I am freezing – I have tea 🍵

My head just constantly throbs ☹️💔

I only have small moments where I am somewhat alive – otherwise I sleep all the time ☹️I have not ever slept so much and so continuously!!! 😮

I guess is good that I get to sleep… but then night comes and I do not like night 😩😭💔 it’s always bad!! I want to sleep but my body has no idea what it’s doing!!! Goes insane

My fever is still here – at night it comes full force – puts me down!! 😮 and then I can’t breath and is miserable… you wake in sweats but you are freezing ?? My body is literally haywire

And all of us caught it… I am the worst one – I had cancer so that’s a slight thing… I suppose 😕

The child not vaccinated was sick for 2 days and has abundance of energy?? 😳 no problems

My brother and sister in law fully vaxed with Pfizer … they have headache, congestion, cough – no fever for them – they tired like me though

I am the worst of it?? I don’t know why? Maybe just the cancer with immune issues? Who knows … I am always very very very careful – I try to never ever get sick or catch anything

😩😩 it’s night again!! Ugh

Thank you for juju ❤️ 🙏🙏 I hope to be done soon too…

I sorta get extra time with family ??❤️ little blessing I wouldn’t normally have had

Stupid Covid being so dreadfully awful has a few perks … like my favorite moment… when the highway was ALL mine 🙌 … and then right now, even though I am soooo sick… I do sorta get extra time with my family ❤️ we won’t forget this story 😐 I didn’t have to go through Covid alone 😮 Covid made me stuck with my family lol

I just don’t want to be sick anymore and night is really bad ?? That is why I cry cause is really awful and I am miserable 😩 – I just wanna sleep all the time and I want this fever to break 😭 I want to eat and I am frustrated being sick 😩

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